A 2025 ramble Got a love/hate relationship with this past year. The cry counter even reached a grand total of 76 days this year 😭 I can confidently say that this year was simultaneously the best and worst year of my life. Cried a lot, matured a lot, learned a lot. But achieved a whole lot, too.

Looking like a Victorian child as I walk into every shop trying to give them my CV and beg for employment as they tell me to apply online 😞

Perhaps this school thing isn’t as easy as she thought. #Firefly #HonkaiStarRail

Every day I’m like ugh I need to get better at art !!!! but then that involves actually sitting down and drawing 😞

literally woke up at 5am because the fly stuck in my room decided to freak the fuck out and start buzzing like all hell is breaking loose 😭 what is my life

Attempting to draw a horse for almost every letter of the alphabet #UmaMusume #AgnesTachyon #BiwaHayahide #CurrenChan #art

I like her alot #ウマ娘 #umamusume

the horse girls got to me 😞 #umamusume

I SHRANK 1CM SINCE I LAST MEASURED NOOOOOOOOO

my sleep schedule is so beyond fucked and I’ve been trying so hard but I can’t fix it 😭

A very overly ambitious Bracquemond #artstudy 😅 I’m starting to think the ol’ painters just used some sort of witchcraft

Trying to improve myself over the next few weeks. Got a list of small things I’d like to try incorporate into my daily life and hopefully it’ll just become a habit.. everyone has to start somewhere !

I think this academic year has aged me at least 10 years. September feels oh so long ago…

Less than 24 hrs left until day 1 of #stelleflyweek2025 ! On June 16th, feel free to post your work for that day with the hashtag whenever it works for your timezone! Don't forget to list the theme(s) you chose! Art by @ailushin.bsky.social #StelleFly #星ホタ

The next StelleFly week is only a week away, starting on the 16th! I'm excited to see everyone's work and efforts as we celebrate this lovely pairing together! 🥰 Art by @a1lushin on twitter. Commissioned by VarisNox and used with their permission. #StelleFlyWeek2025 #StelleFly #星ホタ

emotions all over the place today

just took the fattest 3 hour nap 😞 it’s so over for my sleep schedule

why is posting on Instagram so overwhelming lol.. feels like I’m yelling at everyone I’ve ever known in my life to look at me 😓

物理作弊！ #HonkaiStarRail

Sometimes I think I need to make friends my own age 😓 but also, like… how do I do that 😔 I’m not sociable enough

do get yourself a girl who can do both

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Il fait chaud… je n’étais pas fait pour ça 😔

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Sometimes I’m juggling so many different thoughts that I think my head might just explode if I keep this up

Another greyscale painting to focus on light and values (using a proper reference and not just vibes this time 😅) #artstudy

throwing this one in the #artstudy too 🏃‍♀️

Tried painting greyscale before working in some colour. Gives a pretty cool result, but definitely requires a bit more practice 😅 Also made it Fifi cause I may or may not be obsessed #artstudy

focusing a bit more on the eye since its something I've been struggling with :') + trying some stuff with lighting/colour

My patience has been wearing thin these days.. can’t seem to shake this bad mood

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Hello everyone! It's finally time. As mentioned in the concluding post last year, the next StelleFly week starts in June! Here's the official date and prompts for #StelleFlyWeek2025 Guidelines and translations in the next post. Feel free to ask any questions! #stellefly

Been the longest week of my life…

Fun fact, I’ve cried at least once on 24 different days so far this year. At this rate, I may reach a grand total of 100 days if I try hard enough 🥳

Everything’s been piling up recently and I feel like I can never get enough done 😔

After months, I finally reread one of my fics today… it’s actually pretty good, I think 🥺 It’s definitely my best one though, so I’m a bit afraid to look at the other ones 😭 but hey, maybe I’ll get back into writing for my short fic collection at some point if I can find the motivation

Heheh… we had some blue skies today

Been trying to stay positive but it’s pretty damn hard :’) Feeling miserable now, looking ahead into the future and still feeling miserable, I can’t help but wonder what all this is for

(Kinda forgot until now, but hey, better late than never) sharing some pictures from le château de versailles 🥺 Also featuring… really expensive Marie Antoinette shoes

When I get frustrated or angry I just feel so overwhelmed and need to cry it out 😭 it’s so embarrassing every time but I literally just can’t keep it in

I caved and bought a cute dress today… maybe I can wear it on the singular day of warm weather we get per year 😭🔥

Looking back through my camera roll and I’m kinda tempted to post some silly pictures I took during my France trip. Cause I took… a lot…

Every time I try a full face of makeup it feels so bad 😭😭 I look in the mirror and it’s like I’m after putting my clown costume on

tbh I modded my 3DS to play Style Savvy… and hell yeah it was worth it

I fear I may be falling back down the Project Sekai hole…

I cut my fringe myself today and um… it sure is quirky and unique..! 😭

Added someone from a game earlier and we ended up just chatting for 4 hours straight. Honestly? I really fucking needed that. 10/10 experience. I should seriously just start conversations more…

I want to use this as a personal account to post some of my random thoughts or silly things I’ve been up to, hopefully to bring a bit more positivity back into my life. Feel free to mute/unfollow me here if you don’t want your TL clogged. Art posts will eventually make their way to Twitter anyway

It’s a bit late, but I started my art journey back in March and I’m happy to showcase how far I’ve come since then :D The first half of this year will be very busy for me, so I might not have the time to draw as much. But I hope by next year I will also be proud of what I’ve achieved #ArtSummary