"I've been wanting to do this for a while, now. Perhaps I'll give it a try~!" will-o-the-wisp.straw.page

"I'm sorry I left you alone." He shakes his head, before opening his arms for a hug. "Let's get better then, aight?"

"And that some people hate me for the dumb shit I did while I was spiralling...people I hurt...that kinda thing." He closes his eyes.

"Guess we're alike in that way." He crosses his arms. "I'm happy, at least. That neither of us are worse off."

"So...how ya been, huh? I've been...trying to rectify some wrongs."

"....Deon." He has his hands in his pockets. "Dealt with some stuff while I was away."

"I gotta get a story for Interdimensional, but there's nothing that happens around here. Nothing too crazy, anyways."

((No idea where to post, so- VA Stuff?!! here's a monologue of a yandere jester talking over the Protag's sleeping body, losing his mind for the first time. this is my first take and I'm gonna do it again to get better quality for much bettter mixing. but shut up im really proud of this voice

𝙳𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚔𝚢'𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚝 -Deon.- 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎'𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚘𝚝𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚘𝚗

(( Guess I'll try this again. I've got hope in my heart.

☆☆ hey all. It's been a bit, and I think anyone that remembers me deserves an update as to where I've been on my recovery as of late. So, where have I been? Have I disappeared to the shadows where I've sat low, waiting for it all to blow over and for everyone to forget about my degenerate actions?

☆☆ i have had a realization. I have a porn addiction. Or at least I'm starting to develop one It's taking away from things I need to do it's leading me down roads I have no business hanging in, And I need to do something about it.

☆☆ alright, after some time talking to my SO, I have decided that I am not leaving for GOOD. But I will be gone for a good while. At least a month or two. MAYBE longer. To reflect on the horrid things I've done and do something about myself. When I return, I'll do the only thing that matters- ACT.

☆☆ I'm not even going to try and lie. I'm not one to do that. Yes, those screenshots were real. I fucked up heavily even outside of the fact that they lied about their age. I don't feel like typing out everything, so here's what I have to say on the matter. Unlike the Osu thing, which was a-

☆☆ Iris fuckin lied to me...God I'm about to throw up

☆☆ uggghhhh suddenly a fight rp sounds draining...

☆☆ I don't wanna be evil anymore can someone important to Deon kick his ass

☆☆ hoping this doesnt become a thing where like 3 people (you know who you are) give a fuck about Deon until he's sick, dying or evil

"𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙉𝙊𝙏 𝙖 𝙜𝙤𝙙. 𝙂𝙤𝙙'𝙨 𝙙𝙤 𝙉𝙊𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙂. 𝙄 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙙𝙪𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙚."

"𝙈𝙔 𝙋𝙐𝙍𝙋𝙊𝙎𝙀 𝙄𝙎 𝘽𝙀𝙔𝙊𝙉𝘿 𝘼𝙉𝙔𝙊𝙉𝙀 𝙔𝙊𝙐'𝙑𝙀 𝙀𝙑𝙀𝙍 𝙆𝙉𝙊𝙒𝙉! 𝙄 𝙎𝘼𝙄𝘿 𝙃𝙀𝙀𝘿. 𝘼𝙣𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙒𝙄𝙇𝙇 𝙙𝙞𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚."

"𝙄'𝙙 𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙠 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙨𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨𝙢𝙖𝙣...𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚...𝙖 𝙥𝙪𝙧𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙚. 𝘼 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙢𝙮 𝙥𝙪𝙧𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙚."

"...𝙁𝙞𝙣𝙚. 𝙁𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙈𝙖𝙣. 𝙄 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙨𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨. 𝙃𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙪𝙣𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙨 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙢𝙪𝙡𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙚? 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙢𝙪𝙡𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙨 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙖𝙣 𝙤𝙢𝙣𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙚? 𝙃𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙? 𝙃𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪? 𝙃𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩? 𝙃𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝘼𝙍𝙀𝙉'𝙏 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨-

"𝙊𝙍𝘾𝙃𝙄𝘿. 𝙎𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙨 𝙗𝙞𝙜 𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙧𝙣 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙢𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪. 𝙋𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚, 𝙝𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙬, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙧𝙪𝙣 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜. 𝘼𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩?"

☆☆ reminder that this event will only go until like...I hit the 500 mark. I promise I will have a less angsty event when I hit it I prommy...it'll probably be video game related, I've had an idea...

"𝙔𝙤𝙪...𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙨𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙄'𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚."

"𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙙𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙'𝙫𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚. 𝘽𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣 𝙎𝙃𝙀 𝙙𝙞𝙙. ...𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙛...𝙝𝙖𝙝𝙖𝙝𝙖! 𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙥𝙖𝙮 𝙖 𝙫𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙤!"

"...Adam...Adam, Adam, Adam. That...is BULLSHIT. Their victims are right down there TOO, for something else they did. It's too EASY to get into hell, THAT'S why it's so fucking populated. I've killed thousands, as I was misdirected and misguided. As I was MANIPULATED. Do you want me dead too?

"Oh, Orchid, my friend...I have never been better..."

ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅᴇᴛᴇʀᴍɪɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏᴠᴇʀғʟᴏᴡs. - The future version of @bloodbuttercups.bsky.social - Incredibly dangerous - “Dangerous? You make me sound so cruel!” - Dark and Mature themes ahead. Potentially suggestive content. Minors DNI #UTRP #BSKYRP #MVRP Credit: Licolisa, Keru the Green, Aubeez, Nuvex

"𝘼𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙧...𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙚𝙩 𝙄 𝙙𝙤 𝙉𝙊𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙞𝙩..." He's grabbing his blade. "𝙄'𝙢 𝙎𝙄𝘾𝙆 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚. 𝙄 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩...𝙛𝙞𝙭 𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙖 𝙎𝙉𝘼𝙋!! 𝙎𝙤 𝙄 𝙒𝙄𝙇𝙇! 𝙏𝙃𝘼𝙏 𝙄𝙎 𝙈𝙔 𝙋𝙐𝙍𝙋𝙊𝙎𝙀!"

Heard there was a real angry guy about I wanna meet 'em

☆☆ can confirm, this shit is fucking awesome

☆☆ yeah, that explains it

☆☆ why is writing Deon crashing out so easy

"And you're all pricks, the hell's your point? They're still PEOPLE. Killing people for no damn reason, important, unique people, FOR NO DAMN REASON! I'm getting SICK of you, thinking you're better than people." Blood started running down his star scar again, as he got up in Adam's face and poked

"Because it's IFFY to me the moment I found out you killed demons and everyone here's LAME. They're boring!"

☆☆ Deon crashout arc cuz uhhhhhhhh ...I can't lie I don't know how to cheer this man up for plot reasons

"...I'm not...I'm not doing that. This whole- Heaven and Angels stuff- I don't want a huge part in it. I don't want ANY part in it. I'll figure something out."

☆☆ Deon crashout arc cuz uhhhhhhhh ...I can't lie I don't know how to cheer this man up for plot reasons

"...just...deal? JUST. DEAL? Do me a favor, Krypt, and maybe stop trying to give me advice because you are not just no help, you are NEGATIVE HELP! You contribute to ruining my day, EVERYDAY, trying to give me one sentence solutions to my problems. Wait, no, you don't *completely* ruin my day.-

Straight up just glaring at him.

"Oh I'm SORRY I'm getting ass fucked by life right now, as you can see by the whole prison fiasco, and everything IMMEDIATELY AFTER-" He chuckles. "Kinda not in the best place right now! Hah! As you can see by the PERIODICALLY BLEEDING SCAR that centers at my eye and takes up a third of my face."

"Space prison. Had to tear it off for reasons I'm not in the mood to recall... Just know it hurt...and I was betrayed by someone dear to me." He leans back

"I'm not...fucking working a 9-5. Secluding back to a worthless, mindless existence... Just because you want to do nothing with your time in this world doesn't mean I am anything like you."

"On, not in. And I used to. This scar is all that's left."

"My job sucks...my connection with the stars, severed. What purpose do I have now?"

"This isn't me getting hurt. This is the wound I have...not healing properly. The star on my eye hurting me... ...it fits the current arc of my life."

𝙎𝙏✰𝙍Ｇ✰ＺＩＮ＇．（猿べ映） You might as well just slime me gng...

☆☆ look at...boyfren,,,oc

" I've got to get up. " ᴬⁿᵈʳᵉ ᴮᵉʳⁿⁱᵉʳ, ʸᵒᵘʳ ᴸᵒᶜᵃˡ ᴷ.ᴼ. ˢᵖᵉᶜⁱᵃˡⁱˢᵗ.