Think I'm gonna take a real long trip, real far away and just vanish

I'm tired of feeling like this. I'm tired of... everything

As far as I'm concerned, I don't have a sister

But yes. It's my fault. I come off the most succcessful period of my career, I make history doing so. It's my fault that no-body wanted to cash in on that momentum that I had; it's my fault the person in charge chose not to put me in a match for a year

No wrestler determines their own bookings. It doesn't matter if I'm dressed in my gear, warming up outside their office every single show, if the person who books the matches doesn't want you in a match, you're not gonna get in a match

When the person who controls what does and does not get on TV decides he doesn't want you on TV, it doesn't matter what marks you make; it doesn't matter how many times you turn up at the buildings or how many videos you send in. You don't get on TV.

I bet he can't fucking wait for @ratedxsupergirl.bsky.social to break my record breaking Evolution Championship reign so that my name never has to be mentioned again; so that the joke of competitor can be forgotten as a footnote in FFW history

I wish members of my family and prospective members of my family would learn what the phrase "Fuck off and forget I exist" means. As a hint to them - it does NOT mean continue to message me and try to talk to me.

Just gonna change my name and drop off the grid

When the only reason I stuck around was my sister....and this is the first I hear about her being some trainers 'special little project' Guess I really can go off and live in privacy now

Good thing about this is that I am absolutely not needed any longer, can further vanish into the shadows and enjoy my privacy

Oh God, I'm just gonna delete my account on here. Cut myself off from everyone

Going back to bed. Feel like I'm gonna die

Think I'm gonna stay in, watch a movie and get very, very, very drunk tonight

This is why I need a man not an immature boy

I'm sure there are people who are ecstatic that we move another month closer to someone more worthy and respectable taking over my record

Think I might get dressed up and go out tonight

Can I just disappear now? Fade away from memory and become a footnote in history?

Congratulations @feliciaffw.bsky.social

Probably some basic white girl thing....did Starbucks release their Pumpkin Spice drinks today?

Another year where I got overlooked

I so need to get laid

That should've been a DQ for grabbing hold of an opponents pugil stick - as the Eternal Bikini Joust Champion I should know #FlicWasRobbed

And I get to have a nice quiet night in watching a movie and ordering take out :)

With @feliciaffw.bsky.social attending both days of #FFWC I have the house to myself for a whole weekend. This is heaven

This might be the only nice thing she's ever said about me

If you ever needed proof that God is a man and a total b....

I try to save humanity. He gets to meet the Pope....

Y'all should leave @feliciaffw.bsky.social alone. She's pretty smart just a little...much at times. Though as her older sister, I reserve the right to be exasperated at her as often as I feel the need too

I doubt this reunion involves me given no-one associated with the company has spoken to me about it

Thank fuck. House to myself for once and I can watch movies with a bottle of wine

Maybe I might go out tonight...

Unfortunately my someone probably lives in a cave without electricity or WiFi in Mongolia...or is the Witness Protection Programme. Or is like 90 and can't remember if he put underwear on this morning

Fuck me I can't even get a couple of pets without her thinking it's all about her

Like a dozen cats and maybe one really confused little terrier type of dog

May adopt this lil cutie and call him Aristo

How many cats do you actually need to be a crazy cat lady? Asking for a friend

I'll just sit in the corner with my joke of a career waiting for @ratedxsupergirl.bsky.social to break my record Evolution reign in another 403 days.....

I got the brains, she got the looks