I dug up an old digital camera that's been tucked away and ignored and brought it with me to take photos the other day. The first image is from my phone and the second the old digital camera. I like the dedicated camera so much more! I'm so annoyed! I'm going to have to get into digital cameras now!

Needle felt doll of @yummygoods.art 's Hayasa in her natural environment.

BB in her unnatural environment.

I promise I'm working on felt stuff it just takes a long time and I'm pursuing a lot of other things experimenting and branching out. So enjoy bug photos in the meantime please.

Found this fake looking bug on my walk today there was 2 of them. They were impressively large and moved in a very strange and cute way.

They put me in the skinner box but what they don't understand is that I enjoy the electrical shocks for sexual reasons.

I've started to wear a red earring in one ear and a blue on in the other to show off the incredable features possible in Street Fighter 3.

I wish posts on this website were more like notes you find in horror games. I want to see a lot more posts about sounds people think they heard and them pondering the things chasing them in the dark. 4 itchy tasty.

I'm cutting out energy drinks again. This time though it will work and stick because I'm replacing them with cabbage.

I started danganronpa on a whim the other day, kind of just to see what this thing really was. I finished the second trail last night and I'm just stunned by how stupid and awful it was.

Everything should take 8 months to heal fully and come with detailed instructions on what kind of play is appropriate at each stage of healing.

I got some new piercings and the pain and the excitement of it was so much that there were a few moments where I stopped thinking entirely. I feel like I've come away with a new understanding of my body and mind but also I'm left with a feeling of, whaoh what was all that!

Tomato worms arn't nearly as cute when they don't have time to become fat before I find them. Sorry dude your friends ruined this for you I have eyes trained to see you now.

I gathered all the needle felt pieces I haven't given away together for the first time.

Because it's over such a short time, I always wake up to find the world nearly exactly the way I left it the only thing changed being me.

Lately I've been waking up each morning around 2 after having deeply meaningful and powerful dreams. I've been waking up changed regularly. I've always been a creature of dreams, and it's so wild how intensely that's been ramping up recently.

One egg has never been enough for me

I need to double check it isn't going to do damage but I've been using a dried piece of lavender from my garden as a bookmark. When I open my book to where I was I am greeted by a lovely smell, it makes easing back into reading so nice.

Egg

It's strange sometimes being on this side of things, or at least closer than I've ever been. Often I reach my furthest out goal and have to look out to the horizon and try to figure out what is next, sometimes there doesn't seem to be anything there and I just have to pick a direction and go.

What do you think she wants?

I've been working on some secret projects, it's almost all needle felt animal people don't tell anyone though it's a secret.

A week ago or so I got to see two dogs who were very good friends play endlessly with eachother on a regular daily meeting. Both were so wet with eachother's saliva, and they kept interlocking their teeth and mouths together. It was all so playful but intense. I want the human version of that.

The thing I need almost more than anything is a little refrigerator that can sense when I'm completely exhausted and only then open to dispense a special drink to perk me up. I can't help but drink nice drinks if I have them, so when I need them I just have to drink whatever fluids I can find.

Today I got to intubate a neonatal training mannequin. If there is ever an instance where I came across a baby that needed to be intubated, no one around who could do it, and the tools there, it would be no problem. I sure hope that never happens.

Look at this long rabbit I saw a while back. At the time I did not know they could do this.

Yesterday I was having a conversation with somone and my response to something was "I only do things for fun", and that's when I realized that was really true. All my life I did things because I was forced to or had to for survival. Is play really what waits on the other side of healing? If so, yay!

Chimera in tall grass

The eggs turned out very good, and aren't overly spicy. The habanero has been making them wage war on my guts though so I'm going to have to find a different purpose for them.

A couple nights ago I chopped up some of peppers from the garden to make marinated eggs. I must have wiped my forehead and chest with the back of my hand. Soon after both areas were bright red and hurting like from a burn. Fortunately the irritation ended after I washed it off. Habanero are scary!

Now I have to figure out what to do with a handful of peppers.

Battle of my tomatoes has intensified, found and removed 2 tomato worms that had been eating it bare. I noticed the damage the other day but didn't find the culprits until today. Here is one of them.

Lots of stuff going on in the garden today. Fuchsia is doing good, deadheaded my lavender (not pictured) and have lots of wonderful smelling drying flowers from stuffed in an envelope.

I'm becoming more of a creature every day. In 10 to 20 years I will vanish back into the wilds only to be seen in glimpses from afar and shifting in the shadows of the brush.

Some of my friends got really excited when I told them I was reading Soft Dolls & Animals! magazine but it's pretty far off from what they where hoping for.

This is the kind of magazine I've been reading lately.

Some animal ate a perfect tomato off my plant, I woke up with plans for that thing and it was just gone. A few seeds and a little tomato skin the only evidence it existed.

Dragonfly in the garden, it has been hanging out around this spot for a few days now

This thing from my garden was fantastic on a sandwich.

Check out these magazines I found from 1999-2001.

My first tomatoes, been loving gardening this year. Even more so now that I can eat from it. They were as delicious as they look.

I discovered this fuchsia in the garden I've been tending. It was hidden beneath some other plants and with the extra care I've been giving the long neglected garden it is blooming again in who knows how long. It was really stunning to see.

Another set of polymer clay beads and earrings.

Matching pair of earrings and a bracelet made of polymer clay.

Been experimenting with some different techniques. I'm really excited with how this turned out.

Another glow in the dark polymer clay bracelet. Creamsicle flavored this time.

I made a big meat on the bone out of polymer clay for my needlefelt kobold.

Really having fun with polymer clay. Made some beads and turned them into a bracelet. It glows in the dark. 🏳️‍⚧️

I've been wanting to make things with polymer clay for a long time. Making these watermelon earrings was a lot of fun.