Figuring out some good search filters to share bsky.app/search?q=ban...

I know the exact, precise nexus where if I worked, I would excel as an employee and would have meaning. It wouldn’t amount much to anyone else, but it would mean a lot personally and all that. I’ve already applied and failed, but maybe again  youtu.be/eVTXPUF4Oz4

I used to work at a pub. Yet that was at another establishment that I worked at across town and in the day, as a cleaner or custodian. Best I can do now is tip as well as I can and be as respectful as one can be while imbibing and attempting to socialize despite all else.

Dying Mrs. Gomez youtu.be/5rXjO8cqvNo

The current karaoke song being sung now is the original Nirvana song of this

The Difference Machine - Some of Us Never Die music.youtube.com/playlist?lis...

Grey Daze - The Phoenix gredyaze.bandcamp.com/album/the-ph...

Grey Daze - Amends gredyaze.bandcamp.com/album/amends

At the pub tonight despite the cost of beer prices here. Still getting out although I’m just sitting and smoking at a table outside all on my own. It’s karaoke night again. I don’t know think I’d ever karaoke (personally), but if so, this’d be the song I guess.

I currently have Heaven and Hell and Earth on vinyl, and the Blade Runner soundtrack on CD. I’ve been loving Vangelis more and more over the years and have been acquainted for a while. But my entire Vangelis search is for the Music of Cosmos soundtrack on vinyl.

You can have serious mental illness, and not be unhoused or homeless, nor a drug addiction or violent in anyway. You will quite certainly fell abandoned and uncared for by the world overall. Add in all the rest, and people will say something has to be done to make them, ‘normies’, feel comfortable.

Childish Gambino - I Am Just A Rapper 1 & 2 youtube.com/playlist?lis...

Starting work the 18th, we‘re gonna donate plasma wednesday, hopefully it works (don’t have mail from this address yet) I am gonna call them tomorrow, my roommate and I are struggling and even $10 or $20 would help us get through, even a share helps Cashapp: $Cashlinrap Paypal: [email protected]

I think I could name my 5 favourite films, excluding all the sci-fi movies (which would be all or most of them), the top movies would be of those movies would be, in no order: The Big Lebowski, The Long Goodbye, and The Show. Are there any neo-noir sci-fi films at all? I'm sure there are a few.

Sea King - Hazy Dream seaking.bandcamp.com/album/hazy-d...

Found a cheap copy of Process and Reality at Nuggets (a local bookstore). I read through it once after my psychosis over a decade ago. There was this book, Chalmers’ Philosophy of Mind textbook, and surprisingly Board of Canada’s discography then that I still feel highly influenced by.

I lost the Wheel of Samsara version I made of this years ago when deleting twitter (still archived somwhere?). Here's a Majora's Mask version of the meme, inspired by a now current replay of the game (just prior to Great Bay Temple atm))

Boards of Canada - Inferno boardsofcanada.bandcamp.com/album/inferno

Wildfire style

There are wild fires burning in the valley. I thought the smoke is why the moon wasn’t visible last night. I don’t miss this smell either.

Flight of the Conchords, Gene and Louise Belcher (Eugene Mirman and Kristen Schaal) - Petrov, Yelyena, and Me youtu.be/RW5pInNini0

Is ‘oldest goes first’ a known gameplay rule? Board games, dice games, whatever kind of game like that.

Oh god, I’m less than a year from being a Tingle-like character in life. Kooloo-Limpah!

My most viewed animation on YouTube by almost a hundredfold over the second most viewed. Uploaded just over 6 years ago yesterday, during the prime of the pandemic.

I need a job both for income and something to do, to feel meaningful. Full time minimum wage is over 2x what I am allowed to make living life on a disability income. There’s already not enough options out there and having to apply online can be a clustefuck at times.

Not going to look back at my posts from the past few days (just yet). I’ve been drinking more often recently and not having any other things going on, posts coming deep from personal mind have emerging more frequently and often. I know what it is.

Chali 2na - So Crazy youtu.be/CPw8_fVQC-g

Living with schizophrenia and Crohn’s disease for over a decade now; I could way worse off in life from where I am at the moment. youtube.com/playlist?lis...

I wish my brother (Mike) was here delthefunkyhomosapien.bandcamp.com/album/i-wish...

“The past is just a pile that you accrue”

Attempting to stave off suicidal thoughts as best one can

Holy Sons - Down in the Boondocks youtu.be/RkuS6k1W3o4

Any physical embrace would be nice at this age

"Please leave me alone" holysons.bandcamp.com/track/level-...

May be stuck here

Zero influence

The 'J' in Phillip J Fry should be an abbreviation of January Phillip January Fry

I personally think that @yayforzig.bsky.social has been who has made the most recent iteration of Futurama great for what it is. I’ve always loved Futurama and the recent adaptation may not rest on this Cody entirely, but there is an inherence to the series that remains

Data, centred

There’s value in ‘old’ media