I try not to trauma dump over here too much, but things are really rough. Therapist said I have PTSD. I’m in the “I didn’t go through anything that horrific!” camp. Meanwhile for at least a full hour today my brain kept saying “your family is dead & you’re all alone,” over & over, so… you tell me.

My morning snow day treat ^_^

Eh… the weekend didn’t quite shape up and out like I was hoping, I still have today, but I’m not sure if I’ll do a list or something. I’ve been neglecting my planner and my usual organizational style so I’m going to see if I can get back to that. Hope everyone is doing well!

Been up for a while, though I tried to go back to sleep but my cat was like “nah, I’m gonna annoy you.” Typical 😂 anyways, got a bit done, gonna delete the finished stuff off, and going to work on some stitching for a while.

Well, not a bad start per se. Would have more done in the laundry area but my power company has this thing where they charge you more during certain times of the day 😒 makes no sense to me. But anyways, need to go out for a sec, see what happens when I get back.

I have a 3-day weekend, and while I’d love to take the opportunity to get a jump into the house organizing, I realized I fucked up on a project. Long story short, I need to finish a blanket by 2/11. So the list covers most of the basics for my health and sanity, and I plan on starting today.

Lol didn’t think me posting my dinner was going to garner so much attention ^_^ but I’m learning some new stuff from people, and hopefully making others happy! 🌻🌻🌻

Omg you guys this is the most delicious thing I’ve made in a while. I am so satisfied with how this came out 💜🌻💜

Being sad and cold had kind of thrown my day out the window. BUT! I am suddenly inspired and energized to attempt making chicken katsu curry for dinner. Will let you all know how it goes 😁

Keeping a little light today. The rain is supposed to stop so I might go out and at least pick up the sticks.

*sighs* not much progress. The outdoor things might not get done, there’s some rain expected in the next hour or so, I did pick up some sticks but it is still quite cold outside. I’m just going to coast for now, hopefully get the energy and motivation to do some of the rest.

Put together this list mostly yesterday, I had a couple of other items on the list but I did them so I took them off ^_^ also got a bit of a head start, though am already being sidetracked by a kitty who really wants my attention 😸

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WOOT!

Damn. If Pagan didn’t trap me earlier I could have gotten everything done before noon lol It’s cool, though. Friend needs help with something, I’ll do my cross stitch a little later, and get a head start on the next phase of my house projects ^_^

I stopped to eat breakfast and watch a video at my computer. This is what I get:

Bah. Challenged myself to get a lot done in an hour. I didn’t do bad, but I hoped to either get the tub or the shelves done in that time, and taking the trash to the road I’m waiting on because it’s snowing and I don’t know how much we’re getting, and I don’t want the plows to destroy my can.

Slept later than I intended, but that’s okay. I didn’t set the alarm so apparently I needed it. Hoping I can really get moving getting the dojo cleared up. I’ll post some pics later because the room is a serious mess. I think this list is pretty doable, though some tasks are going to take time.

Not bad that the only thing I didn’t get to was scrubbing the tub… though should make that a priority tomorrow, I think I’ll need a soak by then 😅

Absolutely killing it so far. Took a break for lunch, now I’m going to bang out the rest of this. No D&D today, so… sad, but, it is what it is.

……… I sent this to my aunt. I’m really hoping she didn’t read this the way I re-read it. Figured people here would understand 😅

I still have some laundry to put away but…

Well, not particularly energized, in fact have a bit of a headache, neck is a little stiff, but I have shit to do. A lot of it.

Bit slow these past couple of days. It’s also really cold, lol. Decided to snuggle into bed much earlier than usual, and hopefully I’ll sleep well and be more energized for tomorrow.

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*panic!scream* Friend wants me to run a one-shot D&D game tomorrow with his girlfriend and her kids and I promised my friend's mom I'd help her pack up her store and the house is a wreck!!! Excuse me I have to go panic clean now @_@

*flops* Not sure how much of this list will get done as I am going to dinner with my Sunday D&D group - the first time we’ve all been together since… Gods, February? I wish we had time to play but hanging out is good too ^_^

All right, let’s see what we can get done before the new year starts!

Not bothering with a list for today. Just going to concentrate on my bedroom, because I have to go out with one set of friends, then go spend time with “family.” I’m not starting today with the best attitude to be honest.

Cheated a bit on scheduling because it isn’t too complete yet. Also meal planning went out the window because I got angry and upset. Just cutting my losses and getting into bed.

Well, the snow is keeping my friends away. I’m sad but I’d rather them be safe. Still picked up things. The apple pie might not get made, because while I probably could eat the whole thing by myself, I am trying to lose weight.

Got a good start! Bone broth takes 12 hrs of low simmering so that will be all day. Shoveled down to my car, got it cleaned off, but the stuff at the end of the driveway is going to be tough. Came in for breakfast and a bit of a break, but Pagan demands snuggles.

Morning 💜 It doesn’t look like much, but it snowed a lot, and some of these tasks can take a lot of time. Trust me I have plenty more tasks if I finish these… the goal is to get to a spot where this isn’t usually the case. Plus hopefully my friends will be over for D&D later ^_^

Did okay. Took some time off to go visit a friend who is in town from out of state. Snow storm started a couple of hours ago, so that will be a thing in the morning. Getting tired and annoyed with wrapping, need to see about setting up a map online for D&D, and may take a stab at scheduling.

Doing pretty good! Gonna have a little break and then get back into it ^_^ Returning the clipboards likely won’t happen today, though, there’s an incoming storm, plus people are going to be out in droves, so… nah.

Had a bit of a slow start, but I’m going to really buckle down for the next hour and knock most of these things off the list!

Okay, let’s get this party started!

I hope everyone had a lovely Christmas. I was out of town and it was a nice few days away. I'm eager to get started on my new life plans for the new year, but I think Pagan wants some snuggle time - I think he missed me ^_^ my sweet boy. So Happy holidays to all, and to all a good night <3

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I did get all the stuff done on my list yesterday, let’s hope I have the same drive for today!

Not bad for someone who really just wants to do anything except their responsibilities.

Well, I didn’t get anything done in the evening lol Let’s try this again.

Well, didn’t get too much done before heading out, but I’m sure I’ll have some time this evening.

Been a rough… couple of weeks now? Trying to keep it all together, get ready for holidays, and recover from being sick. I’m mostly okay, the remaining symptoms are just annoying. Going shopping and having dinner and Hanukkah with one family, hopefully will be doing Hanukkah with my other family.

Mmph. Didn’t get a damn thing done for the most part. I think I’m keeping whatever illness this is at bay, and the important stuff is mostly taken care of so… it’ll be all right. I really should at least vacuum, and there’s a few things to do but I can do it at my leisure.

*sighs* really can’t afford to be sick right now but I think I am, unfortunately, getting a cold of some kind. I still have to get things done, though, snow is coming in for tomorrow, family coming over too, so… will have to try to get things done and take it easy 😕

Woot! Got it all done! Some things will be repeated next week, I have family visiting and one is allergic to my cat so I’m cleaning as much as possible to keep them comfy. Meds only do so much. Also the last thing is a long-standing project, so… we’ll see what happens.

List down to one page! Let’s fucking go! … as soon as Pagan stops laying on my arm >_<