took a nap, woke up, blood in mouth, this one particular wisdom tooth is trying to kill me and i have no idea why

very quick valentines chelsea for a seasonal warmup, dragalia lost my beloved

getting closer to one of my coloring styles with the old marker brush. has been nice to try it again

enjoying another weird free brush again, kind of getting to the effect I had with my beloved dry marker

"up to 100% effective" in an ad does nothing for me because yeah, I sure hope so, I would hope that you didn't engineer the product to have a critical failure point that all customers experience

i really shouldnt place a required skill level on me trying new things. its hard to train myself out of feeling like i have to have a 'good enough idea' to move forward. its hard, after all this time, not to think anything other than perfect professional quality from myself is a waste of resources

still has a little bit of a spooky effect sometimes, but slightly cleaner and easier to look at

welcome to this week's utterly unhinged way of redoing how i show lighting TW:blood, but also a very violent pink that I decided to use to make edits, for some? reason??

it's been a minute since ive posted something here huh. oops

it would be very funny if I went back to FFXIV because of the glam changes

i think i have an ear infection (again). today is the very best time to realize this as someone who lives in the usa, the night before thanksgiving.

how can i express the urge to lay down in a pool of near boiling water and simply let my bones melt into a smooth consistency

as the days get colder and shorter, every day that I am productive, and resist the urge to hibernate is a miracle

finally made up my mind and got an ita bag. i love it. (and now i can practice self care by arranging my million enamel pins)

ive been annoyed with how the colors just don't work how i want for this, so im just not (maybe ill figure out what i want to do with this next year)

its funny that fashion is often the true endgame for me, considering how I consciously decide to dress daily

"get up, afternoon is nauseous again"

i am manifesting 12.9 tablet. please come to me 12.9 tablet.

I slowly have been accumulating interesting comfortable sweater things with dropped shoulders. the mood I am expressing in this piece is 'eaugh'. Its been very 'eaugh' lately

maybe one of these years I'll do a post for portfolio day

such a long day

not the way that I, without a single thought in my mind, responded to someone saying 'you wouldn't do drugs' with 'you wouldn't download a car'

its been so so long, but I was in the mood to redraw what I think was actually the first time I drew this character

i realize: the more annoyed i am the more i draw

I lied, I finished deltarune after like a week and simply did not feel a need to inflict social media upon myself until now

I have no idea what I did with the shading on this

best believe you won't see me until I get a chance to play deltarune (not that I post often anyway)

little drawing of my saturday acen outfit :)

My iris are blooming :)

warmup sketch

wip :/

sometimes I remember that i like to do these

some warmup somsnosa

Pfp :)