Sometimes I just don't know how to keep my mental afloat

I wish I could go back to those simpler times, where I can just sing and do my thing while being happy. I don't know when but I feel like even the last things that give me comfort like making music, streaming and playing games have already become dull

All these worthless thoughts, I should just sleep

I even wrote and finished an original love song, but as soon as I want to record I feel weak and lethargic

I don't why but during November and December my anxiety just peaks to unimaginable levels, the feeling of wanting to disappear is almost unbearable

Been enjoying a lot of ARAM in League of Legends lately

Been getting really anxious these days and I just use games to distract myself

A lot of things going through my mind right now. So feel free to unfollow me here because I might just post every thought I have negative or positive in this bluesky acc

When words like "I feel disappointed/feel betrayed" are said to me. My mind just goes blank because at some point these people gave me the same feeling but I didn't feel the urge to voice it out. I feel like I'm a twisted person for just letting things go without giving too much thought to it.

Man, I used to be decent at valo 🤓 www.youtube.com/shorts/hJMcH...

Faker is the single greatest e-sports icon in the world incomparable to any both in the past, present and the future to come. #T1WIN #T12024WorldsChampion

I AM NOT GONNA LOSE TO NNN THIS YEAR, I WILL BE ON MY UTMOST BEHAVIOR 🙏

First 5-star maxed character, Prince Dantalion!! #SwordofConvallaria

Good morning!

Singing stream done, voice deadge now time to bury myself in League of Legends ARAM 😀👍

It's so cold rn, I think I want that coffee warmth ☕

Rainy morning! ☔

I've played too much League and Valorant today, time to go to sleep 💀

Good morning!

Was about to go to sleep but then BEEG HAND SIZED HOUSE SPIDER decided to frkn jumpscare me 😠

Staying up late night practicing JP songs that I'm not brave enough to sing on stream 😅

Did I really miss playing Valorant 🤔

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Posting this spotify playlist I made, If you're someone who enjoys ballad, duets and japanese songs you might enjoy this. 👍😉 open.spotify.com/playlist/1Vz...

I should remind myself not to enjoy League too much 💀

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Good morning 🌞

There's this certain Gawr Gura playlist on youtube that I've fallen in love with. I feel at peace just listening to it 😌

These days I'm scared to ask people to do song covers with me. I used to feel really happy thinking that I could mix other people singing. Most of the time I do feel that I'm lacking

There's a hyperspeed event on the rpg game I'm playing, I need to make it count 🤔

Good morning!

Hello there I'm Follymaker, I play games on stream and do song covers from time to time. Hope to make new connections in bluesky! 👋 #Vtuber

Anyone up for League ARAM?

Hello bluesky!