fuckit time to walk before schlepping it over to visit my uncle on his deathbed

and here we go

ok ttgoobtea then text her

a decent dream i was having lunch with my old coworkers

i will text her this weekend.

dang, I had a proper nap dream with a proper conclusion and then I woke up - can’t remember anything

in other news i think my uncle is on his death bed - will visit him in the hospital tmw. He’s fallen again and he’s been rather frail. they want him in rehab before returning to the facility - i don’t think he’s gonna get any better

ate food back in bed

She does have a weirdly busy life, and I gotta respect that. First and foremost we are friends and we already have big plans for 2026.

Sit #2 in front of the store

Sit #1 - on the return trip going to the market to stock up on sale items

just cancelled my game rental which expires mid month bc the hot new game I got is mid. Saves $20/mo

going to my orgs social event this weekend vs moping around

also picking up a mexican bakery 2g2g bc it’s near the chinese place and can pick them both up in one shot.

lol, forgot it was garbage pickup day! They already picked up recycling but did just move the other bins out front

early morning sobriety: it’s all my fault bc she asked me earlier to officially hang out this week but I said how about next week bc this is the last week of school and I still have stuff to do

miserable day bc she’s busy doing her own stuff today 😩

ttgoobtea 🥲

Chinese 2g2g4tmw

moved the laundrry in the garage to dry overnight, back in bed. The work day has ended.

Sit 2 at the stoplight

Sit #1 - the pedestrian walkway along the main street has become my standard walk path, because of the benches.

Reading in the sunny kitchen

Still no text 😫 My god, I AM lovesick 😵

made lunch, washing clothes, grading, dying bc she hasn’t responded

Sit #1 - still no response, but Daddy did

15 minutes and no text response 😭

at least i don’t have to clean the house today

ok gotta pee again so i guess im getting up for good

Never mind the theater date next month, I may try to seal the deal asking her out on a dim sum date.

Bestie also commented how it’s so strange that we’ve reconnected after twenty years, neither of us with the ex spouses when we first met.

We also talked about this yesterday

“Are you a helicopter mom? I bet you are a helicopter mom!” “No, no I’m not. I just knock on her bedroom door every couple of hours, asking “Do you need any food? What would you like to eat? Wanna talk?”

Ugh, maybe I am love sick.

“I’ve gone out on three different dates the same day - a breakfast, lunch, and dinner date… ARE YOU JUDGING ME? You look like you’re judging me!” “I…I’m an introvert. I could never do that.”

can’t sleep. wish it were morning so i can text her

“Unlike Mr. Jerk Face, I’ve enjoyed seeing you every week.” - a future text, so I don’t forget

Anyhow, things progress. I’m happy

She said it’s a fact that she will be dragging me kicking and screaming to a femme makeover. “Next year, but not right now, I’m not ready! 😱”

She called me Jaynie.

lol i don’t know what’s going on with us but we both acknowledge we chatty

Sit #2, backyard. House is clean enough.

Sit #1. I did walk around the library this morning before it opened. Also picked up pastries at the 2g2g bakery, tho I was hoping for breads

i will turn on the heater when bestie comes over, i love her so much!

the restaurant she is going to is kinda sketch, i would have suggested another

ridiculous bestie is hanging out at my place for 4hours today, gotta clean!

dammit the cat puked