I’m getting a new #tattoo in 2 weeks! 😳 #excited #nervous

Fucking hate you rn.

[prince, working on lyrics] she had a red hat on. looked like it was thrifted.

1.49pm. Oh, how I wish we were staying #home , no matter how #lonely it is. #HappyThanksgiving

My plus one for this year’s Thanksgiving dinner is vodka.

Just think of all these memories we’re making… to have, to hold, to love, honor and cherish… so #lonely . #DH #lonelySky

I’m getting #tattoed in 24 days!!! #tattoo #TattooSky #TattooedSky #Tattoedgirl #bodyart #excited

I don’t know if I want to go the #peptides or #GLP1 route… I’m not obese, like the #gym and lean towards the peptides but it’s the cost, maybe health insurance can help with the other… #WeightlossSky #FitnessSky #GymSky

Very angry.

I thought I was going to have a nice peaceful Thanksgiving. But instead, our ordered meal will be prepped & eaten another day so we can jump on a last second invite from #DH ‘s cousin , aka Head Cunt . Fucking wonderful.

9.04pm. I love how you stumble up to bed in a stupor … because you’ve been sleeping on the couch since 6-7pm and to you, it’s like it’s 2am for no reason. And I don’t even exist . #DH

2.20pm. I cried to my boss this morning. I now hate myself 1000% more than ever. Yay. #anxiety #stress #work #WFO

There should be a #HolidayBakingChampionship for every holiday! I want exploding cupcakes for April Fools, sparkling confections for Memorial Day, cakes for Grandparents Day, May the 4th, and ALL THE HOLIDAYS! Who is with me?! @foodnetwork.bsky.social

Blocking anyone giving life advice whose birth year starts with a 2

3.48pm. Don’t know why I expected a real connection. On the one hand it was real. On the other hand, this is how she makes her living. I can be such a fool.

9.55am. Pushing way past my #anxiety comfort zone and going to a #menopause chat today. Starts at 11, nervous. Am I dressed ok? Proper amount of makeup (minimal)? Feeling very foolish. #socialAnxiety #AnxietySky

Feeling lonely today

I should have gone to the #gym today, why didn’t I?! Some stupid ass excuse at 5am. #GymSky #WorkoutSky #CardioSky #fitnessSky

First of all, is there a #LonelySky or something? I’m just looking for people to talk to, I’m not doing too well. Feeling very alone. Secondly, why TF do my notifications only work part time?!

gonna start a podcast where i just sigh a lot

There’s nothing to repost because my timeline is all politics. My eyes!

6.53pm. Self-hatred on high tonight. My brain plays tricks on me … and I go right along for the fucking ride, damn it.

Last personal training session tonight. Very expensive at my #gym , bought a package before I broke my nose & they luckily held them for me. I’ll be glad to have them gone but not pleased to be out there on my own… #GymSky #FitnessSky #WorkoutSky

that feeling when you’re trying not to spend money but also you need a bunch of stuff from costco.

7.12pm. Decent ok kinda day. Decent #workout . All #cardio today. The #steamroom was a bit too hot but did >30 in the #sauna. Ran to the market, made salad, did a load of laundry, napped, dined. Very productive. Glad for #PTO tomorrow, but also busy PM w doctors.

6.35am. Must. Go. To. #Gym … Pushing forward … #soTired

9.30am. It’s amazing that #DH is participating in #tattoo design.

*snort laugh*

I’m glad I chose Mondays to kill my #PTO . Fridays are pretty decent days. Got a lot done today. #work #wfh Then went to the #gym had a decent sesh and a relaxing steam & sauna. #GymSky #FitnessSky #WorkoutSky

Why do I fail to see how it is I am ‘acting’ or ‘being’ when friends, family or others tell me to “calm down.” Sandy said it yesterday as I was leaving mah Jong and I’m kinda shook. Like, what do you mean calm down? I didn’t think I wasn’t…

7.09am. Didn’t go in on this mandatory in- #office day . I was so #calm about it this morning, and I still am, kinda. But I’m a #wreck about so many other #work topics that I’ve got a #Xanax on board already. #AnxietySky #anxiety #WFH #WFO

5.22pm. In the middle of a #mahJong game. Can I hate myself any more? #anxiety #socialAnxiety #loud

9.37pm. Killer #headache.

5.24pm. No idea what I did with this day. But I didn’t go to see #DH at his recording session. #gig

8.30am. Less than 24 hours since the Shingles vaccine in my left arm. Slept better than I thought I would. Arm is very sore. Soreness travels across my neck, down my back a bit and into my right shoulder. Very uncomfortable & can barely straighten up. #shinglesvaccine #pain #ChronicPain

I need free fiction audiobooks without ads, in a normal app, is that too much to ask? #sigh

I’m so #lonely .

1.54pm. Emotionally exhausted and headed #home. Long #funeral day isn’t over.

7.34am. Seeing #family today I haven’t seen in 15 to 30 years or more at my uncle’s funeral. Doing this for my dad. 2+ hour drive each way and all.

8.04am. #PTO day. Had one toe out the door for the #gym while brushing my teeth & changed my mind. Couch for now with a ‘bad’ gummy…

My father’s twin brother died today. I have never heard my dad sound this way.

Just got back from the #tattoo shop where I bought a gift card in cash to be used for my deposit. This is really happening!!! Day one, December 17! Day 2 is January 8th! I’m so excited!

The #tattoo is happening in 2 sessions instead of 1. Just not sure I can sit for 8 whole hours. Now to come up with just a little more money…

1.08pm. Had my #tattoo consultation. Lots AND LOTS to think about. Wow. I want this. Just need more money…

9.52am. Had a #nerveblock yesterday afternoon and am feeling weird today. Currently home alone. #migraine #ChronicPain #WFH

7.56pm. I can’t stop crying. I really hate #DH

I have a tattoo consultation Saturday and I AM SOOO EXCITED!!!!

When was the last time someone romantically told me they loved me?

6.36am. Today will not be like yesterday. I will not stand for it. #work #stress #anxiety