i wanna start doing vtuber commissions once im 18 but id feel so bad charging people :(

JUST SAW PEOPLE SAYING EXACTLY WHAT IVE BEEN SAYING ABOUT JAX WORD FOR WORD IM SO HAPPY UGHH

i got a new lucelia pin for my bag its so pretty :D also anyone else opening evil bluesky somehow recently? like you open it up and its all grey and weird

im so out of the loop on everything since im posting less and kinda just interacting with the same few people

oliver tree died?

i might be getting it

so far i have not gotten bronchitis this time (it usually happens when im sick)

QUESTION DONT READ THIS IF YOU HAVENT SEEN MOTHER/ALICE/FATHER WHERE THE FUCK IS ALICES ORIGINAL CORPSE??

in cold grandma soleskiss compares the furniture to the three stooges which was a comedy troupe which i take as her saying "this is fuckin goofy man"

using videos of product characters falling down the stairs as reactions in text

i wish i could get 20 piercings in the span of 3 months (no exaggeration i want 20 more)

i have the sick :( i do not like the sick :(

"haha luluyam performs live on my birthday" "my 18th birthday... fuck... im gonna have to be an adult soon... im gonna pay bills... im gonna get a job... im gonna experience pain..."

oh lovely yuri oh yuri my love...

EJHUYFESDKIUJESJUHDKFCSEJDUH

JHDSUSN;PDSUOFSDT;GUE7IGDDSKJHDFKJ

SHRIEKS LIKE A BANSHEE AND FUCKING DIES

AGHHHHH....

ROLLING AROUND IN MY CAGE GOING FERAL GETTING MY HEAD STUCK BETWEEN THE BARS

WHY MUST YOU TORMENT ME LIKE THIS, WHITE BOY?!

if youve seen it you can probably guess what scene i had this reaction to (i was cosplaying gangle just very poorly this isnt an oc, theater didnt allow masks :/)

watched tadc finale spoiler free opinions: a lot of "wtfs" i laughed very hard several times

my autistic ass practicing facial expressions in the mirror and still managing to fuck them up badly and just look angry constantly

im thinking ill buy some blue foundation... 🤔

i just out loud screamed out of nowhere bc i saw someone with a nikoli pfp on pinterest

not a joke btw some guy literally seized a few feet away from me it was scary

#luluyam #luciferlucifer (BLOOD GUTS AND BONES AND STUFF IDK) cant believe its been over a year since i drew that picture of the silly roach!! pls let other fans see this im so proud of my progress

experimentally took off everything but lineart from my (some of it is the same color as the background) IT ACTUALLY LOOKS COOL AS HELL??

im back i was away for a bit i witnessed a traumatic event today

5 1/2 hours in 🙏 im fixing up all the problematic areas

more blood!! she reminds me of how it feels to roll around in wall insulation

so... in japanese tall and expensive are the same? both things do get the same reaction out of me being tall makes me GAG seeing price tags makes me GAG

happy pride month btw

finishing this redraw feels like trying to finish a bag of protein pretzels

(BLOOD) wip of redrawing that lulu art i made i havent made much progress i just scribble more

turns out i might have been dyslexic my whole life without knowing it

my mom wouldnt let me put a dead wasp in an empty glass bottle with glitter and acetone and shake it around >:( im not torturing animals its already dead 😒

gangle but i added more bows

i discovered product recently and ive been watching while putting together furniture idk if art is acceptable if any of yall like product too let me know (this video was funny to me)

My weird gross mouth noises (talking) warning my steam game took 10 minutes to get from 69-70% downloaded

im finishing my models toggles and some physics ill have the finished model by tomorrow and be ready to actually use it for something uhh... soon

i got to test my model in vtube studio today im pretty happy with it so far as you can see from me trying to stop smiling while using it so you can see the eyes fully open </3 ill finish the model completely tomorrow i think!!

this was how my model looked before i lost EVERYTHING

twelve fucking hours. down the drain. i forgot to save 12 hours of work, my monitor disconnected and i MISTAKENLY like a FOOL reset my pc only to see that it was gone. TWELVE HOURS OF BACK BREAKING LABOR FOR THAT RIG GONE IN AN INSTANT CONFINING ME TO MY LAST SAVE TWELVE HOURS.

im feeling pretty good about my rig so far im not done yet but have gotten a lot done!!

today i finished the body angles and hair physics and breathing tomorrow hopefully ill be just about done i feel like im in home stretch

i added too few strands of hair to the bangs of my model so im fixing that 🙏 hope this doesnt break the rig

i got some progress today on rigging! -head angles -eye directions -blinking and smiling -eyebrows -mouth forms tomorrow im hoping to do ear expressions and hair physics

live2d is highkey a nightmare

my vtuber model has a mouth and i am screaming i always hated rigging mouths