I wanna take pictures of a few of the outfits my friend gave me, but I'm lacking motivation. Anyone care to boost my drive to dress up. Maybe some encouragement?

Just discovered testicle pumping... and now I want giant inflated balls on my face. 🤤

What if, we hung out and smoked? We'll get so stoned, who knows what could happen? Oh, hey check out this new thing I have on my VR headset! It's a really cool trippy psychedelic thing. Huh? Yeah, there's music... voices? Naw. It's ok... just relax, sink into the experience, it'll change your life!

I wonder what I'll get?

Phew! What a day so far. Construction right outside, didn't have water until about 5, Pepsi was delivered and for some reason half the customers are being incredibly impatient. Gonna get high off my ass after work for sure!

I need an honest opinion. Someone. How long should it take at the longest to decide if a sub is worth taking in? Figuring for thing like full time self employment, and an active social life. Like, it's a week away from a month, and I haven't heard literally anything...

Went out for r my last break to have a cig, and a lady offered Mr this in exchange for one. It's real silver too! You can see the purity mark. So cool!

Just realized that about an hour, 9-10 is a complete blank. I probably dealt with several hundred people in that time. Fireworks were at the college football field, which just happens to be the closest part to our store, which again, is about 2 blocks away. I hope I didn't screw up in any way.

Can't sleep. So tired. Ears are still ringing from the panic attack at work. Oh yeah. That happened. About 10. So two hours of hiding a panic attack. I'm good at hiding it, no one had a clue. That's probably not a good thing, though.

Holy hell. I want to die. It should terrify me how cavalier I am about that. But I'm far too apathetic at this point.

Open letter to the lady with 7 kids: I'm not gonna give you shit for having so many, but I WILL give you shit for failing to control any of them. Not a great look. Maybe leave them in the car with dad next time. You also cost me $25 so you could save 4. I'm not rushing my job for your dumbass.

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This guy is hilarious! I really hope he goes far. Never seen anything from him that failed to make me at least chuckle, if not full on laugh! youtube.com/shorts/9Cjy6... *Trigger warning for R-slur, kinda. If you can't see the preview image*

Petition to call being booped by a bimbo or booping a bimbo: a bimboop

Called another few Casey's, turns out it's VERY odd that I'm working the kitchen alone. I don't give a fuck if we have a small store. Give me a co-worker back there, or I'm making subpart food.

Me on my soap box, giving my essay on kink, what it means to me, and what I'm willing to go for. I made it through, but there's a couple times I was a nervous wreck. But this is inventive and engaging, and she was proud of me! Also, I look so good in that dress! 🥰

I feel a lot more than what I can see. Why do I not bruise like I did the first time. I want color, dammit! I have a tiny limp, I suck in air everytime I sit. The damage is there, why no purple? There's a nice cane mark on the right, though.

BULBASAUR PLANTER! Now I need a Mexican Snowball. Damn, that sounds racist, but I promise, it's a plant!

I could squeal with joy right now. Had the best BDSM scene, got some gorgeous bruises, and even got to try electrostimulation, as well as even getting myself into my chastity cage, a leather straight jacket, and a sensory deprivation mask. On top of everything, my friend is considering me for a sub!

Just finished watching all of Sonic Boom. (The cartoon, not the game) I was surprised. Plenty of really stupid stuff, but a lot of actually funny jokes.

Everytime I'm done with customers, another one comes in and just wonders around like some brain dead dipshit. Mouth agape and everything. Never fails, most of what I hear from them is "uhhhhhh" I haven't had a break since 5:30.

God, I wish I could draw. I just can't seem to get my tremors to work with me.

Ok. Cluster-fuck Ocarina of Time is awful. Redoing, and this time I'm NOT going to decouple the exits. For reference, first image is the normal game map, then a randomizer without decoupling exits, and then the cluster-fuck I was dealing with. (Yeah, my screen is dirty. I'll clean it tonight.)

I have to write a 3 page essay about what kink means to me in relation to my friend. (We discuss kink regularly, and she's interested in becoming my Domme) I wish I wasn't so hyper critical of myself. This is tough. Although she did give me some bullet points to go through.

I've been wishing I could go to a pride event, but going alone would mean that I just hide away and probably not talk to anyone, so there's really no point in going.

I find the whole tapping a glass to make the new bride and groom kiss is honestly kinda creepy. Like, what do you want to see two people kiss so badly? If you randomly asked a couple of dating friends "hey, you two, kiss!" That's weird. Don't do that.

I'm not doing ok today. I'm being forced to be in a huge crowd and it's so noisy, and I barely know anyone, not that I want to be around them either. I hate gatherings. Can't stand them. Especially when I don't trust anyone here.

Sexy idea: tight latex type suit that absorbs sound, transforming it into vibrations directed to specific body parts. Louder noise=more intense vibration. Wearing one at loud events may not be recommended...

9 things about me Age: 39 Gender: feminine girly trapped in an ugly male body... just me, not saying guys are ugly, because- Sexuality: Pansexual Height: 5'9"/175cm Eye color: dark brown Favorite food: Yes. Favorite game: anything GameCube and older Favorite anime:?? Favorite animal:🐸/🐢

Just tested a prostate vibrator I have to see if it charged, and now I can't turn it off. 😒 It is in fact, fully charged. This thing is going to be going for a bit...

Feeling dead inside. I've made my decision. I'm done by 40. 9 months left. What would you do if that's all you had left?

Tried a craft. Failed again. There's always something wrong with what I do. I really wonder if I'll ever be successful in anything. My life is failure after failure. And when I don't fail, it's only a matter of time before something else goes wrong. Oh well. Hope for the best, expect the worst.

Got a cardinal nesting right outside our window! Stay dry queen!

Got this delivered today, I'm excited to make a bunch of toads! One question though... this was advertised as a candle mold. How the flying fuck do I make this a candle!? I figured it would be right side up to allow for a wick, but here we are.

Well since I've been unable to really stand, I've played a bit more of my randomizer. Still not remembering where anything is. Just kinda getting what I can, then going to the closest exit to get to a different area.

My pets are trying to kill me. Got tripped up by a dog going out to the garage to let her out, and damn, hitting that cement hurt like hell,and now I can't put any weight on my ankle.

Ok. First hour impression of my insane randomizer. Started in Goron City. Can't even lift pots yet, and Miku doesn't know how to talk to Gorons, so my only choice is leave through the top. Hyrule Field, coming out of the Kokiri Forest entrance. I gather some random checks, but I have to-

Decided to start a whole new randomizer, and make it absolutely insane. I said I never wanted to do super crazy shuffle and decouple *ALL* entrances. (Not certain, but I think this means I could go into an entrance and find a random boss.) But here I am. This is going to take a long while.

What I need is a hypnosis/ subliminal track to listen to in order to keep me calm and hard working. Any suggestions?

Stop simply placing a video side-by-side with itself and call it VR. It's far more complicated than that. The cameras are warped to fit the vision of whoever is watching. All you're doing is making a giant, mostly garbled mess that wraps around everywhere and distorts the video.

Now that classes are over, this job isn't too bad. It sucks that financials are going to force me to transfer stores. I actually like my coworkers.

Just had an intense sneezing fit. My head feels a little fuzzy. Anyways, wouldn't it be super hot to hypnotize someone with allergies to at least temporarily become dumber each sneeze? (It's me, I have allergies, you don't have to make it temporary either.)

This only took me two hours. Again, I've been cruelly critical of myself and had to take a moment when I slammed my head against a wall, so it's probably closer to a half hour. Had to do it twice, since I decided no hat, and removing it reset the colors.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm getting genuinely angry at myself for the smallest things. I've already bruised a knuckle, and hit my head so hard I got dizzy. No, I don't cut, but I sure do beat myself up both physically and mentally. I don't think I care, either. That's bad, isn't it? 🤔

Just had some dipshit follow me into the kitchen. Who thinks that's ok? I'm discovering I'm actually way smarter than a sizable portion of this city. I don't like that. LET ME BE A BIMBO, DAMMIT!

I've been here about a half hour, and have had a dozen idiots completely ignore the sign right in front of them, half of them had the balls to whine about things running slow.

Interesting. There's an Azura themed hotel in Turkey. It even has her statue out front. These are the things I stumble onto instead of sleeping. Cursed insomnia.

Holy crap, I'm in the kitchen and the online order system is down! Yay! Looking like a boring day. I'm ok with that.

9 months, 27 days. I'm done. If there's no change, there's no me.

The third and final section started! At least for the tower. I'm still trying to consider different block for the observatory.