I hate getting triggered over pictures of myself as a CHILD and telling myself I need to be that small ‘again’ like get yourself together 🥲 makes me feel absolutely awful

soo disgusted with myself🥲 my body looks so awful I feel so huge its literally killing meee

I hope you all have a good Christmas 🦌🤍 if you celebrate ofc, my day is starting off rough my belly piercing ripped completely out 🫠

How does Pinterest see you? Search the categories!! ꨄ︎ ꨄ︎ fashion ꨄ︎ color ꨄ︎ mood ꨄ︎ food okay I love, the cookies are too cute to eat

Debating whether I should get a 3rd tongue piercing or not.. really its only so my tongue will swell up so I cant eat during the healing process. Thats pretty much why I got the second one cant lie.. but Ik it doesn’t last so maybe theres no point in it.. cute though so there’s that as well

me looking at the scale surprisingly go down after a night of binging like crazy

this ones cutee, staying in/going out 🦌 had to add the extra cig in hands because I cant help but constantly chainsmoke😭

me after putting in so much effort to lose a significant amount of weight, only for someone to tell me I look the exact same

Can tumblr stop giving me dulcolax ads EVERY scroll, it feels like its haunting me atp 😞

I wish I could eat normally without overthinking/horribly regretting it immediately after & causing a dramatic meltdown.. over here hitting myself in the head just because I ate half a sandwich 🫠

Im so happy that I have absolutely zero appetite right now 😭 nothing sounds good and everything has been tasting so disgusting. Hopefully this stays for a bit, gonna jinx myself into binging😞

I wish there was a way we could turn our ears off because why is everything SO loud. I can hear all of the background noise, breathing from the other room, the clock ticking all at the same time & It feels like its loud gibberish in my ear. Its seriously driving me crazy🥲

thinking about when I got lectured forEVER by my mom bc I clogged the toilet from prging so much and no matter how many times I tried to unclog it, it wouldnt.. but I paid for it. I started doing it outside & my neighbor saw once, came to our door & told my parents I was making myself puke🫠

this ones so cute picrew.me/en/image_maker/4607

I miss hearing “I can feel all of your bones” 🥲

I keep seeing these so I made one too 🙂‍↕️

& then it just continues over/over again like why am I shocked 😭

what it feels like when Im extremely bloated after binging

I want to try & stop prging so bad but its like I cant it feels like I HAVE to do it, but I literally keep experiencing signs of a heart attack just waiting to happen and its sorta scaring me a bit 🥲

WHY do I always feel larger when I lose weight like omg ?? Maybe I just think about it way too much

no matter what I eat it automatically feels as if I just gained 30 pounds the second I take the bite.. I literally feel disgusting for eating a bowl of fruit & its freaking me out🥲

this ones so cute

probs this

terrified to even step on the scale right now but last time I checked it was 120 & I dont see a diff 🥲 so just basically maintaining atm..

was feeling disgusting & a coworker said that I barely eat anything to keep me alive and said how I looked frail, made me feel better cant even lie.. Little does she know that I devour any food in sight the second I get home.. 😞

I love throwing GIFS together

At this point Im not weighing myself till Christmas.. Ive literally had zero self control I feel like hansel & gretel fr 😭😭

these dolls are SO cute, I need

If you see this qrt w your Pinterest page kinda all over the place but cute☕️

these are so cute I love this one

mom said if I planned on “emptying my stomach” on thanksgiving then I shouldn’t bother even showing my face at all, “especially in front of family”.. well at least shes “saving” me from binging so I see that as a win 🙂‍↕️

how I want to look;

okay dream body

this is what I feel like when I look down and see that practically my whole head of hair is just sitting on my leggings 😞

what I look like making sure no ones been watching me feel at my collarbones for the 100th time in the past 5 minutes

getting back in the habit of covering up my mirrors & I hate that but it feels so necessary 🥲

me after checking my body in the mirror and suddenly my collarbones don’t look as prominent as they did yesterday

me remembering how I looked at my HW

need a custom blythe so bad theyre so pretty

find it crazy how there are people who actually BELIEVE that your ED is just something you can turn off whenever you feel like it.. like please use your brain for ONE second ??

Im experiencing the worst abdominal pain right now I cant even get up and stand without my whole body wanting to collapse because how bad the pain is so Im just stuck in bed but even that doesn’t help at all

going to be getting my roots rebleached and hair toned in a few days after leaving it alone forever and Im just wondering if Ill regret it considering the rate my hair is at right now 😅 afraid Ill leave that salon bald

like WHYY do I do this to myself

saying that is actually speaking a binge into existence

my collarbones are like jewelry to me

a struggle literally ˗ˏˋ #edsky #caterpillarsky ´ˎ˗

ED paranoia is no joke I need my brain to shut up nowwww!

every single morning as soon as my eyes open ˗ˏˋ #edsky #caterpillarsky ´ˎ˗

ok cute

I hate that I cant sit down in a chair normally without sitting on the very edge because Im terrified of looking down and seeing my thighs practically spilling on the chair