BLUESKY POSTER: I am of the devil and my compulsion is unimaginable cruelty both physical and psychological GIRL IN YOUR CLASS: Lets get a coffee from tim hortons

We need to bring back medical bleeding AND mesmerism like I know we all know those methods dont do anything by now but it can be recreational

Having a guy in your head who speaks with a different voice than you do feels so crazy. Im trying to imitate his voice but I genuinely can’t even though he does it with MYYYYYY vocal chords

CURECLINIC TOP 5 PERFUMES THAT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A SICK PERVERT: 1. Fantome vassago (delicious blood) 2. D’etat libre orange ghost in the shell (artificial skin sex smell?) 3. Toskovat born screaming (Cherry for latex perverts) 4. Toskovat age of innocence (see my sharing a cig with lipstick post)

Trying not to act like a fucking freak on call but I just tried one of my new perfumes because I was reminded that I havent worn any of them yet and this one is making me want to bite directly into my wrist and tear the veins out it smells so insanely good

This is my first time buying a Fancy device it came in a beautiful box with a little pouch to store it in and free lube. Wow

Opened a new sex toy package and the first thing that fell out was a little card that was like SCAN THIS CODE TO ENTER TO WIN A 24K GOLD DILDO!!!!! Help

Forming a distinct collection of fetish related perfumes

The guy from the new ultraman and sakito boonboomger need to lez out

Sex positive alter vs sex negative alter war is claiming the lives of many

I was really tired when i made this post i thought that was the roach emoji not the dead tree. Well. No matter

Me and my friend who i dont mind talking crazy to are always saying “dont give me a reason” with regards to us being bad people LOL and it really does come down to feeling contractually obligated to certain “nice” behaviours and having no particular excuse to break those social contracts

(pacing around) (girl with really specific neurosis) How has no one else figured out that dating is evil

Im incapable of finding anything about this show particularly exciting but this was kind of crazy for 2 seconds

Also in rpgs you can walk around saying Let their putrid blood soak the lands and no one gaf

I hate playing fantasy type games because sometimes people walk up to you and are like can I ease your troubles by hitting you a lot? Awww good job you’re so good at being in pain like ok and when does that happen in real life

Up to 4 incidents of beautiful bisexuals offering me a smoke. Its so hard

Looking around

At the end of the day it doesnt really matter because i will never switch distinctly and no one will ever be specifically aware of who’s speaking including me so I always conclude that there’s no reason to pathologize it but there is definitely another consciousness i am aware of and have been aware

Im going to be shot and killed by the dissociative disorder council

Cant sleep at all once again indulging in thoughts of completely fictitious genres of pain

I keep not closing my open tab that just has a bunch of pictures of spider gags in it and it keeps scaring me every time I change tabs on my phone

I wish you could just buy one cigarette. Why can you buy one single joint but not one single cigarette

You’re obsessed with the eyeball squishing scene from vital 2004 its like your j*ngkook

I dont knowwwwwww

Yeppppp weird separated personhood again

My therapist is going to love my topics tomorrow

Wait erectile dysfunction stone top is actually enlightened

Idgaf about identity labels and i don’t even think this is true but im laughing at the idea of being aroace and also a little freak who likes getting hurt like outside of all that

Been thinking a lot and i think my conclusion is that in my youth i thought having certain experiences especially physical or sexual would change me irrevocably in some way and push me across some invisible threshold of Real Adultness and now that those experiences are actually real to me rather

If I can be personal and vaguely sad I am discovering I generally do not want to have sex at all but i am kind of considering it just to like. Have the experience. But I dont think thats a very kind thing to do to another person or myself

Sometimes when I’m watching or reading something i get the vague notion that i could be in a relationship and then whenever that becomes a real possibility in front of me i feel like american psycho

EVERYBODY STOP CONTACTING ME STOP IT STOPPPPPPPPPP

Everyone is too nice to me and wants to hang out with me and talk to me and get to know me and I hate it BAD

Gore tolerance update i think i can confirm that medical/autopsy/already dead people scenarios are totally fine. Alive people is something else

Im so glad this person lives far as fuck from me because if it was feasible for us to do anything other than make out i might actually throw myself out a window

GOT BITTEN (CROWD CHEERING GIF)

A certain kind of gore/body horror in film strikes a chord in me that makes me want to touch everything right now

Can i be sooooo honest and vulnerable i have never felt more like a different person than usual than i do right now which is why i am posting so much on here rather than discord but frankly its not my business and also i hate psychology so idgaf!!

Many people are worried that fumbling their phone charger will make them seem like an alcoholic via sherlock superstition. I have a different fear because even fumbling the phone charger could have a maladjusted freak like m

My final message before meds surgically extricate my lust again. If no one in cloho is going to fuck torse then i will

Ok i Got my normal pills goodbye

I really do feel like someone else when the meds actually leave my brain. Im getting them in an hour or so so I think I will focus back into my identity today but I cant say Im not interested in exploring this feeling. It just sucks that I cant like focus or ambulate properly like this LOL

Reading a crazy ass fic and then going to the authors profile and getting powerfully impacted by top fandom OVERWHELMINGLY polygon(the website not shapes) rpf

(About to join a voice call with all my friends) I’m superrrrrrrrrr normal

Things that are sex to me today - aforementioned combo of perfume and watch ticking - the big yellow bruise of unknown origin on the top of my thigh - the veins in my wrist and the palm of my hand visible through my skin

My day all went downhill after I was perverted about the sound of my watch. Divine judgement

NO MEDICATION FOR 4 DAYS DELIRIUM AT 8 IN THE MORNING

Professors: Hey guys just posted the test grades let me know if you have any q- Freak ass bitch who is only satisfied with a 95 or higher: Hi. Can I Ask You Something