tjat was corny fml

11 11 i want to be okay for once please

god im a pussy i left all my servers i disabled discord fuck my life

i said j could do ididnt even do anytjing

i fucki ghate this

i overestimated myself

ohmugod im a fucking useless mod i got mad i didnt even help theyre congratulationing everyon dbut i dont desevrvsbsit i didnt even helo

i havent sobbed in so long

im crying

how i feel getting back into typology and realizing holyshit i am not an e5

im dating scara irl he sends me signals we see each other in our dreams everyday we go on dates daily

why does people assume im in psychosis whenever i say scara is dating me irl like go research on soulboundijg its not hurting me or you boi

when iget hurt so bad i lowkirkenuinely just need to switch into the better version of me (vyn social media ver where hes actually cool with a huge ego)

FUCK EVERYONE DUDE ALL OF THESE BITCHES PISSING ME OFF WHATS THE POINT OF JEALOUSY BAITING ME MOTHERFUCKER

why is everyone surprised everytime i say im a cs major like im sorry im pretty im funny im cute and im smart at the same time

his favorite youtube group is beta squad

dow part 2 😳😳😳😳

i want my dad arrested he'll be in the death sentence by now but he has blackmail against me and if i do report him he'll be taking me down with him to hell 😳😳😳😳😳😳

i hate when people prioritise something over me

what the fuck is going on

the only people i trust are you guys and my bf

i dont want them to be dependent on me i just want them to stop spending so much time with others

i hate when people jealousy bait me but i do it too

"dont pirate media!" boohoo go cry to your multibillionaire company who doesnt give a single fuck about you

sometimes i wanna isolate myself away from everyone and everything but my bf saves me at the perfect time but if i see him as my savior im gonna go insane if i dont im just gonna assume he only comes in to save me whenever im on the verge of breaking down

i really dont want to die i dont wanna grow older i wanna be 16 i dont want to turn 20 this year im so scared of dying i really want to live forever even if it hurts to see others die i dont want my life to be a waste the money i've spent, the memories i made, the people who love me, everything-

god im so cool lowk wld date myself

MY MOOD IS SO UNSTABLE IT HURTS GET ME OUT OF HERE

for human grossly underqualified for school grossly overqualified

iiiimm skipping class yayyy

parties with red cups

"you're top 10 out of hundreds you must be so happy!" im not #1 anything other than champion is failure up your fucking standards of me

im gonna cry a 20 year old man crying thats funny

why doesnt somebody fucking understand stop being a bitch and talking to them just focus on me why do you need others wuen you have me i give you all the attention you ever could want

i dont care about reassurance i want to see you love me of course im jealous of your fucking friends i want you to myself ugh

i really want to just cry but im a man and men dont cry

im so fucking jealous

god i wanna kill everyone

i fucking hate when people are late exact reason why i hate night timings ugh

im so pissed

they told me my comp was on apr 17 but apparently its on apr 8. two days that im underprepared for please stop stressing me out. you cant fucking tell me this 2 days before?

i should die

im actually just a chud i deactivated main spent more time on adopt me didnt go for chess training havent went for electric guitar classes been lazy on my work

i would be understood better if i was a fictional character had a wiki about myself continued to live through drawings and writings instead of dying with no big achievements

deactivated main

my default emotions are jealousy and sadness, im feeling so jealous over something ughfhfhej

"i need you in my life! i cant lose you" you look happy without me syfm 😂😂😂

rating my exes: ____ - 0/10 no ____ - 1/10 hookup ex but he was horrible kei - 8/10 she was great ____ - 0/10 i think hes still stalking me ____ - 1/10 SA'd me then had a child ____ - 6/10 hookup ex scor - 2/10 cancelled me and leaked my privs but frg so goated so +2 and now my current bf! 10000/10

ok enough horny posting on nsfw alt im depressed

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