In a weird but cool turn of plans I am spending christmas eve with my besties online. We haven't decided how or what or where but I think its gonna be great.

I keep having nightmares about how college has started and ive just missed the first two weeks of classes because I didnt realize or was irresponsible. Something that has never happened in real life. Ugh. Please quit.

So last night with my bestie's help I purchased my first plane ticket (usually im part of a group and dont handle it) and in January I'll be flying alone for the first time. I am so excited and nervous.

Time for yule shopping today 😍

I thought my bipolar episode was over but I think I am just manic. I was in a super good mood all day and then like clockwork the sun began to set and so did my mood. My next therapy appt isn't until January and my therapist is out for two weeks for the holidays. I am *le sad*.

Today on my work i picked up a tropical smoothie and a christmas tree shaped sugar cookie. I came into work early and watered my plants and visited with my coworker. (1/2)

Live now on Twitch! Playing a bit of ACNH then switching it up to the Death + Faeology demo for @studioephua.bsky.social 's Choose Wisely Festival. Www.twitch.tv/harbingerofbeth

☕ Work at a magical coffee shop 💗 Improve days / ruin lives 💀 Banter with a skeleton 🐱 Arrest a cat 💸 Make minimum wage All in our #indiegame SPILL THE BEANS! Try our demo ➡️ bit.ly/spill-the-be... 🎮✨ #screenshotsaturday #vn #visualnovel #gamedev

I bought a protein powder (darling I won't be naming names in public until I have a deal, sorry) and my new morning routine is to have a shake first thing, and I've gotta be honest, it's been a nice routine.

I have to say thanks so much to @studioephua for including me in the Choose Wisely Festival! I've been enjoying the games so much! I may have been overly ambitious and accepted more games than I can play before the festival ends, so I will be playing them throughout December.

Continuing with Spill the Beans by @skeletalgames.bsky.social for @studioephua.bsky.social Choose Wisely Festival on Twitch!

Hey everyone! Sorry for the delay but I am finally back and live on twitch! First some acnh ro help me vibe, then we'll revisit @studioephua.bsky.social 's Choose Wisely Festival games!

If i stream today it'll probably be a bit later. Im just struggling with not feeling well this morning.

Yesterday I cried on stream for maybe the first time that wasn't game related. I try not to, but bipolar really fucks with me sometimes, as do other aspects of my life. I explained why, I think i handled the best I could. But I still feel really vulnerable right now.

We've moved on to Spill the Beans by @skeletalgames.bsky.social and its a lot of fun so far!

Celebrating the Choose Wisely Festival with The Many Deaths of Lily Kosen on Twitch

Um. I may have slept a lot more. I dont know whats wrong with me, but I'll be back tomorrow!

Sorry friends, I overslept today! Still gonna stream but I gotta shower first.

About to play @toomanyteeth.net The Many Deaths of Lily Kosen!

Going live on twitch now with @studioephua 's Choose Wisely Festival! Twitch.tv/harbingerofbeth

So excited that this starts tomorrow 🥰

I get to pick a language to take courses in for my communications major. I am torn between Spanish and Japanese. Spanish would be great because I love the culture, plan to visit more places in South America, and I have a lot of Latinx customers in Wyoming. (1/2)

More than my creativity and content creation, more than opportunities, more than anything really when it comes to my online presence, I am most fiercely protective of my community. I want it to be a place where we uplift and encourage each other to do good things and things that benefit us.

I'm so hyped to stream this week! I had to make some personal sacrifices to be able to devote so much time to streaming, but just this once it's worth it. This is an event I'm so so honored to take part in. #choosewisely

Thrilled to announce I am taking part in the Choose Wisely Festival next week hosted by @studioephua.bsky.social ! I am playing games by many great devs, and I can't wait to share them with you all! Choices matter games have a special place in my heart, I am eager to explore these new ones.

Making red beans and rice and jalapeño Cornbread with my beloved. To say I cannot wait for this meal is an understatement. Also my rice came out pretty good for once!* *I used to make perfect rice in Louisiana. Altitude has ruined me.

I'm applying for some exciting jobs today 😍 library aide, seasonal work, so on. I hope i get a bite soon.

Live now on Twitch!

Introducing the Choose Wisely Festival 💫 We’re returning to our first love, to host a free digital festival celebrating branching narrative games. Join us on Steam from Dec 8-15 along with 250+ indie darling studios featuring 390+ curated titles where your choices do matter. #ChooseWiselyFestival

Live on twitch now, if ya wanna see my new haircut!

Fitness is something I've been trying to circle back to for a while, personally. But like everything else I would like to share it with y'all! In a body positive, strength building focused kind of light. Would you enjoy sharing this journey with me, and maybe we can help each other?

Ok y'all. Im installing kingdom hearts remix. I originally wanted to play it for the first time on stream but I have other *plans* for the next few years of streaming and don't want to wait that long to play it lol. So. Hoping to play a little before I go to bed.

So happy to know the people I do in my online communities 🖤

I dont have time to make a schedule but Im streaming on Twitch tomorrow at 5pm with friends. We'll be playing Devour 😈 Then Friday at 10am MST I am going to probably play Little Hope and maybe some Nintendo Switch games. Hope to see you there!

I am probably really late to this. But Youth by Glass Animals is a vibe.

Its late but my guy and I are making velveeta shells n cheese and a Dolly Parton caramel sheet cake. I love being in the kitchen with him, I can't wait until we have the house of our dreams to cook in. But for now this is great too, I just love that we can work with and around each other so well.

Thinking about spending Thursday or Friday rebuilding my animal crossing island. I'm so excited for the new updates. If I get a second job I'm seriously considering getting a switch 2 for my boyfriend and I to share for Christmas. Ahhhh!

Wrote 200 words today for the first day of my group mass writing project. I am working on a novel. A couple of friends have reported in that they got a bit done as well. Synerrgyyyy!

Live on the purple app. If you wanna come hang out with me on Halloween eve.

Having a weird day. I really want to shower but I smelled gas so I've been waiting for the plumber to come check on things. If it all works out I might stream but we'll see.

I got approved for more hours at work, starting next week! I am hopeful this will help me to deal a little better with my finances and save for moving out.

Even though i feel awful im also learning to push through the awfulness to do chores at work so I can try to pull my weight. When I started working here I was not in a flare and when this flare started everything became so much harder. But thats ok because im slowly getting it done w/aids 🥰

I have friends! We stream! We'll be live playing Devour Tuesday night at 7pm mst on twitch!

Alright well. I am feeling slightly better and that means i am trying to find a second job/add more hours to my current job. Im excited because I want to get more involved with my current job and learn more about all the back end stuff. And I might be able to get a seasonal job working with plants!

Friends! Writers! I am getting a little group of writers together on my discord server. I am thinking daily/weekly meetups, advice, etc. Anyone interested? I think the official nanowrimo is defunct but we can have our own!

I am enjoying the vibrancy of teamwork at my job today 🥰

My anxiety is so high today. I awkwarded awkwardly all over someone. Maybe several someones. Pls get me out of here.

I think I might feel like actual death today. Bring me chocolate, a heating pad, a blanket, and my bat plushie. Pretty please 🥺

I want to go to the gym so bad I say, staring down 3 twelve hour work days. If I wake up early enough I'll do it.

Every episode of Spy x Family is making my eyes sting this morning.