Live now on Twitch! Romantic grwm then Date Everything!

Sadly I am just too sick to stream today. If things get better I may stream this evening but it won't be for the fundraiser. Please check out my team captain www.twitch.tv/alexmaria530 tomorrow raising money for GOTEL. I will post an update on day and time for my own ASAP.

I am so excited to announce I've joined GOTEL and alexmaria530's fundraising team to raise money to end lupus! I will be streaming Friday at 11am MST, and hopefully will go for about 12 hours, just depends on my own health that day. Can't wait to see you there!

Join me on my twitch stream for makeup playtime (moody blue eyes tonight!), Map Maps demo, and maybe Loftia Beta if I'm still feeling up to it. Https://Www.twitch.tv/harbingerofbeth

Live now on Twitch! Makeup then my first time playing Loftia Beta!

Ok so for my GOTEL fundraiser stream I am going to play... 🥁🥁🥁 Tomadachi Life! I treated myself to it and it plays on the first Switch so I can easily strim it. One of the incentives will be getting to have a character on my island 🥰🥰🥰

Live now on le purple app! Makeup time, then Date Everything! Twitch.tv/harbingerofbeth

Live now on Twitch! Blurple grwm then Date Everything!

Haha not me emailing my professor to see if I can get a longer extension only to realize the extension was due last night, not today 😅😅 i am feeling like a disaster.. he did give me an extension through today thankfully 😅 fuck my life

I have three meetings with the disability office at the college and professors coming up the next two days. I am hoping this will show my professors how much I want to succeed and they will continue to work with me if needed. Tomorrow I have a quiz and an exam. I am going to keep doing my best!

Welp. Got 9/15 on the quiz last night. Funny thing is, I realized as soon as I opened it and saw the first question I had studied the wrong chapter. So I got 9/15 based on my knowledge and deduction skills. Woof.

Ok so I should be studying but my boyfriend is watching Bleach and the music intrigues me and I got sucked into the "friends" episode after not really watching any of it. My god I have to watch this anime. After One Piece for sure.

Got an appointment with the education abroad director in March! I am thrilled to be exploring this possibility.

Two of my favorite customers came in and gave me the nicest compliments on my style. I am blushing and beaming. I love that my styling brings people joy.

Today's makeup. I experimented with my new Blend Bunny rainbow palette, love it.

Welp, I'm awake again, by choice, to do schoolwork. I'm determined to catch up.

Having a bit of a wall issue. As in I keep hitting one and having to take breaks. My hand is a bit swollen, yay arthritis. I can do this.

Making deviled eggs, jalapeño poppers and orange marmalade baked brie. Gonna be feasting in about an hour.

I met with the Office of the Dean and the are going to send a letter of exceptional circumstances to my professors 😭 I'm so grateful I need to finish setting everything up with the office of disability too.

I'm afraid it's another no stream week. I've got assignments, quizzes/exams, etc, all due this weekend. Hoping to get this managed soon so I can stream again, sorry I can't be as present as I want to be. I've still been trying to hang out/lurk in streams where I can now that I have a laptop.

I've been preparing for a big exam in archaeology on Sunday. I have a quiz on Monday in Mass Media. and assignments due tomorrow in Media Writing. This is why I've been so quiet!

So! I told y'all about a big opportunity. It's not just one for me, but for you! I'm promoting Self Care Vampire, an app that helps you to take care of yourself with style and flair. And dare I say, a bit of sexiness. If you want to get it, I'll drop a l * n k in the replies.

🎼Stand under the stained glass and I will know it's you 🖤

I am participating in an exciting opportunity for a self care game! I am already playing it and love it. When I drop the l * nk you'll have a limited time to join early access and support me! I hope you all love it as much as I do!

Holy fuck I've been specially selected to apply to a scholarship to study abroad.

In a weird turn of events I'm considering moving out of the country in several years. I mention this possibility to my guy, that Italy is one place I'm considering, and he's like I'll learn Italian with you 😍 like I didn't even ask. Setting an intention for an Italy trip by our tenth anniversary!

Welp I realized i have a quiz today I haven't prepared for at all. Let the cramming commence.

Sometimes the 20 somethings in the shop are what you expect. Rowdy party seekers. Today a cowboy came in; we visited. He's very thoughtful, he told me I'm a good person and he loves it when I'm here. I cried after he left. What a powerfully kind thing to tell someone. I needed to hear it today.

So as y'all may have guessed I'm not the best with finances. First steps, I bought check book register and monthly budget binders. I do better with organization. I already feel more in control of my spending and aware of its impact. Next, I need to visit some banks for planning and advice.

I have two assignments due tonight and I'm so anxious that every time I try to prepare for them the words just jumble in front of my face 🙃

Sorry I've been so quiet with no strims. Head down while I grind on this schoolwork. Determined to get caught up!

Somehow I've been taking notes on the same archaeology chapter for three days. Goddess save me! I love archaeology but this is stressing me out lol.

I may have ordered a metric fuckton of makeup after getting advice from my makeup artist friend. No ragrets.

Whew I am manic as fuck today. Bad day to be without meds lol.

Go hang with Jane! She's so sweet and kind.

I think I'm caught up with classes until tomorrow. Tomorrow I need to work on Archaeology. Then Intro to Mass Media.

After only studying the chapter and not the lectures I made a 13/15 with there being specific questions about the lectures 🙃 not bad I guess, at least I am grasping the material. I am working on watching the lectures tonight so I can start this week fresh. Ish. (Sitting at a 90% in this class now.)

I have a quiz tonight I'm not adequately prepared for 😅

Ok I'm all caught up on studying Media Writing until Monday. Phew. Now for the rest of my classes 😅

Ok Skullgirls is my new favorite fighting game. STYLE.

Starting my Dragon Ball journey with my guy!

Live now on twitch! Sorry for the delay!

Im having a panic attack 🙃 hopefully stream will convene in the next hour. I promise to deliver a 12 hour strim tho!

TODAY, friends! I hope you are ready to open your hearts to a family very close to my own. If you can't donate, please share! If you have a different mutual aid you want to donate to in Mo's honor, that's ok too. Just support your community today!

On track to be on time for my 9am 12 hour mutual aid stream today. Dropping the poster and details later this morning. My friend Badger is very deserving and has been through a difficult time with losing their son last year. I would love to see the community come together for them.

Ok I read two chapters of the supplemental grammar book and I'm watching one of the lectures. I emailed the professor and asked for an extension on an assignment. I'm going to be ok.

I'm so stressed out. I just took my nighttime blood pressure medicine because I can feel my BP rising. All I have to do is study but im struggling because I'm so anxious. Im grateful tomorrow I'll be streaming and hanging out with my friends.

I've been feeling empty and numb and melancholy, my brain wants to say it's depression but my gut says it's autistic burnout. I don't know how to explain it, but somewhere this weekend I crossed a line and frazzled the fuck out of myself. I gotta figure out how to pull myself out of this.

Not only did I work for nearly 13 hours, stfudy a bit and ace my quiz - i picked up groceries too. I'd have this adulting thing down if I could also manage time and sleep at appropriate times.

14/15 or 93.33% on a quiz I was barely able to prepare for in introduction to human communication theory. No more school today lol. My brain is utterly fried 😅