hey guys if you see this at any time lmk if i should fuck around in bandlab or make dav-p fanart

oh, and i'm a sucker for when my synths flutter; i use the same turnaround in all my choruses / god, you're so tired, and yet i keep lying: i use too much autotune and i'm not sorry

she comes in every morning, takes her coffee black; normally i'd say there's nothing wrong with that / but i can see the joy she's desperate to avoid, a light that's peeking out the cracks

🙄 + 😡

(not a care in your mind) do you think of me when i'm out of sight? / (can i stay by your side?) 'cause you're a gentle warmth in the blackest night

oh god, a waking nightmare; i live a life so hollow that i'm not even there / oh god, the light won't save me; oh, i'm a perfect tempered instrument and life is gonna play me

looking for a fuck to give rn

so nervous of accidentally becoming a parasocial fan of my favorite artists that i feel like a creep for liking more than 1 post an hour/day or so sometimes and also when they like a reply or quote post of mine to them like AURGHHHHHHHH im so fucking scared

trans person: im trans society: ok that one gender questioning oomf you try to ignore: hey have you ever heard of meltberry or meltycube

girl you ate

you always have an easy time outside, but i cough and sneeze while your eyes stay dry / oh, why is it such an easy time for you? when the springtime comes and my heart turns blue

🤠 + 🫀

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but i falter on the forethought, i keep on running like a chicken with its head cut off / achromatic twisted aeronaut; a BIRDBRAIN, baby, i don't know when i'm supposed to stop!

the sprawl of the ballroom with the lights down low; i know, you see my eyes aglow / my hand is extended to offer you a dance; by chance, would you welcome my romance?

and i still fight as much as i'm able (held up by a greatsword), but that can't hide all the pain felt / i'm a stalwart soldier, kept warm by a fire; it can burn so gentle (so why is it painful?)

you wanna feel it but it's not quite there; you want the rush of a heart laid bare

🎤 + 😄

wheels slide on pavement, down a road i’ve never known; i dragged a knife upon my everything, and carved the meat to bone / i wanna cut myself to pieces, rend myself with sticks and stone, but if i kill myself tomorrow, i wouldn't h— —ave the chance to know

and if i never come home again, just know i'll be dying for your privilege / i'll keep your family name alive, i will serve my queen with pride

next time we meet it's a school, floating through the air from hall to hall / the sky is inverted and everyone is speaking backwards; you seem to be the only one to understand me

💬 + 🐭

god, the miles are more than i can bear, but i have to try if you'll be there / and the day i land between your arms, darling don't be scared, it ain't that far!

she passes every morning, takes a peek inside, someone she adores reflected in her eyes / maybe she could use some way to break the ice: an order for some waffles, perfect sharing size!

i don't need a love that lasts, and even if our fire burns too fast, i'll keep your tooth as a memento! (i'll paint a pattern on the window!)

oh no, i've been through this mess / anybody with an outlook darker than the black of the night, i'll be with you to help you make it right!

(shiny chariot!) i wonder what it feels like (傷心の女の子!) but your magic keeps me tongue-tied (shiny chariot!) i wonder what it feels like

to be making magic mechanically, the apotheosis of a programmed mind—i'm a convoluted amalgamate; i dance delightful the whole damn night, oh!

and when we fly by night, it sets my soul alight / so take what's left unused, made into something new

you wanna feel it but it's not quite there; you want the rush of a heart laid bare

🤬 + 🍝

(it's the same thing over again...)

this wip is a bsky exclusive, complete with logic pro always doing really interesting things to my guitar plugins

i need to clean and reorganize my room because i got a new bed last week does anyone wanna say something for encouragement or suggest that i make another cup of coffee or something /nf

🍨 + 😃

i don't want a love that rhymes, my heart's been broken for the last damn time

and all the meat will slide off the bone, so nice, you can eat it up, eat it up, eat eat eat eat eat— until you're full of life, its a goddamn vibe, baby, fuck it up, fuck it up, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck—

there's a feeling setting fires in your chest, and though you always shoot then let another ask the rest / maybe you should stop ignoring what you've known for all this time—your stalwart soul is begging you to open wide, set alight

🌄 + 🌾

'cause you've already made it here, so don't you let yourself forget: just keep it simple n' sincere, proclaim your pleasure, pirouette

she came to me in a dream, and said, "let's go to walmart, jamie; you should take a trip to walmart!"

i wonder if i should get a glass of water

hatshoene miku

🩵 + 👠

come and fuck me till the sun burns out, and i rot for— maybe not a single real reason; my blood's already out of season / so unwanted, even by myself, tell me, what the hell? what the hell?

flavor foley reference

Vocaloid song of the day #VSotD is You're coming with us (I watched 5 Freddy 2 today) youtu.be/-IzMaAw-XeI?...

paisley pudge, it's a simple phrase, but it's a title with a lot of weight / my little darling in a hand-built world, an inspiration to a lonely girl

thought that my pride was on the mend before it shattered / i'd like to think that i'd fix it on my own, but that's the matter / 'cause i'd go and throw it all away to save my ego, / and the empty prize is i get to be alone, so what do i know?

evo evo girl im watching your stream why you trying not to laugh bruh that's disrespectful as shit