Does anyone else’s cat like to trap down their legs like this cause this lil fucker won’t let me get up to drink water and I’m so thirsty

black metal fan pushing other black metal fan in locker meme is what I feel like being a fantasy nerd sometimes. I just like pretty women playing dress up and infodumping about books and games with a lot of running around exploring. Oh and mythological creatures. And when there’s weird plants.

Struggling to decide which pair I want to show the covers of to fill the space while I wait for sequels. The botanical theme feels more appropriate but winter is always my peak mood for norse stuff and I’m trying to encourage myself to get to those soon. But the damn red feels so gaudy and clashing…

Cats on my lap and I just felt his little head slowly drooping down as he was falling asleep, god I love pets. Whoever decided animals should be companions I love you

The only album that came out this year that I even came back to I think was Eluveitie’s but tbf I didn’t listen to barely anything new it was mostly digging deeper into old faves and reading. I still have a list of releases I wanted to get to and just didn’t because I was reading.

Catching up on the last two seasons of Outlander, I guess there’s one last one coming spring. I don’t wish to sit through all the SA scenes for a rewatch ever but when it’s not one of them, I’ve missed this show actually. I keep focusing on all the clothes and food and forests and curly hair.

me: “why do people keep avoiding eye contact with me why are men glaring at me why do the cute checker girls at the store look afraid of me I swear I am sweet!!” my eyebrows:

Nothing makes me feel more put together as an adult than noticing how many grown ass people do not wash their freaking hands

Finding out disabilities or mental illnesses and other diagnoses a loved one has and doing research on it to be better supportive and understanding/empathetic as they cope with it is one of my love languages

“hate-following” in your 30s and 40s is embarrassing man even the biggest most obnoxious hater I knew was smart enough to block and mute anyone that annoyed him

Just realized I’m one of those people who can’t tell someone is flirting with me unless they lay it on dummy thick

I call the cat squirrel sometimes because of his colorings and his fur texture. He scared me and I just went to call him squirrel and kid at the same time and called him squid.

Damn mom wiped out everything on my wishlist (mostly necessities - pants, shampoo, conditioner, leave in, a similar olive green dress, a game and 2 books) except the brown dress and ankle length hooded cardigan I found. What a life saver I love my mom. (This is a brag post about my birth giver)

I’m bleeding and hormonal and all I want is a dirt cake Ben and Jerry’s and I can’t afford one. This is so misogynistic.

What the hell is wrong with my cat?? Weird little creature

I’ve been thinking about it all year anyway since mom got me the 1st sweater for Christmas last year but the way Derek acts up whenever I post or send him a pic in dark brown is assuring me again that I want to find and wear more dark brown

My sister left so I went in her room where I’m not allowed bc I wanted to see the cats and Theo started rubbing his face on my toes

#deer 🦌

I AM THANKFUL FOR AUTUMN RAIN

My nephew asked me to draw 15 hearts and teach him how to draw one and we ended up with a butt

Karma wouldn’t stop talking and I said “Santa only comes for quiet girls” and mom said “well that rules you out” (I’m a yapper once I’m comfortable enough with you)

Just got to my mom’s and this thing got so excited she peed herself and now she’s guarding me while it’s my turn 😭💚

It’s too bad Spyro enter the dragonfly is like the worst game ever and a stain on the spyro legacy cause the aesthetic of honey marsh is so cozy to me. At least we have honey speedway in spyro 3.

In a few hours I get to snuggle my dog and hug my mom and this time tomorrow I get to eat a juicy flavorful turkey and mashed potatoes and gravy and nobody can stop me from being STOKED

If I act like a smug, bitter, misanthropic, petty edgelord when I’m 35 just take me out back and tell me bout the rabbits

Can you block back people who blocked you on here or is it like Twitter was? I can’t remember which app lets you mutually block someone

Oh. That’s how I could manipulate myself into not hating grocery shopping anymore… treasure hunting. A scavenger hunt. Derek’s dad tricks to make mundane things fun work on me more than his kid lmao. I loved when we had scavenger hunts in elementary school.

I hope mother lets me, the only not a mom in the family, make the moms pudding again

he hates having his picture taken

Thursday I complained to my mom that he never sleeps on my bed anymore and then he immediately said he wanted on my lap and I let him and now this has been my life the past few days I just hold him as long as my arms can handle it or I am a bed

Learning to forgive myself for all the mistakes I ever made because I didn’t understand social rules and cues. I can recall embarrassing moments from 2nd grade. I think an eight year old should have some grace for being lonely and confused.

I wonder what decided to munch on a leaf for the first time and just thought “wet crunchy (:” and spread the message

Every time I am listening to black metal I start thinking about working out again because I liked how my arms and shoulders looked in my tank tops but as soon as I’m listening to or doing literally anything else I snap out of it

Bless you #deer 🦌

I loved the holidays back when you guys first knew me, now I dread them so much. One day I will get to love them again, I’m speaking it to the stars.

I don’t wanna hear this administration say shit about a war on Christmas cause it’s cancelled on my part this year, I need hygeine products, leggings and a hair trim. Maybe a little fuckin respect too if it’s not too much to ask. I want to leave this place so bad man.

I love having resting bitch face when it makes weird old men leave me alone but I hate having rbf bc 20s-30s women keep looking at me intimidatedly and I can’t make my face stop looking like I’m about to pull a tomahawk out of my ass

Find what you love and let it give you high cholesterol

We are watching Back to the Future pt 3

Girls night!!! #deer 🦌

I’m upset about the tariffs again bc back in spring my goal was I really wanted to get the forest green Caladan Brood shirt but now that’s absolutely impossible. Sometimes I wanna wear merch but I still wanna wear green. I don’t have any green merch and it’s difficult to find anything I like.

why am I his favorite place to take a bath

5:13am and only one mug of coffee down is too early to be freaking out about the gravity of my existence and the scale of the universe and how the fuck did we become a thing in comparison to so many uninhabitable planets and space freaks me out man I’m a feet on the earth girl not head in the clouds

I don’t want to surround myself with people who just want to be vindicated for their antisocial behaviors & told “you’re so real for that”, I want to surround myself with people who know how to address things gently correcting each other, who can admit when they were out of line & try to do better.

what are your thoughts on this 🟤

Nothin pmo like an able bodied man lecturing me over my disabilities or telling me I’m not disabled. Oh it’s all in my head? I just need to push through it? I’ll try harder to grow more fingers next time! Then I’ll have better hands with which to break into your house and steal all your spoons.

Growing fat on the throne of an empire Tyrant rules with the threat of a great fire

Can I just ask for a little more “here’s what I appreciate in people” instead of all that nihilistic ecofascist rhetoric my goodness

Tis the season to be toasty

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