I’m so happy for Peter Krause…hopefully he gets treated better there than he did in his 9-1-1 send off…I’m totally fine!!!!

AHistoricDistraction also has another multichapter FirstPrince masterpiece that I recommend to literally everybody

I’ve slipped back into one of my other loves, Red, White, and Royal Blue. Alex and Henry (book version) are genuinely some of my favorite characters of all time, and I finally got around to reading this fic that I’ve been meaning to read for nearly 2 years. I am actually devastated I can’t-

I have 8 chapters left of the fic I am reading and I almost don’t want to start reading it again because that means I’ll finish it and I’ve been having the absolute best time with it and I don’t wanna lose that high

Everything happened for episode 9x13 has single handedly cured me of my mental anguish when it comes to this show and I’ve been going insane

Bucks jacket is reminding me of the seats of my mom’s car when I was a baby. That’s why it feels so nostalgic to me 😭

Wdym it’s not 2016 anymore and I’m not a 15 year old girl watching Stranger Things for the first time? Wdym that was nearly ten years ago?

Stranger Things finale has me feeling so messed up for so many reasons 😭

Remember last year on New Years Eve/New Years Day when 911onABC posted a meme insinuating that Buck and Eddie made out sloppy at midnight?

And who are they?? Is it Buck on a bike?? With who??

The nausea and anguish I feel over the new 911 stills is crippling. We could win everything or losing it all 😭

Howdy yall, popping in to say hello because it’s been a minute. I’ve been doing daily 9-1-1 Wordles to keep me going through the hiatus 🫶🏻🫶🏻

I also got the “Grit Collective” as a “Leader” whatever that means if it really means anything

4 of my 5 top albums were just MCR, and two of them are the same album just remastered 😭

Spotify called me a gay emo loser yall

I’m excited for the Christmas season to start so I can finally read the Christmas Buddie fics I opened last year but never had the time to read🙂‍↕️

Man I wish I was posting more over here but I fear I’ve been nothing but down and doom about this show lately. Falling out of love with your comfort show is worse than falling out with a friend 🫠

Spot the difference between these two photos (Warning: Impossible)

Shoutout to Dan and Phil and the Hard Launch Podcast for granting me the most peculiar screenshot in my camera roll :)

So fun fact about this “double it” thing I promised myself…I didn’t take into account that Dan and Phil would publicly announce their relationship and I’d be binge rewatching all their content instead of reading so this probably isn’t going to happen 😭

I’ve been so inactive lately and I don’t even have a valid excuse

The wanting to be able to read the Buddie fics I have lined up, but being physically unable to stop thinking about Dan and Phil…mmmmmmm

If somebody told me 5 years ago that within a one year span I would- See Dan and Phil on tour post hiatus See MCR in concert post breakup AND Dan and Phil would come on YouTube and verbally confirm that they've been in a relationship since 2009... I would ve not believed it

I forgot that on 911twt it was illegal to have an opinion that isn’t overwhelmingly optimistic all the time :/

How Season 9, Episode 1 of Hit TV Drama 911 went, essentially

The tattoo coverage it always so astounding to me

Oh Buddie content how I’ve missed you 🥹

I gotta read 58,949 more words in 4 1/2 hours, I don’t think I can accomplish this chat 🫠

I need to read 101,987 words by the 30th to beat my record from last month…I do not think I will lock in hard enough for that but ima try!

Staring at the date of your own birthday feels so disassociating :)

Yall I need to seriously lock in with my fanfic stats, I have to read 138,225 words to beat my stats from last month, which seems simple enough…however I’ve just been getting SO distracted and not reading anything at all!!! (Doesn’t help that AO3 will be down 20 HOURS TOMORROW)

MCR IN PHOENIX AFTER 17 YEARS OH I AM GOING TO HURL IM SO EXCITED

Popping back in to LOSE MY MIND cuz MCR SIGNS WERE SPOTTED IN MY OWN STATE IM GONNA BE SICK IM SCREAMING AND CRYING AND SHAKING (They’ve not been to Phoenix as a band since 2007, this is huge)

MCR North American Tour is over and I am NOT doing well about it!!!!!! May actually have tears in my eyes!!!!!

My younger sister is leaving state for a few days WTF am I supposed to do?? Entertain myself??

Still being crazy obsessed with Buddie but losing your care over the source of its content is so frustrating

9-1-1 really reached its peak in the season 4 finale, started to slowly slip away, and is now totally lost to the world…I don’t want to watch a show where all my favorite characters are losing their whimsy 🙃

9-1-1 starts up again a month from today…nothing is funny anymore

It’s September, meaning it’s officially my birthday month!!!! I hate my birthday!!!! But I can’t prevent it so we vibe through it!!!!

And it doesn’t help that my dentist told me I’d need 4 teeth extracted, saying it’s not wisdom teeth, then saying I needed 7 pulled! (Spoiler: 4 teeth ARE my wisdom teeth) made me feel like hell for what?

The internet is a magical place from time to time because at least I know I’m not the only one who experiences shame and disgust when visiting the dentist :) (It’s been a day and I still feel like garbage mentally because of it)

The brainrot is so deep because I’m reading a Buddie fic and it mentioned Frank, the therapist, and for a split second I thought it was a unique MCR/9-1-1 crossover and Frank Iero was Eddie Diaz’s therapist 🙃

My sister watched 911 6x03 and is near tears because of it. That said, it’s her second favorite episode 😭

Luke Hemmings having a baby is making me feel geriatric at the ripe age of 23 😭

do yall know that one movie “Jack Frost” where the dad dies and becomes the snowman? This is that except Jack=O’Lantern O’Lantern= Bobby The son=Buck Bobby Nash=Alive Confirmed

Officially been a month since my MCR show and lemme just say the post concert depression is still going STRONG I miss it so very badly (Flashback to the setlist!)

Just remembered that Bobby Nash is actually dead dead and I hate it so much, why the hell did Tim Minear do that man

Guys I’m going insane I have 90 AO3 tabs open and I can’t bring myself to close any of them…some date as far back as October 2024 (when I got this phone in the first place)

Going to a concert after attending THE best and most anticipated concert of your life less than a month ago is an odd type of sadness 😗

I have 84 AO3 tabs open I need HELP I KEEP OPENING MORE 😔