The person reached out and sort of apologized for making things awkward so I guess that’s good. Just hurt my feelings idk trying to get over it

Tried to meet up with a potential friend tonight, but long story short, we didn’t end up meeting and I’m in my head now and crying on my couch because I don’t know how to be normal or make friends.

Woof

I had this problem a few years ago. I use LibroFM now and they let you actually own your audiobooks and it supports your local independent bookstore instead of Amazon, which is a plus

Someone in Grindr made a very misogynistic comment and sorry but bashing women—or anyone—is a boner killer. I have no interest.

Headed to New York today for a book event, but didn’t plan ahead for the several hours of free time I have in between. Guess I’m gonna go bookstore hopping lol

I gave book recs to a guy one time. He came back to tell me he hated them because he couldn’t connect with the characters—all of the books he hated were by writers of color. The more he talked about what he liked, I realized he just wanted to read about himself. Book tastes can reveal a lot. 🤷🏼‍♂️

On my cut and abs are slowly inching out

Missing the bf while he’s away

Haven’t been able to work out much in the last week, but felt cute

Imagine if I managed to take a pic at a different angle

Horny, once again

Did a consent check for my close friends on insta, and a couple who are on my bf’s close friends asked to be removed from mine—which is totally fine—but I definitely internalized it and assumed it was because I was too annoying or ugly, and had to close out the app lol

Fingers crossed for a slutty waist in 2026

Loved the first episode, but wanted a little more from the lip sync 😬😬

Idk why people are always so shocked to discover how shy I am irl

Happy New Year

Another day at the gym

This book was INSANE. Didn’t expect to get so invested in a book about people buying a house, but I could not put it down. Almost reads like a thriller, but don’t think I’d call it a thriller…hmmm

Okay, I’ll bite. (Credit to boyfriend, who always insists I flex when he takes pictures of me, no matter the setting)

I already posted my bicep pic yesterday, and now I can’t participate in the bicep thread smh

A friend who worked on the film said they actually filmed a scene with Jonathan Bailey giving back shots, full hard c*ck, but the studio said his dick was too big for people to think it was real.

Took a silly selfie before I left the hotel

Feeling very fluffy this Christmas 🎄

Have an interview on Tuesday. Fingers crossed

In other news, I’m doing monthly read-a-longs in 2026 on my Instagram, for any of you who enjoy reading! Just letting y’all know in case anyone has interest.

Brainstorming which books I might want to do read-a-longs with in 2026! I’m thinking a classic, something from a genre I don’t typically read, a short story collection, maybe a book that’s a bit daunting to approach on one’s own…hmmm

Finally used the 100lbs dumbbells on my dumbbell bench press today! Pretty exciting day today!

Have an awful sinus infection and my head hurts too much to read 😩

My boyfriend has been away since Friday—he comes back today, and I have never been more desperate for someone’s load

Started The Burrow by Melanie Cheng after finishing The Little Friend, and this book is already so good and so beautiful I just want to crawl inside it

Fun evening at CrossFit and now I’m avoiding DoorDash so I don’t impulse buy overpriced food

My favorite thing is getting back from the gym, getting annoyed I don’t have a bigger pump, then doing 30 pushups before I take a post workout selfie

Working out while listening to Emily Dickinson poems, wondering why Mia Wasikoska never played her in a movie

I wanna change up my current workout programming. I’ve been doing the same one for months now and I think it would help me refocus idk

As an insufferable person, I always find it funny seeing other insufferable people tweet

Okay, need to get off now

Did a quick push day before therapy lol

If someone could help me get my body looking like the guy getting fucked, I would much appreciate please and thank you

I was feeling a little bit down comparing my fitness journey to Kyle Krieger’s and then found out he’s like 5ft 6. I’m 6ft 4, so that helped give me some good perspective

Ugh I need to finish reading The Little Friend by Donna Tartt but I’ve been braindead for the last two days

I could lift so much heavier if I wasn’t so dainty

Maybe not my four best pics, but four pics that capture moments I was happy

Got a new phone and can’t find some audiobooks or messages and I’m bummed blehh

Bloomf got me worked up 🥵

Don’t mind me, just taking a reading break to get off, because the boner is too persistent

Re-reading all of Flannery O’Connor’s work next year, but also reading a lot of other southern gothic literature to consider the ways it’s all in conversation with each other. Very excited!

Maintenance man came out to fix the dryer yesterday. Did laundry and six of my shirts got completely torn apart and now I want to cry

Took some post workout progress pics and feel like it’s maybe coming along lol

The boyfriend is gone all weekend, which means I’m going to be reading, reorganizing my bookshelves, and FaceTiming my Granny for hours at a time. Can’t wait!