I really, really, REALLY need to play Fabula Ultima.

.... what if I fucked around and opened a game studio...

oh no i'm opening up old projects and getting *thoughts* again

This might be the godliest god pack I've ever seen in Pokemon Pocket. What the actual F. HERE IS WHERE MY LUCK HAS GONE!?

Oh I *love* hearing my disability has disabled me more! Yay! Wow! Amazing!

But then, how *do* you do that? There's no lettering, no panels, no spacing, no visual structure to play around with, no real cadence. The GM/Player relationship makes story beats complex. GMless game? Or would you have the GM take a different role? Oh no. I've stumbled into something interesting.

An extra thought: maybe TTRPG superhero adventures don't really catch on in TTRPG systems because people write them like TTRPG adventures... when they should be writing them like comic books.

Just saw a post about TTRPG superhero adventures. Yknow, with my best friend being a comics historian, you'd think I'd know some very quick answers to those questions and, alas, I do not. Hmmm Ideas

Good news: I've moved! Things are functional, Cats are here, and I'm settling into a new job well! Bad News: Between the heatwave, the chronic illness flare up, my disability, getting sick *on top of that*, and some unexpected minor repairs, I'm quite a bit less comfortable than i'd like to be-

Good news: I've moved! Things are functional, Cats are here, and I'm settling into a new job well! Bad News: Between the heatwave, the chronic illness flare up, my disability, getting sick *on top of that*, and some unexpected minor repairs, I'm quite a bit less comfortable than i'd like to be-

I really really want to work on another video game/ttrpg Narrative Editing Design Music Don't really care which but the fires are scalding for it

Every time I think about giving streaming an honest go I think 'am I actually worth watching at all?' And then I remember I spend the vast majority of my time talking to myself soooooo maybe 😂

Gods I am SO CLOSE to the finish line and the world (and my leg) is still fighting tooth and nail to deny me my peace. Just gotta last a week. Two max. Then it all starts turning around.

Was supposed to be a chill day today, but instead wasted FIVE HOURS doing something that should have taken TWO SECONDS Plus side, I'm moving into a flat tomorrow. Yay. My brain and wallet hurt, but my heart is happy.

With alt text. (Also, HOLY SHIT.)

TACTICS REMAKE ANNOUNCED I AM FUCKING FROTHING I AM NOT NORMAL ABOUT THIS

I'm not a huge pride month person, really, but WOW, a flood of queer joy and love and creativity really hit me in a good spot this year. So yeah. Happy pride from a quiet and slightly-closeted-due-to situation trans girl 💙🏳️‍🌈 (Who really needs to change their pfp gods above)

I say this to people about fighting games, then they just... list off the characters I play. Almost 100% accuracy. I am predictable. *until* we play and then who knows what happens. I 3-0 you You 3-0 me I 3-0 myself We Uno You learn the harpsichord I get a degree in glassblowing Who knows

Oh, yeah, I worked on a video game last year, that was pretty neat (I post this because I was looking for the credits screenshot and realised I still haven't.. actually finished it yet. I SHOULD DO THAT)

Pulled pokemon cards for the first time in over a decade (almost two!) to see if I enjoyed the hobby as an adult Pulled the third best card in the set and got excited Got equally excited over a holo Joltik .... shit, they got me.

whenever I talk about how all characters are a part of us even when you make them the most opposite of yourself you can possibly imagine I’m often met with surprise. The unconscious, subconscious, whatever name you call it is always shouting at us to be free. If you stop and listen you gain so much

Since I was just reminded a lot LOT of my mutuals play pokemon pocket uuuuuh add me? 2787814433678546 And hope my reverse luck helps complete your sets? (I have had a total of six full art dragonites. I have still get to get a regular one :') )

Me: 'know, haven't played fighting games in a while, let's give Guilty Gear a boot' Dear reader I then proceeded to eat shit for an hour in every match :')

Sleep Token fans I had to see it Now so do you. (Ngl it's kinda great though) youtu.be/vS8nedF4x3c?...

Why the hell is the housing market such a complicated process Why is every path a mess of words and numbers Why are shared flats coming up under house sections Why are single rooms almost a grand a month I feel like Alice tripping in Wonderland only for inflation to scream 'off with her head!'

I honestly think I wanna get back into TTRPGs again, there are some stories that are just EATING at my brain begging to be told, both as a GM and as a player. Hmmm. One day.

Now that I actually have a bit of clarity and freedom, I *really* want to get back into audio design and narrative design, though jfc I am out of the loop for both. Time to just... make things? I guess?

Imagine someone having probably the biggest pop of the entire night in front of tens of thousands of people, along with arguabley the *other* biggest pop in the ring, and going 'pfft, three minutes' Like... you could call it the main event and you'd print money But no. Instead- T-Scott. OK.

I'm pretty sure it's coffee and Sleep Token keeping me going at this point

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Ohno. The desire to stream is returning.

very excited for a lovely 12 hour stream on Thursday to celebrate the release of Xenoblade Chronicles X: DE sponsored by Nintendo!

The Max Fun Drive is the one time a year we focus on asking for your support for the show, for just $5/month you can help us keep making the show you love & you get a ton bonus content from ALL of the shows on Max Fun including ours, like this years BoCo featuring Rebecca Sugar & Ian Jones-Quartey

I can't go into the what/why right now, but I'm dusting this off in case someone's feeling generous for a queer in an emergency Stay safe, y'all ko-fi.com/redmageray

It got worse.

Today's mood: well, fuck.

... I need more Monster Hunter friends

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Opened up a folder today, saw multiple unfinished projects, and damn, the wave of sad hit me like a train. So much there is so good I can FEEL IT I just NEED THE BRAIN JUICE to get it done

Weeeeeeee

Another sun rotation~

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Happy new year UK peeps! We are now closer to 2050 than 2000, do what you will with that information :)

2025 is the year I create again.

I hope this time is as peaceful and joyous as it can be for you all.

I won't lie... people still saying 'timeline' instead of 'skyline'..like... I get it, it's what we all remember and are used to, but COME ON ITS RIGHT THERE AND ITS SKY THE SKY IS PRETTY please let this catch on

I'm having like... reverse luck on Pokemon Pocket. So many alt arts that i don't have the regular of I have 3 pretty glooms and 0 regulars i only got my first regular eevee ***today*** I have the super rare artwork charizard and no regular charizard I keep pulling EX's when i need their regulars ???

thinking of putting together a starter pack of TTRPG platforms that host casting calls for performers/GMs, please lemme know if you are a channel, producer, or studio for Actual Plays, streams, podcasts, audio dramas, talkshows, etc.

began the starter pack here, happy to add more folks, just let me know! go.bsky.app/GXAVTu7