I'm struggling to find a reason not to just disappear from the face of the earth right now.

Back in black baby.

I could go the rest of my life without hearing the word autism and I'd die perfectly happy.

Can't...stop ...crying.....

I'm not ok....

It's not day drinking if it's after six, and it's twelve after six. 🤤

Literally the only way I'm surviving this crushing depression, shock and trauma is gin and music. I'm not proud of the drinking, but I can't do this without it....

After finally watching the Clone Wars show, I think Darth Maul and Ahsoka are my favorite characters ever.

Another front row show under my belt Sir Reg and The Real Mckenzies Epic show, great energy!

When you get let in early to the cafe by the Real McKenzies crew and no one else is allowed in yet 💕☠️🤘🏻

Saw The Smashing Pumpkins front row yesterday! If you're interested someone recorded the whole thing. Also , some pics. youtu.be/qCEGE_E2Dwk?...

If you can donate to get me out of here,please help. www.paypal.com/pool/9f7bd0Z...

And now I suddenly can't stop crying and shaking ....

Probably going to delete my blue sky account, I get zero interactions, no one cares about how I am being horribly abused, and all I see is hypocrites posting political stuff. Maybe someone can convince me otherwise, but like, I doubt it. I'll probably go back to Threads, dunno.

This is your reminder to reset your phone on a daily basis for security reasons.

The abuse has now escalated to a point where she is threatening to throw my appliances out the window, and to destroy my car if I don't do exactly what she wants when she wants.Bank account is still empty,so I need donations to help me move out If you can, donate plz www.paypal.com/pool/9f7bd0Z...

Daily reminder that I am stuck in a relationship where I am being abused. I am trying to move out, but with my autoimmune disorders and my heart conditions, I cannot get a"normal"job to get away. I am a full time student doing an unpaid internship plz donate to help.. www.paypal.com/pool/9f7bd0Z...

I'm honestly about to go back to Threads. At least I had some engagement there, and people actually cared about what you had to say. Here,it's a ghost town.

1...As a victim of psychological abuse, and as someone who is financially dependent on her partner, finding an apartment without a nest egg to convince the new landlord of the apartment I am applying to that I can pay, while being a full time student,I am desperately looking for donations to help me

So now I am not even allowed to sleep. She literally said if I go to sleep before I do everything she demands, she will just wake me up over and over until I do it all. But yeah, sure, no one cares. No one donates, so much for a feeling of community or mutual aid.

God she will not stop complaining. All. Fucking. Day.

She makes me feel so stupid, and I know I'm not, but she just keeps treating me like I'm some sort of drooling fool. I was top of my class in the Dutch Classes I took, I scored so high on the IQ test when moving to Belgium they were shocked, but to her,because I don't have ADHD or autism, I'm a fool

This'll be a fun two days ^^

I'm so sick of people that are doom and gloom about everything. Like, suck it up. Life is difficult. Be happy you aren't stuck in an abusive relationship.

Just got screamed at for her vehicle being broken in Dune, and she forced me to sit at her desk without moving, so I would beg her guild for materials, and then I took a bottle of water out of the fridge, and i seriously thought she was going to hit me....

It always amazes me how she will scream at me until she triggers my heart rhythm problems, and then after she gets to hear what she wanted to hear, she acts like nothing happened, and gets upset if I stay upset.

Morning Lovelies! going live on #twitch with #marvelrivals! after Friday's scuff fest I have worked a few things out & it looks like smooth sailing! Link in the comments to catch the action!

Ah yes, now I'm being screamed at because she forgot to pay her cell phone bill, and it's somehow my fault.

If i get this apartment I will be the happiest girl ever. No more constant whining from a spoiled brat about every little thing, no more being screamed at because of the dumbest things,no more dealing with someone that is clinically obsessed with diagnosing every one of her shitty personality traits

She cries about watching game of thrones together,then she screams at me for not skipping the gory scenes because they trigger her. God I hope I get that apartment.

I might have found an apartment. I hope I can actually get it and have a bit of luck.

25 euro over two months. That's how much people, well one person, has donated to someone who has been psychologically abused for two years and counting, who desperately needs to get away from a psychotic partner.... My suspicions that people do not care about psychological abuse are confirmed.

Of course, she can't think of the name of a song stuck in her head, and it's my fault. Of course.

Im literally going to start buying a metric ton of books to read outside so I can avoid being around her until I get a new apartment.

Reminder that I'm being psychologically abused on a daily basis,and that I am looking for donations so landlords and renters will take me seriously so I can escape this abusive woman who thinks she's entitled to treat me like her personal slave.Pls donate or share www.paypal.com/pool/9f7bd0Z...

Ah yes, awake for forty-five minutes and I'm being screamed at for asking her to say please when demanding things from me. Reminder, Autism and ADHD does not excuse you for being an asshole. You still have to be polite to people!

Two hours. Two hours she has been demanding help with her hair, her makeup, her body cream her clothes, her socks, this that this that this FUCKING THAT! I'm losing my fucking mind, I should be paid if I have to do all this!

Hulahooping for 30 mins non stop w/ a 5 lb hulahoop is no joke. But it's definitely fun. ^^

Ah yes. Just made her a steak dinner, and got yelled at for interrupting her watching a tiktok video. Gg.

Now she's berating me for watching game of thrones in the living room. Good times.

i stg, now she's forcing me to help me with her sound system setup, which I have no idea how it works, and since i can't figure it out, she screams at me. glorious.

Great, the abuser is awake. Time to be treated like her slave for the next ten hours, otherwise I get screamed at till I end up in the hospital for heart problems.....

You always hear people say "believe the victims, psychological abuse is just as bad as physical abuse, blah blah".But when it comes down to it, very very few medical professionals, people in power, or friends are actually willing to help you.I pretty much had my family practitioner laugh in my face.

I do not know how much longer I can hold out here....being a victim of daily psychological abuse is taking its toll, and I try to pride myself as a psychological resilient person, but this is too much. please help...... www.paypal.com/pool/9f7bd0Z...

Of course. Right before I want to head to bed she does something stupid in her fucking game, and starts screaming at me about it. please, if you can spare some money, and help me gain independence from this absolute child, please do, at the very least share. www.paypal.com/pool/9f7bd0Z...

If I have to stay in this apartment with her for two more years before I get my degree I will lose my mind...

Ugh all the apartments were bust so far. " not enough money in your account " they say. please, if you can donate, and help me get out of this horribly abusive relationship, donate. At the very least share :(. www.paypal.com/pool/9f7bd0Z...

This is probably one of my favourite pictures of me ever. I've always had rocker long hair, but recently I chopped it off in favour of something a little more rocker mom. And I love it. Gotta say I look damn good for 39 and 0 filters or makeup.

I was today years old when I learned not to put those flavor tablets into bottles of sparkling water. Kaboom! Seriously, it was a lemon volcano xD. And I had JUST cleaned the floor. ☠️

En in België? Het kan de overheid het schelen of we allemaal vergiftigd zijn. businessam.be/pfas-gevonde...