So, I may as well change my name to Vincent Van Gogh-FUCK-Myself as the weekend rolls round and my barely 3yr old PC has decided to run into an endless bootloop of no event fails and supposed cpu instability, even after a restore point. Guess its a weekend of sitting on SCAN hating my wallet..

So in the space of a couple months, I went from "meh, PUBG is just a generic boring battle royale shooter" (based off of original experience trialling it solo).. Fast forward to tonight, playing with good buds and I damn near go into convulsions over my first progressive skin unlock xD

Oh my gosh these are flooding in thankyou thankyou

So I’ve been wanting to do some more of these for a hot minute! They are now available as recolours or I’m happy to make you custom artwork from scratch! Custom $80 Recolour $35 Small adaptations for dragon variables such as horn style etc are included in cost docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1F...

We have a chance of removing the Online Safety Act! Any UK residents, PLEASE take the time to fill out the whole form. If we want to remove ID verification on websites that actually don't need it, we need to take action NOW!

This is our chance to stop this state-nannying and put resources into EDUCATION rather than restriction and control. It's long and boring, but please go fill it out to remove the 'online "safety" act'. I'm doing my part!

There are times where I wish I knew people better, but thats on me. I try to see things their way, try to think that its something "this" or "that" causing the issue instead of me, despite being told every way from Sunday that it isn't.. But I do what I can and yet, I find myself struggling with-

Many thanks to the waifu @bezelfolf.bsky.social for taking me out for a pre-Hatchday meal! I need to go and sleep this off n- ZZZZZZZZZZ

*deep breath* jeez, just had a massive giggle fit for the last 10+ minutes, trying to wind down for bed. Anyone else get that? Literally ANYTHING sets you off? Even worse if its you or a friend trying to do something calming and it just starts again for no reason? XD

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Today's mood is a fruity mix of Foul and Feral.. probably best I keep my distance from workmates as irritable isn't even close to describing what my fuse is likely to be.

Im sure im going to catch flak for this but having listened to "itsy bits spider" on this train for the 20th time, I HAVE to ask.. What in the everloving christ happened to parents, you know, PARENTING? Instead of just shoving a screen in their kids face for the duration of their waking time..

Onemwards to @berkshirefurs.org.uk with @bezelfolf.bsky.social, feel free to come say hi if you catch us there! Badge by @volf.bsky.social !!

Evening Fuzzballs! While I couldn't manage to sneak my way into #ScotiaCon2026, doesn't mean I wasnt kinda there! Some of you may have seen me in the dance comp! For those that didn't, enjoy me shaking my WagBag! Whatcha say.. Shall I be YOUR Idol?

Stupid BF @bezelfolf.bsky.social logic: Me "ugh my phones make too much noise over the weekend.." Him "why don't you just turn them off til Monday? Me ................

Wildlife photography of a raven 🐦‍⬛ in a snowstorm ❄️ 📹Isaac Spotts/isaacspicz

Still dark on the way home, but nice to be able to see more than lights on the drives INTO work now!

#AppreciateADragonDay huh..? Mmm go on then, appreciate me if you like~

I dont know if its "too late" to make anything close to a new year resolution but it would be nice to try and expand my friend group down here, irl at least. Be that meets or trying to make time to visit those I know this way... Been in the area over 3 years now.. should probably make the effort..

2026 week 1.. what to say about it. To be honest, I think its a strong "stsrt as you mean to go on", got the CEO's wench "helping" which is just stripping the department of any personality, I feel like I have no control over the team I've spent 3 years curating.

2025...what can I say? Slept too little, thought about work too much, actually worked too much, drank too much, ate too much... Im not gonna try and delusionally say that I will improve for 2026, cus I know I won't. I can TRY, but that's it. If you've stuck around this long, more power to you..

Christmas eve and im lay in bed at 3.30 for an hour WIRED about sh*t I need to get done at work cus of a potentially early finish that I'm not really that fussed about. Now im trying to note down all the stuff I need to try and get done..even if I start at 6 and finish at normal time, I doubt that-

QTP with a robot that's not Star Wars or Transformers Hard Mode: No Gundam series, Battletech or Macross allowed. Wasn't even a challenge..

Gotta love getting discord banned for speaking out for things.. fine. Over it. I have a new disc now, DM me for new deets

Feeling old without being old.. I referenced Killer Bean to my gaming party and all they knew were its meme origin. *checks youtube, killer bean 2.1 [not the one i remember] was SIXTEEN years ago*

Another week of from-home training completed and assessment nervously shuffled through.. here's hoping x.x wont know for several weeks

This whole taxing EV thing is just bollocks. "EV's are heavy?!" Yeah, so are all the SUV's that dont need to pay so much. Or how about fleet vehicles that weigh a shitload more and surprisingly get fleet exemptions. "There's no fuel duty!" Umm...what about the electricity that is PAID FOR ALREADY?

Another week, another training course. Not sure how much of this will go in, much less what I'll actually use (it's an exceptionally broad examination course, my industry is a verrrry niche section) but im 2 for 2 so far, once this one is done thats 3 years coverage!

*silhouette of an animal on some plaid cloth in a frame* =/= artistic herald. Anyone can plug a vector into a cricut and slap random fabric in to make an object.

First decent frost of the winter months, we know what that means... [Cackles in pre-conditioning]

Reaaaaaally hitting my limit on people being upset by factors they feel they can't control.. Im not an overtly violent person and grew up in a specific era...but damn some instances make me wanna throw fkn paws irrespective of the social acceptance of who you can and can't..

Considering this has probably become my most liked/reposted messag.. I get the impression that derg might have to shift to a more sizable body shape x3

Today was a busy morning, but got to do fun things again

Dragon sona plush :>

‪art for @felixaugma.bsky.social Thank you so much for support me Q.Q 💙

Uh oh, someone turned me into a big ol plush to take to bed, I'm getting snoozy just thinking about it.. Amazing artwork by @conell.bsky.social with a squimshed @bezelfolf.bsky.social who ain't going anywhere til I've done my snoozzzzzzzzz~

Love feeling 3rd best from someone you feel you could legit vibe with. Feeling that you matter and especially by their words, only to hear from others that you're fully on the "need to know" level of comms.. Yeah sure, "recently" is perfect for someone that's stuck their neck out for a decade or so.

Restless morning and a skeleton crew at work can only mean one thing... Drgn doing overtime. Wehhh! XD

Interesting day out! Cashed in a Christmas voucher for the iFly indoor skydiving place I've driven past to work for nearly 3 years.. Then felt like some bowling on the same park (which i also never visited before today!) Expensive? Ehh a bit, bought more flights for me and Bez! Worth it? Definitely!

Been getting weird vibes all day.. like something (in general) is wrong but can't quite put a claw on it.. Not like anything is WRONG, but just a general unease like something isn't sitting quite right with the world as you know it.. anyone else get that from time to time?

Something a little different at work today. Bit of working at height and a dirty 101 in point rigging while helping out our main rigging guy. I'm not normally one for heights but this new clacissor lift is pretty chonkers.

If I break the glass, then I'll have to fly There's no one to catch me if I take a dive I'm scared of changing, the days stay the same The world is spinning but only in gray

NEVER feel you have to justify yourself to anyone, especially when you know it would never be reciprocated if roles were reversed. You work damn hard for everything you do and are. I'm FUCKING TIRED of feeling like an ache or mental gripe is either open for competition or insignificant.

Ah yes, hello weekend, and right on cue, my lower back goes from "hey I'm kinda sore" to "fk your plans, you won't be able to stand up OR sit down properly!" If this is like last weekend, I will wake up 6:45am Monday morning for work and back will go "what do you mean pain? I'm fine! Up and atem!":/

BRB, setting VPN from stun to kill

Going to be a weird sensation and I know the FOMO will strike at the worst time at some point in the future.. But I will not be attending Scotiacon next year. Going to be taking a sabbatical. I hope all those that attend have fun and have a drink extra for me ^.=.^

Something a tad disheartening about watching my telegram chats list getting shorter and shorter as those I used to talk to frequently fade away, be it not reading or reciprocating messages or just disappearing altogether. I've not gone anywhere..I do still try to reach out, just don't want to pester

Work is definitely wearing me down now.. this new workshop and everything being chaos is pushing me to breaking point... x.x;