2025...what can I say? Slept too little, thought about work too much, actually worked too much, drank too much, ate too much... Im not gonna try and delusionally say that I will improve for 2026, cus I know I won't. I can TRY, but that's it. If you've stuck around this long, more power to you..

Christmas eve and im lay in bed at 3.30 for an hour WIRED about sh*t I need to get done at work cus of a potentially early finish that I'm not really that fussed about. Now im trying to note down all the stuff I need to try and get done..even if I start at 6 and finish at normal time, I doubt that-

QTP with a robot that's not Star Wars or Transformers Hard Mode: No Gundam series, Battletech or Macross allowed. Wasn't even a challenge..

Gotta love getting discord banned for speaking out for things.. fine. Over it. I have a new disc now, DM me for new deets

Feeling old without being old.. I referenced Killer Bean to my gaming party and all they knew were its meme origin. *checks youtube, killer bean 2.1 [not the one i remember] was SIXTEEN years ago*

Another week of from-home training completed and assessment nervously shuffled through.. here's hoping x.x wont know for several weeks

This whole taxing EV thing is just bollocks. "EV's are heavy?!" Yeah, so are all the SUV's that dont need to pay so much. Or how about fleet vehicles that weigh a shitload more and surprisingly get fleet exemptions. "There's no fuel duty!" Umm...what about the electricity that is PAID FOR ALREADY?

Another week, another training course. Not sure how much of this will go in, much less what I'll actually use (it's an exceptionally broad examination course, my industry is a verrrry niche section) but im 2 for 2 so far, once this one is done thats 3 years coverage!

*silhouette of an animal on some plaid cloth in a frame* =/= artistic herald. Anyone can plug a vector into a cricut and slap random fabric in to make an object.

First decent frost of the winter months, we know what that means... [Cackles in pre-conditioning]

Reaaaaaally hitting my limit on people being upset by factors they feel they can't control.. Im not an overtly violent person and grew up in a specific era...but damn some instances make me wanna throw fkn paws irrespective of the social acceptance of who you can and can't..

Considering this has probably become my most liked/reposted messag.. I get the impression that derg might have to shift to a more sizable body shape x3

Today was a busy morning, but got to do fun things again

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Dragon sona plush :>

‪art for @felixaugma.bsky.social Thank you so much for support me Q.Q 💙

Uh oh, someone turned me into a big ol plush to take to bed, I'm getting snoozy just thinking about it.. Amazing artwork by @conell.bsky.social with a squimshed @bezelfolf.bsky.social who ain't going anywhere til I've done my snoozzzzzzzzz~

Love feeling 3rd best from someone you feel you could legit vibe with. Feeling that you matter and especially by their words, only to hear from others that you're fully on the "need to know" level of comms.. Yeah sure, "recently" is perfect for someone that's stuck their neck out for a decade or so.

Restless morning and a skeleton crew at work can only mean one thing... Drgn doing overtime. Wehhh! XD

Interesting day out! Cashed in a Christmas voucher for the iFly indoor skydiving place I've driven past to work for nearly 3 years.. Then felt like some bowling on the same park (which i also never visited before today!) Expensive? Ehh a bit, bought more flights for me and Bez! Worth it? Definitely!

Been getting weird vibes all day.. like something (in general) is wrong but can't quite put a claw on it.. Not like anything is WRONG, but just a general unease like something isn't sitting quite right with the world as you know it.. anyone else get that from time to time?

Something a little different at work today. Bit of working at height and a dirty 101 in point rigging while helping out our main rigging guy. I'm not normally one for heights but this new clacissor lift is pretty chonkers.

If I break the glass, then I'll have to fly There's no one to catch me if I take a dive I'm scared of changing, the days stay the same The world is spinning but only in gray

NEVER feel you have to justify yourself to anyone, especially when you know it would never be reciprocated if roles were reversed. You work damn hard for everything you do and are. I'm FUCKING TIRED of feeling like an ache or mental gripe is either open for competition or insignificant.

Ah yes, hello weekend, and right on cue, my lower back goes from "hey I'm kinda sore" to "fk your plans, you won't be able to stand up OR sit down properly!" If this is like last weekend, I will wake up 6:45am Monday morning for work and back will go "what do you mean pain? I'm fine! Up and atem!":/

BRB, setting VPN from stun to kill

Going to be a weird sensation and I know the FOMO will strike at the worst time at some point in the future.. But I will not be attending Scotiacon next year. Going to be taking a sabbatical. I hope all those that attend have fun and have a drink extra for me ^.=.^

Something a tad disheartening about watching my telegram chats list getting shorter and shorter as those I used to talk to frequently fade away, be it not reading or reciprocating messages or just disappearing altogether. I've not gone anywhere..I do still try to reach out, just don't want to pester

Work is definitely wearing me down now.. this new workshop and everything being chaos is pushing me to breaking point... x.x;

7 MONTHS of ownership of that damn Polestar for me to discover that I have MPH-resolution of the cruise control.. It defaults to +/- 5MPH with every click and I used to manually accelerate past that to set it.. NO-ONE said anything about holding the button down?!

Have a mix of Whisky, @rikmccloud.bsky.social @buckygatox.bsky.social and Wallace for #fursuitfriday #fursuit #cfz2025

Not much I usually contribute towards #PrideMonth but meet Slice, my #Bisexual Gatox made by the lovely @mooz.bsky.social! Defo need to get some art of him soon!

Did a lot of angry lifting at work yesterday... im reminded of this fact after getting up...or attempting to at least and my lower back going "hah, nope!" X.x

If you see this, post a vehicle. Well shit, okay. Enjoy some Swedish electro or some such. Defo the fastest acceleration thing I've ever driven! And makes a change of being a "plain" EV, FK all those futuristic ones!

Using the recent news as a cue for adopting Signal. Those that know me may enquire!

I made Toothless in my style ! It’s my first time drawing a dragon with such a different shape from a “typical” one. But I really like how it turned out! I made him into a sticker and a poster if ever you want: kotsuyadesign.etsy.com #howtotrainyourdragon #nightfury #httyd #art #Toothless #dragon

Gone for a DAY and work is already being torn to shreds by penny-pinching money grabbing fuckwits. Great, just the start I wanted for a convention.

The road may be long and seemingly empty. You may feel there's nothing along it for you. But occasionally, fleeting moments of joy appear when you least expect them. They may not last forever, nothing does, so embrace and enjoy each one you find. The road will end eventually, so fill it with life.❤️

Woken up by some kind of short angry buzzing put the wasp fight or flight into me so I couldn't drop back off again! Ah well, time for an amble on this lovely quiet morning!

It's okay to speak up, you're safe.

And so we see that when someone you care about genuinely needs to let out a bit of emotion and expresses it, they seem to get in shit with the one that caused the emotion and get immediately shut down..

Lil bit ashamed to admit that I'm 34 and only just went to my first concert.. but holy hell, Ghost's #Skeletour2025 was the perfect way to start! The set design was amazing and the band on the whole were on fire!

In a very long queue for our first Ghost show at the O2. It is a worthwhile reason to be in lahndahn for once! X3

Nearing the end of my rope at work atm x.x had to really grit my fangs with some of the developments going on. Genuinely had to walk away from my team mid-conversation yesterday to avoid being overwhelmed and I have no clue where the silver lining is right now..

Man, character development fills me with so much JOY. I can't WAIT to see how it gets ignored next!

Dice Box Giveaway! We’re giving away a Custom Dice box to one lucky winner, including a set of dice! How to enter: - Make sure you’re following this account - Like and Repost this thread - Comment with your character reference! Postage in the UK is included!

My bsky experience: No ads: better than X. People CONSTANTLY reposting the same post for weeks at a time so it floods my feed: bring back the Temu shite >.>

So many firsts on this sunny day. First breakdown, first recovery, first warranty claim, first denial of a courtesy car.. "Propulsion system failure", limp mode and a horrible jerky stop at some lights. Limped it to a carpark and sent off to Reading for diagnostic... when they get to it on Monday..

Iunno, like a 3 tops? I'm pretty used to people speaking over me or ignoring me in conversation completely so I can't exude THAT much presence xD