made a new samurai glam for my miqo...

very depressed but my new meds is making it easier for me to push myself to draw but i still feel like im just being useless with my art and still havent figured out what to work towards with it

made a new samurai glam for my miqo...

merr crimmus have a gift

hehe got a nice little diffuser and a whole buncha scented oils to play with and now my room smells rlly nice and great and i feel happy i dont have to deal with the natural room smell anymore

merr crimmus...

hehe im drunk and cant draw well but have an old oc

in other news i drank like all day yesterday and i am s u f f e r i n g

once i finish octopath zero (this game is so much longer than 1/2) i think ill get back to streaming again but at the same time i wanna play through etrian odyssey games again where even normal battles are an actual challenge sometimes... i wonder if a level 1 run of zero is possible to beat...

hehe im drunk and cant draw well but have an old oc

wip distracted by gaming w friends and also maybe getting a little high

idk i got post art depression p bad idk if ill repost or not

merr crimmus...

kagerou

kagerou

gotta go fast #sulfur #sonic #femboy #demon

i wanna draw more nsfw work but dunno how i wanna handle what to post directly and what to keep to patreon (temporarily) too much a desire to share over gating content but i should rlly be tryna increase income a little i guess

i forget how i usually post nsfw stuff so heads up but nsfw sketches i couldnt make more of

getting miserable about my art from looking at or thinking about others art again

i prolly was thinking about coloring but got lazy but you know idk if im any good still at designing stuff

Concepting for a comic idea

cute commission

年内に雪降るかな。

idk

idk what to draw, thinking about art makes me depressed and feeling aimless

my dnd pc, Juniper Leidabell! go, my yuri bird #dnd #art #ocart #ocsky #birb #birdgirl

anyways i was drinkin to be able to draw a little bit then got too drunk to draw haha oopsie

ty alcohol for letting me bandaid ignore unbearable anxiety pressure in my chest

they done sorry for wait

🐑🎁

me when i hate my voice and think its too deep and husky or gravelly so i use a pitch measuring thing only to be told "shut the hell up woman you have a feminine voice" and like ok i guess i cant argue with literal measurement data but i can still hate it

Cozy birb.

actually it really would be a benefit to others if i killed myself

god i drank like way too much last night and now im gonna be nauseous all day :( but man i love coconut rum so much (and i at least dont have any hangover headaches or anything)

Forgot to post here. Nendos.

most of the cmms i had

wait what do you mean both a new metroid game and a new octopath game both come out tomorrow

im sorry for being a useless lazy piece of trash idk why i should be alive tbh

warmup sketch redesigning an older concept

gotta get my work done im sorry its so overdue for those waiting i feel worse cause once im done i gotta open emergency comms after cause oops the lazy useless person is outta money because theyre lazy and useless but not many, once those are done i wanna take december to work on personal art...

who knew the best way to make myself work was drawing while making a million tacos in ffxiv

i think i am just a terrible person and i dont deserve anything good in my life

birb warmup tryna get myself outta rut and workin on work