2025 is over, good riddance I won't miss this year, you were awful. Can only hope 2026 is better, can't be much worse...right?

Merry Christmas for those who celebrate. Remember to check on people you care about who might not be ok or lonely this holiday.

I’m really going to miss you a lot Kodie. Lost both you and Caesar this year. God this year is ass, nothing good redeemable

Oh I forgot to mention that I got my PC back and working yesterday. The only thing that sucks is that I lost a lot of game saves I had for both streams and off stream. So I’m trying to figure out what to stream outside of once a week magic the gathering commander. But I think I have an idea.

Nervous and scared both to see my advisor tomorrow withdraw from school and also dropping off my computer at Best Buy

Context for past few posts, my computer has shat the bed and I’m probably going to have to drop out of college temporarily for a second time if I can’t fix it because I will have lost all my school stuff and am mid semester 🙃

My life is one huge cruel fucking joke honestly

Just let me catch a fucking break please I am literally begging you

Got so close to going to a local place to play some magic IRL, went downstairs and got to my door then realized I have severe social anxiety and went back upstairs because interacting with strangers scares me.

Being somewhat public about my poor mental health again. This world is in a selfish, negative state and I just feel drained. It’s so hard to go on or care most days if not every day. You feel like you try your best to be this light for others but all you see around you is darkness.

I don’t have a problem shut up 😂

College is back on for me again. I enjoyed the 3.5 months off while it lasted 😴

Still feel like this. I feel like ever since I’ve moved away from my home town that I will never make any IRL friends. I’ve tried and tried and it just never works out. I don’t count my coworkers because we don’t talk or hang out outside of work. I just feel so empty every day.

Do I got any more friends who play Pokemon TCG Pocket? I will happily like your showcases every day so you can have free shop tickets but I would also like to have mine liked back so I can have some too 😂

On vacation Poggers or whatever the kids say

Vacation in a week, I can’t wait. Ironically my first time ever using paid time off, which means I earned it or something 😮 granted I do bust my ass at my job.

Got yelled and screamed at by a stranger in a foreign language while waiting for my bus to work. She was also hitting me and trying to steal my bag. How’s your day going? 🙄

Imagine actually remembering to post that I'm live on Twitch? Madness...unless? 👀 Continuing my FFV Four Job Fiesta Onion Run: www.twitch.tv/shadoweh_

Post a game you’ve beaten more than once. Well as of recent I have been doing a lot of Four Job Fiesta that I constantly forget to post when I’m live anywhere outside my own discord server. i.makeagif.com/media/12-28-...

It came. My best pull was probably Buster Sword

I bought another box of the final fantasy mtg set. I don’t have a problem shut up 😂

I feel so undesirable. Both with friends and as a romantic interest 😞

Woke up during the middle of the night from a nightmare about my siblings torturing me and my mom and dad still being alive and not doing anything about it and it felt so real. 😔

I want to go on vacation this summer but idk to where.

If you can't handle me at my worst, then you don't deserve me at my best.

One of our cats had to get put down

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Four cards to get to know me!

Happy birthday dad. You’ve been gone for 11 years now and I still miss you always and wonder what you would think of me now.

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Movie: Pokémon: The First Movie Language: English Country: United States

Just realized spring break is in a week. Thank god, I’m going to enjoy the week off school

I swear this feels like the year of failure and there's nothing I can do about it because everything is weighed against me and I have zero control over it no matter how hard I try.

-sigh- yet another absolutely insanely busy week for college. Just 2 more months...it's halfway over and then I can have a break for a couple months and maybe even a vacation.

This year is already off to a great start of being the worst year ever for me. Can it beat 2014? Probably not I had 3 deaths in the family and broke up with a long term partner then but you never know. The year is far from over 😴

@tech-nickle.bsky.social www.twitch.tv/technickle_/...

Let’s see deleted my Facebook. Twitter has a good chance of being next on the chopping block. YouTube and Discord are staying active. Instagram is still fine. Bsky I’m trying to be more active. Twitch idk man the motivation and encouragement to continue streaming has been dying for years now.

Oh I forgot to mention that I am officially majoring in Psychology now! 😁

Just got my grades for the semester. It’s official I got the email that I can finally switch my major to psychology because I met all my prerequisites! 😁

Actually remembering to post me going live on here for once! Playing Super Mario Party Jamboree with a lot of my friends but of the people I can ping @nikkunaps.bsky.social and @tech-nickle.bsky.social www.twitch.tv/shadoweh_

Oh yeah I should post something to help the Bluesky algorithm. Interests: - Magic the Gathering - Role-Playing Games - D&D - Puzzle Games - Pokémon - Cooking/Recipe Videos - Tales of Series - Wild Arms series - Star Ocean series - Final Fantasy series

This should go without saying. I’m not trans but I am very much proud to be apart of the LGBTQ+ community ❤️

Oh uhh hi! Is this thing on? How do I post again? I haven’t in so long. Uhh…at the moment I’m ok aside from drowning in homework. Woohoo college student life?

This also my first Bluesky post 🙂