been reading husky and his white cat shizun and its fun i think. the only other danmei ive ever read has been svsss but i Am comparing the two in my head

sj's perpetual pout

Sj feeling like he needs to seduce yqy but all his knowledge about sex comes from prostitutes, childhood abuse, and the few times he was sex pollened and disassociated during duel cultivation.

Cang qiong hosting an event and Sj doesnt drink but his nerves were especially bad so he indulges. Overindulges. and yqy has to carry him to his home. Sj keeps tugging on his clothes and asking if the sect leader is going to punish him for making a scene.

Sj jealous and angry about yqys overwhelming strength as a cultivator. Makes him want to sneer, mocks his passivity. If he wants him to stop picking fights with lqg maybe he should stop him (wants to know if itd be as easy for yqy to hold him down as it was for qi-ge)

Long, firm, tubular body, DEEP blue eyes, really wonderful expression. he is so calm, confident, really in charge here. Big, bouncy ears, perfectly set, a slender, whippy tail, and of course, those smooth, vibrant ribbons. Best in show.

Yqy bouncing sj in his lap, nose to nose, while sj tries not to whine into his mouth would be one of yqys favorite positions i think

Performer sj who is used to being taken advantage of. Hes brilliant on stage and has a reputation of being cruel but behind the scenes his handlers know they can abuse him and he feels he cant fight back. Thats just how his life is.

yqy should jerk off to thoughts of sj frequently and feel guilty about it. and when he and sj start repairing their relationship it should get worse. being close enough to smell sj's perfume does terrible things to his libido

wanted to draw tonight but i feel a bit rusty so i don't think i'll be able to draw what i want to but here is a half dressed shen jiu. i HAVE been oiling him up in my head recently. demolishing that twink in my minds eye.

thinking about bingge/shen jiu today... i want bingge to be mean to him....soooooo mean....

yqy staring at sj's hole knowing that if he says what he's thinking out loud sj wont fuck him for months (he just thinks every part of sj is pretty.....)

Hmmmm au where disciple sj leaves cang qiong and while he doesn't end up with another demonic cultivator he ends up in another abusive awful relationship. Lqg finds him while he's out off the mountains and is blindsided by the idea that sj would let himself be treated this way

swamp puppy

Disciple sj getting roofied at some huan hua palace event and getting saved by yqy but he gets real mad about it. He didnt need yqy's help, he never needed yqy's help, doesnt say it out loud but part if him feels if he's not able to fight off the attacker himself he deserves it.

Yqy on top of sj, sweaty from sex, feverishly kissing his shoulders asking "one more time? Please, Xiao jiu, you're so pretty--please, just one more--!" And sj under him is incoherent and looks like he's about to pass out.

praying for forgiveness

Time travel au where sj wakes up in the past with his memories from pidw but he's a disciple and Extra traumatized and starts clinging to yqy 24/7

thinking about the sexual abuse implied by sj's backstory + him only being able to view himself in terms of what was taken from him

shen jiu to me is someone who doesn't really think himself capable of being truly independent i think

Omega shen jiu reveal bc he'd been starving himself to suppress his cycle and he just collapses out of nowhere bc if it

a new girl at the wrp deciding that this pretty well spoken cultivator who is nice to them is Going To Take Her As A Wife and does not get what she wants. her efforts at attempting to seduce sj just get her a lapful traumatized man every night.

modern qijiu au where yqy was adopted by a wealthy family and sj was a runaway picked up by his abusive boyfriend wyz when he was 15

enjoy it when authors insert being used as a cauldron into sj's tragic backstory. love making his life worse in my head

disciple sj who is so angry at yqy and snaps at him constantly but still wants him to Do Something. has dreams about yqy kissing him, touching him, forcing him, and is ashamed of himself about it.

Yqy should nake sj cry i think it'd be cathartic for them

I feel like a grey blob

yqy spanking sj with his own fan

sj humping a pillow to get off bc he doesn't like touching himself

yqy wearing more casual clothes and the collar is a bit looser then his formal wear and his chest hair peeks through and sj keeps staring and staring and staring and--

was playing with my dog and likes when you run with her but she got under my feet and i fell hard and something in my shoulder popped, i can still move it around but it's getting really sore

yqy often puts a guiding hand on the small of sj's back and his hand spans it's entire width. it makes them both horny and neither of them say anything about it.

Got a little scratch in my enameled dutch oven and its probably fine but i feel awful about it. I only use wood utensils in it and i try to be gentle. One handle is chipped bc we dont have a lot of storage space and it gets hit sometimes when we're putting stuff away

ballet au would work really well for shen jiu. body breaking determination to be at the top of his field, exploitation in the profession, etc etc

Sj prefers "simple" food (minimalist, refined. Good for a sensitive stomach) and yqy prefers "simple" foods (common, nothing fancy or complicated)

Sj should have a greenhouse i think

visualizing toddler sj all bundled up with a little fur lined vest held aloft in yqy's big arms.

sj arching into yqy's hands like a needy affection starved cat, he enjoys taking advantage of this response whenever possible

yqy finally convincing sj to sit on his face and he's boney and feather light and yqy has never been happier

Got an ask on tumblr about yqy de aging to just pre xuan su and i keep thinking about it.

Love aus where sj has a really close relationship with the women at the warm red pavillion. In my head im always thinking he probably has more in common with them than he does most of his peers.

Qijiu making up and getting together and using the wrp as a honeymoon hotel. No one really registers the fact that sj and yqy disappeared together, just that yqy has been seen going in and out of the wrp and seems friendly with the girls there.

wish i could animate. the way sj moves in my head is so moe

Need a qijiu love triangle but not with binghe or a peak lord. An older brother slave that sj finds while out on a mission who he barely remembers but immediately recognizes him as that cute baby xiao qi got all possessive over. Sj is immediately taken with him and brings him back to his peak

I dont think i can stand the thought of yqy ending up with anyone other then sj, its too upsetting to me

sj gets de-aged to a toddler, yqy reacts well and is very normal about it

qijiu making up and everyone learning very quickly that yqy never really had a problem with sj's sour attitude, just that it was directed at him

I have been feeling awful for a little bit just sad all the time. Cant read qijiu fics bc those tend to be sad and put ne in a worse mood lmao

Typically I don't really like found family stuff but with qijiu i think its different bc its canon so they dont have the weird fandom baggage that comes with "found family" head canons and also they're Weird about it

Sj doesn't let himself cry, but i also think it would be hard for yqy to let himself cry.