all i can do is keep trying

i go through intense phases of hyperfixations, and the moment that i finish up with that fixation, i can never go back

i find it so difficult to reconnect after a lengthy time away

it's a hard thing to crawl up out of hell. but the first step is having the courage to believe.

FINALLY thank you so much @ninewoodhills.bsky.social for running this with me aaaaa 😭✨

how can queues be real if our eyes aren't real

restless day where i'm struggling to find something to occupy myself with; brain heavy with thoughts

check it out, i'm in the house like carpet

yotei soon; i'm bubbling with excitement

i will endure, i will survive, and i will grow. my future is not yet determined, and i will make it by carrying those close beside me. a better future, a brighter tomorrow. thank you.

i will do better, and hope for a brighter future. it's scary, it's overwhelming, and sometimes i want to run and hide. sometimes i'm terrified of regressing, of not making progress, of falling behind. but, step by step, i will rebuild myself, and find a life that i am happy to live. thank you.

thank you Toby Fox

the concept of 'time' in ffxiv drives me moderately insane - trying to establish things for character backstory in a game which operates within a time bubble, and sometimes provides dates in for history, but also has other dialogue which ACTIVELY CONTRADICT that, blows my mind

THATS ME THATS ME THATKEJDZBKVJBDSXv

Terra FF6

idk, i just like him.

I feel like I’m crumbling apart, and I can’t keep putting myself back together. I am so utterly exhausted, and I can’t escape.

#FE3H エーデルガルト

#FEH 神装クレア嬢

~ Leda sketch ~ So far I think her design is my favorite. She's so pretty 🥺 #FE #Fireemblem #fireemblemfortunesweave

Bridal Ishtar #VGenComm #FireEmblem

quick drawing of leda, i love her design 💛 #FireEmblem #FireEmblemThreeHouses

練習

I just like him.

A hug that speaks to all of us 🫂🤍

BACK THE FUCK UP

After probhesizing a new fire emblem for each direct since 2 years we were finally right, call us apollo

the pipeline of danganronpa -> fire emblem was the perfect encapsulation of ‘its so over’ to ‘we’re so back’ (I will be there for both)

LIFE IS WORTH LIVING FOR !!!

“ no matter where you roam, the snow will follow you; as will your memories, seeking to bring you home. ”

"Would you dance with me? "✨ - Summertide Sphene #FFXIV #art

my birthday is really 69% of the way through the year, huh..

echo 🫧

better suited for a smile :)

it’s done, and it’s so beautiful !! 💕

today, i will be finished with my relic (unless something terrible transpires) i've enjoyed this relic phase a lot - i liked the variety of requirements for the first part, and i've had a good time running a bunch of roulettes and just playing the game

watching my friendlist on discord spawn back in one by one

oh, we have bookmarks on here now? epic

oögh

he makes me feel positive things :)

celebrate a brand new day, to start again

starcatcher ✨

her.

being on talia brings difficulties; having to gear up ANOTHER character, the less-than-pleasant experiences i had on there while in an fc, not having the resources to glam her up, aether currents, and struggling to make gearsets that i'm happy with (apart from her whm glam, which i love so much).

I do miss her.

shoutout to lb3s in a trial arena, gotta be one of my favourite genders

he, who brought about destined death to the star. ✨

y'know, as a gathering enjoyer (?) on ffxiv, for all of the frustrations i had with how poor the experience felt on the new moon content, i am happy to see that the changes they've made have made it that much better now i will do my relics :)