Happy Throwback Thursday #heartsky!! Here’s me when I was super cute back in 2001!

I’m a bit crushed, #heartsky.. Someone in my family carried their baby to full term and it didn’t make it… I’m gutted for them. They were soooo excited about their arrival.. and I can’t process it..

Super happy I got to see my boyfriend today! Grabbed a Panda Express takeaway then went out to the mountains. ‘‘Twas a lovely weekend #heartsky. Back to work in the morning!

Went out for Pride tonight. :)

#heartsky, Joe just gifted us the MOST ADORABLE smile EVERRRRRR!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

This ship of a country is going down faster than the Titanic.

Happy Thursday #heartsky!!! Oh, and Happy Birthday @aliceoseman.bsky.social 🎂🍰🧁

Coworker drew on my hand today #heartsky. 🤭

G’morning #heartsky Having a bad brain day but I still came to work and am functioning on autopilot. Really fighting the urge to cut again. I also think I’ve scared my boyfriend away. I guess time will tell. 😞

Just out here being cute #heartsky. Also, happy 15 months on HRT to meeee!!!!! 🤩🤩

It’s Friday and these jeans fit so well, sold!!

Happy Throwback Thursday!! Just a snippet of me dancing back in the day.. #bellydancer

Just some pix of the Harvest Moon I took last night and this morning. :)

It’s October Third #heartsky 🤭🤩🥰

I don’t know how I got so lucky. It still feels surreal. I never thought it’d happen to me again but we’re almost 4 months in and he makes me so happy! He chose me. Why? I’ll never fucking know but I’m so happy he did. 🥹😭❤️💕

It’s amazing to see how much Kit has grown over the last few years, #heartsky. He’s no longer the boy we all fell in love with, he’s now a full grown man. But will say, I do miss the freckles. Long live Kitticus!!!

Hi, #hearsky. Long time no see. I’ve been in a very dark place the last couple weeks. I did something I haven’t done in over 20 years. I cut on Sunday. I never thought I’d self harm again but with this country going shit and my safety is in question, I just hit a low point. Send love.

After a month apart #heartsky, I got to see my boyfriend yesterday! He works weekends now, which is my only time off so he pulled a sickie. He might actually be sick so let’s see if I come down with anything this week. Well worth it to me to see him. ❤️

Good morning #heartsky! I forgot that Friday was my 14 month mark on estrogen! Wow, it feels like I just started! My body and face have changed a lot! This is only the beginning, I can’t wait to see what other changes are yet to come! #transsky

So…. Is it normal to have one girl tit and one boy tit? 🙃 #transitionproblems 🏳️‍⚧️

Goodnight, #heartsky. Tee hee!! 🤭🤭🤣🤣

JFC, I want out of this country so fucking bad and I’m not allowed to leave. Just this week alone, I’ve been called a wetback and told to go back to my country. I’m not allowed a passport because my gender marker doesn’t match my original birth certificate. I just want to leave.. 🥺😞

It’s Cake Week on Bake Off!!!! But curious kitten here… why is it called The Great British Baking Show here in the states and Bake Off in the UK? I never understood the change in name when it’s the same show. And omg, this technical!!! IFKYK. 🙈🙈🙈

Was an absolute gorgeous morning for a walk and workout. I’ve been slacking a lot and I can really tell. My mood has been shit and I really need to jump back on this bandwagon. Another boyfriendless weekend (we’re both broke until payday) so I’m left to my own devices… chaos. 🙈

G’morning #Heartsky! I’m alive! I’ve not been very active on here lately. Lots happened this week. I’m no longer a temp worker, I was converted to an actual employee! Super happy about that. Have also been flat hunting all week. Not looking good… can’t afford anything. Ugh. But here’s me! :)

Ok so… feeling quite stupid. I made the comment earlier that my bf canceled on me. Turns out he has food poisoning and I feel like such a cunt. I’m a fucking idiot. I’ve been hurt before and I think I regress to past patterns and close myself off. Finding myself accountable. I need to be better.

Omg #heartsky, go see this movie if you haven’t!!! It’s fucking HILARIOUS!!!! Mother Coleman served the children and left no crumbs huntyyyy!!!!

Here to see MOTHER COLEMAN!! I’ve not been to the cinema in awhile!

#heartsky, I’m obsessed with Yaz’s dress! Upon closer inspection, I could see the Egyptian assuit print! And I squealed because I have a dress with an assuit print on it and an actual piece and dance bra with assuit! I’ve never seen a celebrity wear assuit and it made me happy!!

Drove through a dust wall and big storm on the home from work today. No big whoop. I didn’t almost die several times, at all! 🤪

Fighting really hard to not have a menty b at work right now. I’m in so much pain.

I’m sat here at Denny’s waiting on my food and the fry cook is talking about muscle biker bottoms and twinks. Took everything I had not to snort out loud. 🤭🤭

We got teased tonight by this storm. It went just southeast of me and we only got a few sprinkles. I’m so sad about it. But I got a few good shots! 📍East Mesa, AZ

Happy GCSE results day!!!!!

Happy Hump Day #heartsky!!!

Since I was canceled on, I took myself out to dinner. I just didn’t want to be at the house anymore.

I feel a breakup looming ahead… he doesn’t text me as much, sometimes he responds hours after I message him or sometimes not at all. He used to send me lengthy voice notes first thing in the morning. He hasn’t sent one in almost two weeks. He canceled on our plans today.. now all I feel is dread. 😞

Drove up South Mountain to watch the sunset. Worth it. ❤️

RIP Paco the Choco Taco. 💔💔💔💔💔

Happy Saturday #heartsky! All these New France pix of our boys have popped up over socials and I’m seeing a lot of negative comments surrounding David Walliams. I have no idea who he is but he’s allegedly said some problematic things in the past? I’m not sure what to think.

Happy Wednesday #heartsky!! We’re half way there!! ❤️❤️

If rights can be given and taken away as easily as they seem to come and go, were they really ever rights to begin with? Rights should just be a given. What we have are privileges. Some have more privileges than others. And as a brown, trans Indigenous individual, my privileges are being stripped.

Something I don’t understand.. For a decade, I was completely looked over by men. Often told I wasn’t good enough. But now that I actually have a boyfriend, I get hit on. I’m absolutely baffled.

Happy Sunday #heartsky! Last night I went to what I thought was a viewing of Smoke Signals. It ended up being a drag bingo, trivia and raffle night of said movie. I had so much fun!! I need more nights like this!!!

So, of course as I’ve been aging, my hairline has been receding. And that has freaked me out more than anything. My thick hair was always my prized possession. It’s thinned a lot over the years. But now that I’ve been on HRT, I started these vitamins 3 months ago and omg, it’s working! New growth!!!

Happy Thursday #heartsky! Here’s a throwback for ya. Three years already since we filmed Marvel Studios Echo. How has it been three years time already?! Ya’di’lah. 😭😭😭

Happy Tuesday #heartsky! ❤️

Where in the world is Kitmen San Diego? #heartsky

Who orders a hot cocoa (with hazelnut, toasted marshmallow and whip) in 42° heat? Oh yeah, me. 🙃

Welp, goodbye Public Broadcasting. You shaped my childhood.