3 weeks off work means i timed all my libby borrows and holds to be available within the same time to then download and put my kindle on airplane mode 🐥 (no this does not impact others waiting for the book)

i have to agree— have you seen my happy home designs 🐥

maki

for the past 3 months i have been fighting the intense urge to read 2011 paranormal romance series. i close my eyes and see twilight. i blink and i see hush hush. i can’t escape it. is it time… to regress?

i love bok choy so much i might have been a bok choy in a past life. i feel sad, i eat bok choy. i am happy, i eat bok choy. i need to pay taxes, i eat bok choy. i love bok choy so much

one day

climbed a mountain and i turned around ~~~ and i saw my reflection 🥲 maki turned 4 years old today 🥹 time goes by too fast

my crochet helper 🐶

you can’t spell chungus without us

how do people keep up with friendships when life is so busy 🥲

new monster means mama just went hunting for a new pair of boots 🐥

it feels like i get my shit together and something else comes to take over my mental space. it’s been really hard processing this and i feel guilty for not continuing the pursuit of law school. sorry for the sad posts but i guess i just want to be told somehow it’ll be okay even if it’s not true.

i used to get made fun of that all my family lived in one house and honestly i never cared or thought a lot of that. what a privilege it is to live with your village. and now my village is being torn apart. if you have close family, don’t take them for granted and the ability to be with them freely

pov you love someone so much you cry thinking about it 😭

i miss streaming sometimes but because i haven’t streamed in so long i get a lot of anxiety thinking about doing it so i don’t do it and then im so tired bc of work but then i know streaming would be a good destress but then i get anxiety bc it’s been so long but then but then but then but then but

fully vaccinated, microchipped, tubes tied and barks at men — doesn’t get more woke than this

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voldemort was fr beefing with a whole ass child tho that’s crazy

i used to watch harry potter with my mom and i remember going to the movies with her to watch them. it felt really special and it’s a memory from my childhood i keep bc she always encouraged my reading and wanted to bond that way since she couldn’t read english — rewatching HP and thinking of that

i got a chipotle bowl for $9 with extra sofritas. i may not have won the powerball but i sure as hell won big today

you guys never got to meet my Tessy, my soul dog. today marks 6 years since her passing and there is not a day i don’t think of her. i glance at pillows and look for dents longing for remnants of her. but that’s grief i guess, seeking life in the mundane

No cheating, post the last photo of your pet. this is how i wake up in the morning

war is over

progress pic of one of my current crochet projects. i have about 12 rows left and about a month working on this. hopefully i finish it this weekend 🐥 🤞

change happens in private, not on a stage

i think people are capable of change but you shouldn’t ask the people who they hurt to forgive or accept them. if they really did/do change then they will do it without seeking acceptance bc at the end of the day that change should be so you can be a better person overall, not to seek forgiveness

my mom lost her labubu and somehow it has become my problem 🧍‍♂️

rewatching my hero and i hate how much i love this stupid show 😭😭 i love all might 😭😭 i love deku 😭😭 my hero 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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i don’t know what it is but when i hear the ost to ouran high school i truly start ascending — they do not make peak like they did back then i am so sorry to these new gens

i am working two jobs right now and had the opportunity for a third and my friend full stopped me and said i was being too greedy 😭 god forbid a girl wants extra income to justify her addiction to trinkets and things cute “maki is going to be like where the hell’s my mama been?” - rinny

i am too old to be dealing with drama and people who cannot speak up 😭 you can’t sit by the fire and complain it’s hot — tell me how you feel if you want to fix it, if not then idk what to tell you D:

two projects currently in the works bc i ran out of yarn for the first one. both of them are tough in their own right but this one is a beast 🫡 even if it comes out like poop will you guys pretend to like it and tell me i did a great job 🥺👉👈

idk if any other artists can relate, but i don’t have fun doing commissions and art becomes less like a fun thing to do and more something i *have* to do. i love making things for my friends but with how expensive crochet can be, material and time wise, commissions aren’t worth it (for me) 🐥 🧶

some have asked about commissions: i do not take commissions (normally) — i can consider depending what it is and who, but crochet is something that is difficult to fairly price both as me the artist and you the consumer. that and i also like keeping the things i make hehe

i thought as i get older making friends would be harder but the hardest part is dating bc what even is the dating pool in 2025 🤡 men are so… awful and scary and everyone’s intentions are not clear. maybe im just meant to be alone which doesn’t sound bad but sometimes a girl wants a hug ya know

still making myself suffer with color work

thank you to everyone who subscribes to me on twitch despite my sporadic stream schedule. maki says thank you especially bc you pay for her food 🥹♥️

the midnight library was the first book i ever DNF’d and it was so bad it made me stop reading for a WHILE. i feel so vindicated that people are finally seeing it was garbage and a waste of time 😭

today i am looking forward to hammering seregios (again) and then taking out my rage on ray dau— lagiacrus, don’t think you’re safe today, mama needs a new pair of leather boots

my hunter profile :3 as i get 100 on each monster im gonna add them to the hall of extinction

love the new offset for hammer 🥹 rise is still my favorite version of hammer but the changes they’ve made in wilds are incredible

😚 besitos

i fear i am addicted to the grind again and all i keep thinking about while i am typing at work is seregios and how i need to see that skinny chicken DEAD and under my hammer. cannot wait to get home today

i said be gentle damn it!!

HAMMERHAMMERHAMMERHAMMERHAMMERHAMMERHAMMER

are you pooping? 🐱 little progress video montage working on the cat tapestry (spoiler: maki makes a cameo :3)

rowlet!! i love him so much, my favorite starter (: i will be working on some of the other starters u guys shared if you want to see one you love in crochet form! check out my instagram if you want to read how i achieved this cross stitch look :3 @/knotty.apple

help

trying something new in crochet and it is truly a trust the process experience and i am not trusting