Okay idk if I am going crazy but does one of our little group get the ick from Tucker cause he looks like their dad????? I literally need to know if I’m going crazy … I swear this is a thing ….

If I have to deal with one more inconvenience today fictional Anthony is going to cry and/or permanently dissociate due to the weight of my self inserted problems 🥰

I need everyone to know that I am super autistic and have a special interest in the monsters inc universe and one of my longest running verbal stims is from that movie … so I have in fact said this line maybe 50 times during the snow storm… validate me LOL

all I want for my birthday is a dunes tour announcement… something is telling me that may be ✨unreasonable✨ …. And yet 🧐

Quick someone tell me juicy personal lore so I feel validated and connected to other humans

you know it’s a shit night when it’s 2AM and I’m restarting my fav poorly tagged angsty frerard fic that was posted in 2014 … and I’ve been reading for years … like girl how did I wind up here and why is this not a dunes fic 😭😭😭😭

Ao3 back up just in time for me to collapse after work 😈

My fit today is fire … like y’all it’s serving — which is good cause I feel like crap so at least I look cute lol

I don’t wanna go to work 😭😭😭 I just want Thursday announcements … and treats … and pjs …. And stuffies … and kitties …. Today is gonna be a day y’all

someone should genuinely lobotomize me so I don’t need to go to work ✨alt text✨ That feeling when you stay up writing Thursday age regression fanfiction until 3AM instead of going to bed for work the next day

I’m dying to post a fic or update but I literally just have like 15 projects that are ✨almost✨ done and executive functioning is a -10 … but validation seeking is like a +100000000

Anytime ao3 says it’s going to be down for maintenance I get very 👿 even if it’s the middle of the night my time LOL

WHY ARE TEENAGERS ALWAYS HITTING ON ME ??? SIR I AM AN ADULT … AND A MAN ???

why is being gay so weird??? like I’ve actually been violently hate crimed before 🤪🤪🤪

I have a basically 100% finished super depressing Franthony fic that I never uploaded cause who would wanna deal with my fuck ass depressing bullshit…. And yet LOL it’s good as crap

I wish I could depersonalize to a different plane of existence- like fuck man. Wouldn’t that be lovely

TikTok just recommended me this search???????

Okay I caved … finally watching heated rivalry …. I got all the stuffies set up on the couch but I think they might wind up banished LOL

Anthony is out here trying to murder us all with new project anticipation on Instagram 😭😈

Me: why are people always asking if I need a kids menu at restaurants ?? Also me: puts ✨emotional support crab✨ on table

So … is there any other shocking group lore I’m missing orrrr??? This could also be an opportunity for everyone to make shit up LOL

I just found out life changing information about @franthonytruther.bsky.social … someone hold my hand as I scream

I do not want to play office worker simulator today…. I want to play porn writer simulator 😭😭

I think I’ve shifted realities. I just got about new pierce the veil tickets …. for govball???? I need a reality check that I’m not like in a different universe LOL

TikTok has me audibly laughing this morning …

I am about to be on a 25 hour car ride ….. how much fanfic do we think I can realistically edit in that amount of time… not considering the like 12 hours I’m gonna drive ???? LOLOL

OMG I JUST REALIZED ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR FOR AO3 STATS. I AM ABOUT TO BECOME UNBEARABLE ABOUT THIS LOL I must find the highest spot bandom has made it LOL

One of my funniest 2025 moments was when I was trading bracelets at a MCR concert and I told a girl I had literally just met to “give me a bracelet that matches my vibes” and she looks at a stack of like 30 bracelets and hands me one that says “frerard is dead”… her reason: “you look feral and gay”

I literally hat new years with a burning passion … I’m too mentally ill for this shit

brb while I fight my demons ….. Said demons: the urge to post the first chapter of novel length slow burn toxic frerard frank-centric angst fics at 1 AM :(

Very important question for this evening…. Is 27k words too long for a one shot ??? LOLOL I’m thinking this may need to be chaptered…

my grandmother gave me her card to go to build-a-bear…. Life is so good

anytime I get a rude guest comment on ao3 my eyes roll into the back of my fucking head LOL

Thinking about Geoff and Anthony both posting geoffthony on main this morning and how my delusions are being well fed this morning LOLOLOL

At least once a day since Spotify wrapped dropped I think about how absurd my top genres were…. Like this shit is fucking hilarious and I need someone else to appreciate it cause it’s camp ….

my mind is literally about to detach from my body …??? Does that makes sense LOLOL

i want to be parasocial with musician’s cats

one more fuck ass day till 2 weeks paid winter break … and I’m remote 😏😏😏 and I have almost finished smut that I can edit when I finish work emails 😏😏😏

i am having literally the most shit night ever which means it’s time to (fictionally) torture band men

someone from dunes posted something geotagged to somewhere I go like ALL the time … and my brain kinda short circuited for a minute there cause what do you mean these are normal people that hang out in normal places I frequent?? This should be illegal LOL

picture this: me … but I’m editing fanfic instead of sitting at work….. gotta finish this shit real quick so I can be ✨editing fanficiton at work✨

i suck at social media…. and human interaction… but I love vaguely talking into the void… sooo the vibes are clearly here :)