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idk what it is abt survival horror that attracts pretentious ppl. that's the Hospital World from SH4, not Brookhaven, you larper.

ever draw your fave so good, you fall in love with them all over again?? 😭

i cannot stress how much i dislike [Fandom] Anonymous accounts. i don't think they provide anything in interest spaces other than a way for cowards to go on harassment campaigns without consequences

posting today's painting wip here bc im a little embarrassed lol hmmmmm okay i think im onto something, but still not quite where i want to be. i want to get better at painting low contrast and mid tones 😢

wdym there's a grace ashcroft mod for ingrid and why did i only learn abt this now ;o;

remember when artists liked making art

i once stumbled across this really good Golden Girls yuri art here, but i can't find it anymore and i don't remember the artist's @ 😭 TY [artist] for momentarily blessing me with dorothy x blanche toxic old woman yuri

i like that i am now at a point with my mental health where i feel good abt drawing anything i want, free from the feeling dread or feeling burdened with responsibility. being on the verge of another burnout was scary

local woman tries to draw characters she has not drawn in a decade, wonders why progress is slow

yeah i no longer feel bad abt abandoning stuff for more friendlier places. bc some ppl will really follow you despite hating the things you like? like what's the point, im genuinely curious. why do this to yourself?

drawing SF yuri today~ yay!!

girl screw this, im gonna draw yuri

local woman obsessed with non-canon yuri from a 21-year-old PS2 rpg

I WANNA BE MORE THAN FRIENDS FOR THE WEEK

disk horse abt complex characters on the other site, and i can't help but think abt how some characters are designated as "complex" just bc they show signs of being an asshole-- as if being a POS is the defining characteristic of a tortured soul. it's so stupid

sorry for ranting here but "Just build a PC"-- do ppl realize that some of us want a console so we can play co-op games with our loved ones in our living room? i want to be be able to sit next to them, not have my back turned away from them while i look at my own screen!!

im bored, so let's play a game (try to give me ships from franchises/IPs i know haha)

alex winger, but drawn as a beautiful, muscular woman. send post

old woman daphne, are you single--

seeing how genuinely nothing has improved puts my soul at ease over leaving fandoms that i have left

fighting alex makes me want to tear my hair out sometimes, but then i remember i play hit n run ingrid, so i have no right to be salty towards other characters lmao 🥲

holy shit...i am a leverless convert. there is no going back for me

my feelings over some things have become so complicated to the point that ive requested a pitch change halfway into my contribution for a zine...at first i thought i would be sad abt it but I realize that im doing this for my mental health so i shouldn't feel bad

the stuff my SO sends me on discord 💀

my best friend is so intelligent, good at writing and good at video games. idk why she's friends with me tbh

i just found someone whose ship tastes are diametrically opposed to mine in every single way. it's like finding your arch nemesis, it set off my fight or flight mode

ppl are so annoying over the new silent hill bc it's not being "made by konami" as if SH2R and F have not proved us wrong abt different developers being able to make good SH games. im so tired, man

the only good thing abt losing to a juri

someone should make a frieren mod for ingrid

i hate when i find a post that hits a very specific intersection of my interests, and it's only on twitter-- LIKE!?!?!? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA this was made for me and i can't share it where im most comfortable, fuck me ig

the leverless came in, i can't believe a game got me buying new peripherals again. the fun is serious the bad news is it's making my left hand tense up and i forget how to jump, but im sure it's just a learning issue 😭

i wish the SF bsky account was active bc this is frying me 😭 "Juri's...WHAT?!?" lmao 😳

i have really grown to love drawing vehicles :D

i dont wanna be a freak on main, but outfit 3 viper doing her lvl 2 super did smth to my brain 😭 they didn't need to make this character this hot lmao

getting SF-pilled again after a long break feels like returning to my fandom roots and tbh feels very healing, like im connected to a happier time in my life :D

omg...ingrid tomorrow ouo

thinking of doing an art trade this month 🤔

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we stayed up watching Combo Breaker and thank god we did bc otherwise we would have missed a kid absolutely thrash on Ken

drawing 🧡💜 restores my sanity, it really is free therapy

i forgot that this was my name and flair lmao

it gets to a point where the best thing to do is remove yourself from the stressful environment

she's literally making you salty :))

I FEEL SO VINDICATED, I HAVE FUTURE VISION

without going into detail, i did some exposure therapy today and what do you know, i guess it works??

the thing that prevents me from applying to more zines is the fact that i have to join another server full of strangers. even more discouraging when it's fandom zines where im sure a lot of ppl already know each other

sorry to be a bit more personal, but sometimes i feel like i only have another year or two tops before i eventually quit the internet for my own wellbeing. i don't think i have very good control when it comes to my emotions, sadly.