Boosting again 😞 my account is in the negative currently. I owe $99 to Plume by Thursday and then $176 on my credit, and the job hunt isn't getting any easier. Reposts appreciated ♥️

Fuck Twitter btw. For being a nazi site now obviously, but also because of the new way the chat works there, it's impossible for me to go back and look through Dms now, so I can't confirm anything about specific events that happened and make sure my timeline is right.

Sometimes I think about how being in the SCC impacted me. I think about how I start to panic if I see a message being typed for a while. I hate how I get scared of getting into relationships because I either show my love too much or the fear of HOW MUCH I love them. I think about how-

Was looking for something in some old messages last night, and it's just... I came across an old screenshot I took yeaaaaars back. I censored the names and my deadname. Allow me to be a petty bitch for a second. I remember seeing this conversation in a chat (Not TCP( back then and like... bitch-

Posted some of these on main but one thing about being on vacation that's nice is that it has given me a lot more time to work on enemy design stuff for that game I'd like to make. as well as getting use of older images.

Something I also want to say is just that like... by no means was I perfect in my own time in the community. I fucked up multiple times myself. Believing the wrong people, and in some cases, not going as hard as I should have. There's some moments in time where I look back at and and feel I just-

Right, long as this account exists, may be good to make the pin message. Hi so if you're reading this, good chance you're connected to the SCC or familiar with it. There is also a likely chance if you were part of it? That you're also blocked on my main Bsky account.-

So something I realized i haven't talked about my experiences with the SCC was the Rae doc. When the Rae doc first came out? One thing I didn't appreciate was how I got fucking dragged into shit. In a document going over how Rae was a fucking sex pest, abuser, etc, it feels fucked to have been-

I have not made it through all of these videos, more than likely I'll have to watch it in part, but from what I HAVE watched? This is important to share. It's a story that needs to be told that goes over what an absolute hellhole the SCC was, and how awful it treated people. I'm just glad these-

Went and blocked a few people on my main. If anybody wonders why if they come across it, it's legit not a personal thing, I've just noticed my nerves get kinda just activated with seeing people from the commentary days following me. I've just been burnt a lot, so with a few exceptions-

I Am Tired y'all. Like fuck this year has kinda just sucked for me in terms of realizing how I got messed as a minor even more than I thought. Do you know the most frustrating thing about this to me? Looking at this infuriates me, and it makes me want to scream. But I can't. I've just been-

I was failed by those in the Slideshow Commentary Community and I thought I'd make a document voicing my frustrations on the effect it has all had on me, as well as how the community itself hurt me in regards to it. docs.google.com/document/d/1...

I was failed by those in the Slideshow Commentary Community and I thought I'd make a document voicing my frustrations on the effect it has all had on me, as well as how the community itself hurt me in regards to it. docs.google.com/document/d/1...

i’ve decided that now is the time. This will be my one time to mention this and move on. (1/2)

So... finally there's a video out there talking about Vii Omega... and so much of the shit that he did to me. But... you know what? I'm not done. I have some thoughts specifically on the effect he had on me... as well as other shit the community did that hurt me. So expect a vent doc soon.

This is my statement This is all I have to say Thank you docs.google.com/document/d/1...

Explaining my situation. ko-fi.com/bmbrshblsh #mutualaid #transaid

I was groomed, abused, and hurt in ways I have yet to recover from due to my time in the SCC, and one of the community's biggest (now ex) members knew about my getting groomed. Most of the information on what happened to me is not linked on Youtube, but it is now. www.youtube.com/watch?v=Boqt...

Alright, doing better now. Last night just put me into a really bad headspace

Already getting comments on the video that are bullshit. Are people just... not reading the documents? I've gotten two comments now of people thinking me and Vii were partners and like... Fuck no? Has anybody else gotten that implication through my documents cause this isn't the first time.

Please give this video a look! It is horrific

I was groomed, abused, and hurt in ways I have yet to recover from due to my time in the SCC, and one of the community's biggest (now ex) members knew about my getting groomed. Most of the information on what happened to me is not linked on Youtube, but it is now. www.youtube.com/watch?v=Boqt...