220lbs bleh

Got a message from someone on Grindr calling me an asshole for never responding, but most of the time I just get overwhelmed or am depressed and end up just closing the app. Half the time the guys are super cute but I’m just tired and overwhelmed 😩

At least I have a lot of videos from this time, because I felt very cute

This popped up from 2 years ago, when I was 30+ lbs lighter 😭 let’s hope this bulk pays off and I’ll look even bigger than back then.

Ugh have a psych appt in 25 minutes and h-word, then have gym, then laundry. Gotta focus so I don’t get too dickstracted again

Tired

Need to shower

Also I have basically been edging for two days straight

I fell asleep on the couch for long enough that Hulu moved from American Horror Story to Camp Rock, and I don’t know how that progression came to take place

Headed out into the cold to shovel some snow

Are the workouts working?

Been depressy lately but still trying to keep up with my workouts

Ugh horny again

Sun day fun day

Took a break from jerking to lay out before the sun went down and it felt lovely

Cleaning to keep myself busy and keep my hand off my c*ck

Enjoying the summer sun today

Took a little break, back with a selfie from delts and arms day

Worked out

Oh yeah, forgot about my tan line

Horny

It’s not hump day, but

Latest body scan says I hit 107 lbs of muscle. Guess the bulk is finally paying off

I can’t believe we the people of the United States, in order to form a more perfect union, agreed to say ‘bye Felicia’ for a collective period of time

No gym for four days, feeling a little deflated but it’s fine

I had a really shitty week, ended up having such bad chest pains I went to the doctor and got medicine for it, then had a panic attack at the CVS waiting for my meds. It just feels like things never let up. Starting a new antidepressant today, so hoping that helps in some way

I hung out with three different people yesterday throughout the course of the day, and my social battery is at -0%

Delts and arms today

I’ve never bottomed for a dick bigger than 7 1/2, but sometimes seeing y’all get plowed by these huge cocks makes me wanna try new things smh

There’s not much I miss about hooking up with closeted guys except that I liked when they didn’t wanna kiss but really wanted head. Kissing is fun, but sometimes I’m just in the mood for something else lol

As someone who is 6’4, all of y’all look short to me

I hit 215lbs and feel too heavy to move

Someone buy me a (nice) bigger dildo and I’ll send you videos of me using it.

I took a bunch of pictures of me in this thong because I felt super cute

I’m sittin’, while playin’ badminton, where’s my kitten…

Went out last night and will probably not go out again

I hate sharing unflattering pictures on the internet, BUT I took today’s progress pic for my coach—I’m not allowed to flex or take a pic after a workout—and it’s kinda crazy to see the progress I’ve made. Maybe the bulk is bulking

If I looked like this, I would be ran through

Being dumb

Also, I’m alone at the office this morning, which means I will either be reading or

Y’all always want me to show c*ck but then nobody would pay for my nudes smh

I forgot I took this when I woke up at 5am lol

Chest and back today

It me

Still another month or two of bulking 😩

I haven’t stopped listening to the Mother Mary songs since they dropped. Perfect songs.