Had an amazing few days. But I'm kinda waiting for when it all goes wrong again

This was so delicious! It contained half my protein goals and I am stuffed but so good!

This choccy cereal bowl was amazing this morning 😍 Ingredients: Chocolate protein powder Soy milk Choco pillows (?) Strawberries Blueberries Hemp seed

First meal of the day. I even added nutella! #edbsky #edrecovery

Okay it was 2 steps backwards and now 10 steps forward! I am very motivated to start real recovery. Again with no help, but let's see how it goes. Today is the first day of no calorie tracking and trying not to restrict. I already put soy milk in my coffee! #edbsky #edrecovery

Another win for the ED... Not doing so well. Kind of a whole lot of steps back. I lowered my kcal limit again. #edtwt #edbsky (remember I am trying to recover on my own while I wait for help. It's difficult)

UGHH, I had such a good day but my ED ruined it all. #edrecovery #edbsky

I am not just recovering from and ED, I am also recovering from secundary me/cfs and here's what I have noticed so far. A thread

I went for a solo picnic today. And had dinner on my balcony and suddenly, I felt happy, even content 😳 I haven't felt this way in a long time. #edrecovery #edbsky

Just hit a bump in my recovery and it sucks. I thought I was doing well but the ED voice won this time. How do I not let this ruin my day? #edrecovery #edbsky

Recovery accounts sometimes trigger me more than pro-ed stuff. They always gotta say how bad it got and that they alsmost didn't survive. That's not gonna make me feel like I'm worth recovering cause I'm not that bad, at least that is what my ed says #edrecovery #edrecoverybsky #edbsky

Struggling a lot with overexercising today. I genuinely love exercise but I overshoot and I get so burnt out. Will not go on a walk, will not go on a walk 😵‍💫 #edrecovery #edrecoverybsky #edbsky

Hey, my name is Maes. I am 27 and in recovery from atypical AN. I have been struggling for 7 years but no one ever cared cause I was a healthy weight. I am not getting help yet. But really trying to remember that I don't want to get worse in the meantime. Xx #edrecovery #edrecoverybsky