Chest and back at the gym

Can I please always look the way I do after chest day?

Always so sore after abs

Arms and delts today

Welp

Late night at the gym, but PR’d on two lifts so feeling good!

Ready for this bulk to be over

My jaw hurts

Posting about books over on Instagram

A #flashbackfriday from when I first started CrossFit in 2021 to this week when I did chest and back. Crazy to see back to back

Been very sad lately and crying a lot and wishing cute boys would give me attention, since it’s a known antidepressant for me

Chest day, best day

Plenty to see

I wish I wasn’t a grower 😩

Bulking

FYI 🥺

Kind of over this bulk

I can tell I haven’t gotten off in a new days because every five minutes I find myself staring blankly at my work computer, imagining naked men doing naked activities

Did an event this past Saturday and every single picture is just of me intensely scribbling on a clipboard

I’ve maybe bottomed for five people in my life, but I feel like I have been missing out

💪

There’s usually a pretty even mix of nudes and funny skeets on my timeline, but today the only thing I see are dicks

I took off my glasses earlier and forgot, and I just spent half an hour wondering what was wrong with me that everything suddenly looked a little blurry

Went to a circuit Sunday at my old gym back home and forgot to post the evidence

Sometimes I see people being spit roasted or DP’d and I wonder why I never got to try that out

Plenty to see

Hi hi—trying to make 5k for tuition this fall, if anyone wants to buy fun videos of me doing sexy things. 😘

Oof that edible hit

This guy who works in my department is on Grindr and I only recognized him after I saw “Sucking 🍆” across bis picture lol

Forgot I took this after trying to work out at home while sick lol

Ugh I hate when someone turns me on by telling me a hot story about a recent hookup, but I’m at work and can’t do anything about it

Was really sick for several days and am still coming back from it and can’t lift heavy at all. Also diet has been off and I just feel awful and blehhhh. I do not do well with this feeling

Randomly noticed my arm looked big in the mirror

Been very sick the last few days, but I’m reading two books I’m enjoying so that’s a positive at least

I'm told I can be competitive but I really don't see it 🤷🏻‍♂️

Busting my ass at the gym so a boy will think I’m cute

I guess they were worth it since he kept coming back for more…

Just as an aside, I do sell fuck videos…

Also have a hot video with a bloomf I told him we should sell but who knows what will happen

Packing for a move and these moving costs have me stressed and pressed. Finally responding to those sugar daddies on Grindr

Trying very hard to hit 30k on Instagram so I can show this agent I have the audience for her to consider representing my essay collection. If you like book recommendations, please feel free to follow me there — @shelfbyshelf

Hi! If you’re looking for more book recommendations and also gay, follow my Instagram @shelfbyshelf !

Still attempting to build muscle

Been very sad and lonely lately and haven’t been able to go to therapy for a few weeks. Spent the last year being so depressed it pushed most of my friends away. Don’t really have the biggest support system right now. I hate oversharing on the internet but it feels better than holding it in my head

Leg day

This DL guy said he was coming to Philly and wanted to meet up, and I’m always convinced I’m going to get murdered, so I said that while he had very nice pecs, I’d have to pass. And then I panicked he’d murder me for saying no and blocked him. I am just full of unhinged behavior.

Been depressy lately but still trying to keep up with my workouts

As an aside, if they wanted to capture a niche audience, they could pull from the end credits of Sugar and Spice

My mom just text me to ask if she was allowed to watch Scream 7, and I said to do whatever, but gave her context on the boycott. Then she reminded me that she’s always been able to predict the killers before they’re revealed, and I completely forgot that she solved Scream 4 half an hour in

Almost to 30k followers the same day a literary agent I queried followed me. Will I finally be viable enough to get representation for my essays?!