Damn been listening to fallout music. Helps while I work on retexturing and editing my avis weeeeeeee

I have rules I set for myself when it comes to making content. With the things that happened recently, I am breaking my rules. FUCK ICE, FUCK TRUMP, AND FUCK THIS ADMINISTRATION. EVERYONE IS ENTITLED TO LAW AND ORDER. STOP MURDERING INNOCENT PEOPLE!!!!!!!

Big iron on my hip

The best songs to play when riding into battle

IT'S COOOOOLLLLLDDDD I AM FREEZING WTF OHIO!!!!!!! I NEED WARMTH CANT FEEL MY FINGIES AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!

I have so many simps no idea why

Just how I have been feeling lately just wish someone would make the world go away.

Few clips from my tiktok live.

So to explain the heist which i am sure some big creator is going to steal this idea @vrchat.com @2pish.bsky.social the idea is like the intro to snatch the heist movie. Even like ocean 11, the heist will be in vrchat but them item to be stolen should be of curse vrchat related.

Ok going to try this again i need some peeps for a tiktok that is going to be a heist. Yes you heard that correct a heist. I was thinking of like a rare gem or diamond. But then kept thinking like vrchat related like vrchat+, vrchat cat, or something so I am going to need lots of help.....

Well shit my liver enzymes are high so now I have to go for a special scan so yippie.

Merry Christmas and happy holidays to all hope everything goes well for everyone

I am so happy to be able to sleep in my bed instead of the couch. So that is progress weeee. Also have a sinus infection on top of this. So worried I might rip a stich from sneezing and coughing.

Cause of my gallbladder going out on me I missed my twitch affiliate anniversary. Oh well not much I can do about that. Still waiting to heal up. Also working on a project and maybe doing a face reveal not sure if I am ready but I think its time for something kick ass to happen. Love you all so much

You know whats funny is when you are in the ER and have surgery. You see who actually cares about you. It shows that I got to start making some changes.

Streams on hiatus due to me in the hospital from my gall bladder. I am going to be getting surgery. I am scared not gonna lie. Please keep me in thoughts and prayers.

Did you know I keep the avatar file of every avatar ive ever made? Other than the first handful which I lost. Just in case the person I made it for loses it? Even former friends, past partners, etc. people I doubt will ever speak to me again. It was made for them, and they deserve to have it.

My daughter got me hooked on fortnite.

I am 38 not 68 damn

I am live on twitch.tv/cottenthefox

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone who celebrates it. I am off today from streaming live you all have a fantastic day

Stream is late going to play part animals with a group lol what could go wrong

I never thought that finding a job would be really hard I honestly don't know what to do.

I am live on twitch playing no man's sky

I am running late to stream i am very sorry

Tonight's stream will be no man's sky!!!!! New expedition, also the kobold has control of the ship. What could go wrong.... Also working on a video of home for the holidays. Going to upload it to YouTube so make sure you are subscribed and have notifications turned on.

Love this so much. 💜

If you are wondering what I have been up too I will make a tiktok on it. Plus explaining why I choose to stay in my lane. Also working more on in the streets of vrchat asking questions. So please send me your questions so I can have some saved in case someone does not have one.

No stream tonight sorry

Can't believe my eyes this journey has had so many ups and downs but this time I am walking in my truth. I see where I am going and I will be clawing, kicking, and screaming til I get there!!!!

Coffee was great now to start working on my project for furality. Got to start with the script, then story board, filming, editing, then have some peeps review it and give me feed back. Wish me luck cause this will be my first time doing something like this. I feel ready and honestly really excited.

So excited to have coffee with my sister I hope its a new coffee place. I asked her for some advice recently and I am very glad I did. Just sucks when I feel down and out. Like I am in a race and I keep falling and the time does not stop counting down. I just feel like everything i have done is fail

@slushyotter.bsky.social how is the slushy hope things have been well. Ever up for a collab or anything let me know would love to make some more content

Today stream is we are still continuing our progress in no man's sky before it ends got 2 weeks left i do believe. My goal is to get the atlas parts to make the corvette look amazing!!!!

Also stream tonight will be no man's sky still working on completing that before it ends!!!

No stream today cause im doing laundry yeeeee

100% agree with this

Just a reminder for you all today, we can't control others' reactions. We can control how we react. So if someone is talking shit let them.

Welp applied to some more jobs. Feels like no matter what I do everything falls apart. Maybe I am better off alone and not talking to anyone.

Its getting harder to see that i matter, that is am loved, and etc. Finding a job has proven to be very difficult. Making content creation my fulltime job has scared the hell out of me cause I have to make 3,000 a month to survive. Dont know how I am going to do that but I am doing it scared.

I want you all to know last night was not a good day. I was wanting to no longer be here. As I was scrolling through tiktok, I think I had someone looking over my shoulder. Cause my fyp was filled with dont do it, you will get through this, you are loved, and etc.

My email to Roman Atwood. Yes, I know him and his family. I went to high school with him and his cousins. Yes, I would love to do a podcast with him and his wife. If not that I would love to have them in a TikTok.

Also my blood work is all fantastic as well so no idea yet what is causing my pitting edema but Nov I will be doing a heart test and more blood work. *hugs you all*

Yippie might be taking some testosterone blockers soon cause my t levels are low but low enough. My estradiol levels are in good shape. Jan is my 1 year and we will be talking about the next pill to take and possibly doing that if not it will be another year before that. Either way I am excited

Also, I am making content creation my full-time job. I have been trying to get a job and have been turned down. So please help support me I need 3k a month to survive. You all are amazing and I am trying my best to keep my head above water.

Another fun stream thank you all who came in to say hello and hung out. The kobold told me you all kept calling her a lizard lol keep it up.

Lol nothing like watching an old lady trying to stay hip and relevant 🤣

I released my project on TikTok called where is the love

I am canceling my project did not have enough people for it sadly. I am still open to do collabs.