I've hit the point of the spiral where it doesn't matter what I do, I'll never be able to be back where I was mentally Right now, it's a fight to remain where I am, which is having crying breakdowns whenever I'm alone and getting too overwhelmed when surrounded by people :/

The crippling inability to form a romantic romantic relationship combined with a crippling attraction to all my friends and wanting a big poly family again really hurts the soul

Sorry puppy, mommy needs to get her burrito. You'll need to stop licking her armpits for a second

I get a strange amount of gender euphoria when wearing glasses

New clothes :3

New clothes :3

Just in case people haven't noticed, I did a massive purge of most of my posts. Mostly to stop prodding the wounds of past relationships As of today, I'll no longer be posting pornography of myself Hope you all can understand :3 Many thankiess, Lilly :3

I got a little fella :3

I got a little fella :3

Maybe Lilly hot? 👉👈

Maybe Lilly hot? 👉👈