i want to care abt this election but im genuinely dead by 15/16 (or even 14, this year) by my own hand so i cant care anymore

minecraft....

yum

nivis canon house :P

my chair is stolen

before n after :P

chat im ironed up

nivi part 2

nivi

pumkin drawng

chat it didnt work if anything it hurts more and its spread to my OTHER side

ok im gonna try to sleep now.. i looked at treebark/renchanting for a bit and now my side doesnt hurt AS much so.....

why does eveeything have to be pills im in do much psin but the meds sre in pilld which i CANR takd

i feel so faint when walking wtfreak

i am in so much pain my feet my side my body owie :(

nivi :3

chat my entire rigjt sife of my body hurts like fuck ny sife, my hip, my knee thankfully bnot my snkle i already hsf durgery in thwt

mmmmm riggy cosplay 🤤

finally learned how to use the flashback mod! makes doing a showing of my model alot easier :P

another soar lecture and its so odd to be yelled at without some sort of violence

realize i dont have my discord sent here so! here yawl go

gen think that everything inside is going to boil over at somepoint but lowkey im dead by 16 so idrc

chat i need friends i gen have like none

i think my dad just bet all our money away.

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almost broke down in soar todag bc she was lecturing us and then she called on me and i lowkey thought she was gonna come up and slap me bc it reminded me of my dad so much

i need to stop having nightly breakdowns im going on a personal record here chat

our hot water died chat

im sobbing i love treebark so mich im watching animatics im SOBBING

yall ever look at your future and realize "wow i am SO going to be an alcoholic when im older" bc i SO am??? like omg!!! 😋

i fucking hate writing why am i soing this to myself im actually starting to cry ive written one paragroalh.

my dad pmade ornhe popsilces

how i look looking at my phone to see my ex bf who forced me to get with him (i was 9, he was 13) and was a zoo and proshipper messaged me

neru 💛 (as that one broken miku figure)

the only way i can make myself feel tall

marmalady

doctor a Bit weird but im sure He chill

evil cat

From The Book Of Purrs 🐾🐾

dannos worst nightmare

i hate oil pastels

he's infecting my paper

grandma saying i csnt finish it does NOT mesn i dint like it. it means im currently going through hell on earth but its in my uterus

my names nvani

found my old dolls in my basement. uhm.

idk where my red is so molly is uncolored

so many people posting bout cats though i might as well show you guys my pals

ohmgod. THEYRE PERFECT