Lately my executive dysfunction and object permanence have gotten worse… I just want to get things done and over with, but getting started is more difficult than ever, and I forget about basic things when I don’t see them. Why am I like this?

Still thinking about the time when my fundie youth pastor/cult leader decided that a B horror movie about giant spiders eating people was a better movie for us church kids to watch than Spirited Away, because Spirited Away contained “heavy elements of Eastern religions” which was unchristian.

Wasn’t planning on spending my birthday night explaining to my mom who needs SNAP and why.

I’m officially in my mid 30s!

I visited Pop Mart at the mall last night because I have a friend who likes Labubus, I did not expect to see Optimus Prime there.

Heading home today. I hope I won’t have trouble navigating the airport like I did upon arrival on Friday.

TFcon has been a success! I couldn’t buy too many things due to limited luggage space, but I got what I wanted! A handmade Soundwave bag by @mylaxan.bsky.social and @caseywcoller.bsky.social’s new book.

Flight to Chicago is delayed. I hope I won’t be too hungry when I land…

I wish I was more motivated to just… do things. I still need to get my studio set up, it has been a mess since the flooring and repaint were finished, but on my days off from work I just want to melt into my blankets. I’m already on 4 antidepressants so I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

The upside of getting fat is that I haven’t been hit on in a while. But I guess I’ll find out about the downsides when I see my doctor this week… I’m gonna have to lose the weight either way. Oh joy.

Aw bummers, my health insurance is gonna stop covering my PCP’s network… guess I’ll have to shop for a new insurance company. Man this sucks.

TFcon Chicago ticket acquired!

Plurk is a great social media platform, y’all.

These days sometimes I wonder what my former fake friend now thinks about the current state of affairs (especially regarding LGBTQ, POC and women’s rights), but then I remember that rich white Christian Americans like them don’t care about other people’s suffering.

Not Ghost announcing another tour so soon- Aaaahhh I wanna go again so bad but I’ll probably have to go alone 😭

Only one month until TFcon… aaahh I’m anxious and excited.

I should rewatch Devilman OVAs sometime.

Ah yes I remember the 21st of September. On this day 26 years ago I survived a massive earthquake that killed 2415 people and toppled tens of thousands of buildings. I remember the widespread destruction. I remember the criminals lawsuits over shoddy construction that followed. Yes I remember.

I hope Nepal’s new government closes Mt. Everest for good. The place doesn’t need any more pollution.

Elon sharing the name of 66 random not-famous people to his many millions of followers because this person said they said things she didn’t like about Charlie Kirk. I erased the names and employers from the screenshot but you can see their jobs. Nurses, teachers etc.

I think I should listen to more DragonForce.

Mecha Hitler said a few unsavory things about Jews, women, minorities, and called for the subjugation of anyone who wasn’t a straight white Christian man, but it’s important to remember he argued with civility.

Congrats to Brazil! 🇧🇷

I’m so thankful that ChatGPT wasn’t available when I was a teen. I would’ve become more insane and unstable if there was a free machine that fed my delusions to no end.

Next week will be the 4th anniversary of my young cousin’s tragic accident, and I’m finally going to take the memorial hike myself. We weren’t close because of age gap, but he was family, and I really should have done this sooner. Rest in peace, kid, you’re still missed.

Yippee yay I’m going to TFcon Chicago!

Crazy that today I disposed of a case of canned cat food at work because one can was open and rotting and infested with still living maggots… insane that the fulfillment center would send out damaged goods like this. There’s no way flies could’ve gotten in the box after it was taped shut.

Some $2000 later, I got my car back. I should start saving up for a new car… it’s gonna take at least two years. Being an adult is fun. 😩

Aaand my car repairs are eating my money. Looove being an adult. 🥲

Ghost was AWESOME.

Hello 😀 My commission list for #TFNation is now open. If interested, please email. Looking forward to be back in the UK.

One of my favorite commissions I did for @tfcon.bsky.social Toronto. I always enjoy when I get non transformer or non mechanical commission requests. This time it's the new version of Pinhead from the recent Hellraiser movie. Enjoy #hellraiser #pinhead #commission

She is so tiny!

After 10 hours on the road, I’m finally home from Canada! So tired.

I survived the QEW 🫠

TFcon road trip tomorrow!

Watching the new Pet Sematary. Gosh I do not like Rachel, not one bit.

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I dreamed that Repugnant opened for Ghost, but only played one song because Tobbe couldn’t tire himself out before the main show.

All ordered furniture has finally arrived! Gah I’m so tired. There’s still so much to do… being an adult is fun. 🤪

Choose Your Fighter! - Satanic Pope Edition #thebandghost #papaemeritus

Frater & V #thebandghost #fraterimperator #papavperpetua

2 & 3 #thebandghost #papaemeritus

Cardinal & 4 #thebandghost #cardinalcopia #papaemeritus

Felt like doing a Papa lineup (+ the 3 Copia variations). Here's 0 & 1, will post the rest of the dudes in the coming days~ #thebandghost #papaemeritus

I’m going to see them circus boys again on Nov 26!! ❤️🎪🖤

Papa V Perpetua my beloved #thebandghost #papavperpetua

"Fucking V" #thebandghost #papavperpetua

Yay my turntable is set up after so many weeks of waiting, I finally get to listen to the vinyls I’ve been collecting since 2 years ago. 🎶🎵