More revisiting Alan wake www.twitch.tv/xanaboo13

Revisiting the first Alan wake www.twitch.tv/xanaboo13

Genuinely sick of trying to have a work life balance in a society that only says they want that balance but will fuck you every inch of the way so you can’t have a life. 🖤❤️

Hey guys. I’m gonna stream today! Soon…when things install

Sorry I had to cancel tonight’s stream. Had to take my dog Wednesday to the vet. She’ll be fine but I’ve had a little too much stress today ❤️

This year I’m gonna try to be better about being a social person and actually interact with social media a little more. I wanna try to grow this year!

I am a simple mind #tormentedsouls2

All over #phasmophobia

Hey guys. So, idk…when I’ll stream or how I’m gonna act on stream. There’s been a lot of family stuff going on. Just wanted to let you all know in case I’m mia. I’ll be fine

I’m so tired of my dumb hands hurting. They’er fine with controllers, keyboard and mouse, and texting, but I still can’t do art or write with them. Couldn’t even color for like a few minutes before it locks up. At least there’s no nerve damage I guess. And I can play games just fine.

I’m going to try and stream tomorrow maybe, but honestly guys Captain passed away and I’m just not sure. You might see me, you might not. Have a great night everyone and as always, if you’re not having a good night, make it someone’s problem.

More lethal!! www.twitch.tv/xanaboo13

I’m gonna get back into social media things, but does anyone have a favorite press on nail brand and glue? I wanna try it

Going live! Shift at midnight and others!! www.twitch.tv/xanaboo13

Time to go deeper! Still wakes the deep Sirens Rest www.twitch.tv/xanaboo13

I think if I was in a little less pain I would be unstoppable right about now

Haha soooo….forced hiatus might be extended to the 29th evidently? In other news though maybe it’ll be easier to be productive?

Hey everyone! I might not can stream till the 22nd due to someone not checking for cables before digging and cutting.

I had a long/bad day at work but it was nice to stream for two hours. It’s just nice to laugh and make other people laugh.

Starting to feel person like again and it’s so nice to be streaming more sort of consistently!

Just got out of the new final destination. Twas a final destination! Eric was the favorite.

oop crash out #cryoffear #Twitch #streamer

Breaking my streak of streaming every other day. Someone is asleep in the room next to the office and I’m trying to be mindful. We will stream tomorrow

I had strong wants today

Which selfie do we like and I found a cursed elevator today so I thought it needed sticker

I’m soooo late but “Sinners” is amazing 10/10 will own a physical copy

Today is the 9th

Today is the 8th day of work in a row. Tomorrow will be the 9th. My brain is gone

TW: SH/ self delete Me: *Sobbing in my car, contemplating running off the road because I hate my life blah blah* *Period starts* Me:

Love telling people it’s a nice day out and they laugh cause it’s not. It’s precious. Small joy

Repo! www.twitch.tv/xanaboo13

Fun food things I tried recently

Still not a fan of editing videos. But maybe one day! I can’t really draw anymore right now cause my hands, but maybe writing and video editing will help the creative stuff :3 In other news trying to romanticize my life a little every day

“Post trauma” was very good! I need to learn more about Carlos I think though cause it seemed his gloom was a little different than Roman and Freyas. Taking small break and then crow country time :3

I’m sorry I haven’t streamed in a while. I’m trying very hard to be a person with a lot of things going on and I miss streaming so much.

New favorite photo of myself

Happy birthday to me

Sometimes you gotta stop and piss on the flowers

@thepaladinbelle.bsky.social just made ramune bottle thing splooge all over her at the mall in case anyone wanted to know

My birthday is coming up!!!!

I remember a relative saying my adhd and depression was “all in my head” and being like “yeah that’s kind of the fucking issue isn’t it?”

Me: I’m gonna treat myself! *buys bra and underwear, things I need.* What a treat!

I took a nice photo the other day of a tree

I took a nice photo the other day of a tree

If I’m not sick, I’m depressed. If I’m not depressed, it’s family issues. I need a vacation

Pretty sure I’m sick again? Or maybe I just…didn’t fully recover? I started coughing a little yesterday and todays coughs are so hard I keep almost puking it’s so rude

I hate my brain so much. I lost my brand new ear buds. No one has seen them, they aren’t where I thought I left them. And it’s hard to not be self deprecating when I lost $80 ear buds in like 3 days

OBS isn’t working right now for me guys so give me a min

Do I start stream, end it to go eat, and then start again or wait