I need to put this out somewhere before I lose my mind but the gynecologist I saw today, that I told I couldn't have an mri due to my defibrillator/pacer, googled it and used the AI summary to tell me I might still be able to at certain frequencies.

I was referred to this gynecologist half a year ago because of severe pelvic pain by a doctor that did my exam because she was concerned. Only to show up, have periods explained to me like I'm fucking 12 and not 38.

Out of all my appointments, today is the one I've been dreading the most. A year wait for a specialist.

Rip to everyone who parked in the osu garages tonight. Could not be me.

Dropout time ;v;

Hearing my older sister cry because I sound like my dad and apparently tell stories the same way he always did has both made me happy and ruined my night. Also, being reminded that it's been 7 years caused me spiral a bit ngl

The Dragon Age Veilguard buttons are now available in my shop :'> There are sets for the previous games as well! www.etsy.com/listing/4486...

The Dragon Age Veilguard buttons are now available in my shop :'> There are sets for the previous games as well! www.etsy.com/listing/4486...

Cricket is helping me take merch pictures of the new Veilguard buttons

I love the paper I use for my buttons because it's matte and allows for vibrant dark colors but details do still get lost when it comes to small prints.

I do like that I'm known as the dragon age table at any convention I attend within the tri-state area. It's more than half of my merch and I tend to have one new DA item at every con.

Actually a little relieved we (finally) got rejected by TsukiCon because boy howdy do they not respond to messages. At all. Discord, maybe, but I'm not interested in joining convention servers?? Nor do they have their table prices listed anywhere.

Indy PopCon is next month and I'm not gonna be 100% healthwise but I'm gonna make the best of it. Stand when I can and generally try to relieve the pressure in my stomach. So I might not be a chatty as previous years.

Witch Hat is hands down the prettiest anime I think I've ever watched. The manga is gorgeous so I guess I shouldn't be too surprised but it still exceeded my expectations.

I find myself wondering if I'll ever be able to play DAtV, maybe years down the line, and love it without the overwhelming disappointment painting the entire experience.

Trying so hard to make a thing so I don't have I beg for money again, knowing my heart isn't in it at all and it shows in the designs.

Found nothing with the endoscopy. Nothing out of the ordinary with bloodwork outside of being severely anemic again. But I didn't feel any better, often times worse actually, while taking iron supplements to improve the levels.

A recent development in the dragon age sessions is the group unanimously deciding Lily is the face and leader of the group and her freaking out over it.

Reading attempt #1 because it's been a struggle the last handful of years to get into a story. I'm enjoying it so far though.

A guy just wants to play dnd :')

Emergency trip to Dayton

Baby update

Also, stickers and prints are once again stuck in pre-transit limbo. I even increased the price of the shipping, to be safe. I have no idea what's going on anymore.

Several biopsies today, one of which was for suspected gerd. Which means I was right about my health again 🫠

The print I'd really love to make before PopCon Indy but know I probably won't have the energy or health to see through right now

Just a couple more days until the endoscopy and hopefully answers as to why I can't sit anymore without feeling like something is twisted or obstructing my ability to breathe. The gnawing hunger is there for sure but I can manage that.

Still delighted that Fushigi Yuugi and Yu Yu Hakusho have the same composer. Fantastic soundtracks btw. Anyway, I thought I was losing it rewatching YYH last year because I associate a lot of their shared sound effects with FY.

I'm attempting to art before it feels like my stomach is cut off and I can't breathe. Anyway, drawing my childhood crush for a nostalgia print for popcon indy

Going through my dad's trinket box. I forgot he and his twin had a business card. And that belt buckle is from '83, a good few years before he met my mom.

Forever hoping that Fushigi Yûgi gets a remake in the wake of all of the old shojo being rebooted :')

So the orange creamsicle comes with a whole creamsicle, which is admittedly less tasty than the shake itself.

I keep telling myself that my endoscopy is next week and that I'm bound to get some answers from it because I don't wanna cave and go to the er for how much pain I'm in

To be clear, Trump is bad for comics creators and any independent creators who ship packages to customers. He screwed up postal rates in his first term, too, making it much more expensive to ship overseas.

Another flare up where I can't eat 🫠

Having all of my labwork from January redone, to compare but also because I didn'tfeel this sick at the start. Asked for a full thyroid panel since they didn't do that before??

I turn into a red, hivey mess in the sun now. Summer was already miserable enough with how sick I get with the heat :')

The girls crave turkey sandwich

I wanna draw girls kissing but I'm so tired and my eyes are messed up :'))))))

Babies

Me standing in the giant eagle self checkout area, wearing my howdy partner I'm overstimulated shirt, looking like I wanna crawl out of my skin and/or rip the device clean out

I feel kinda bad for the doctor that's going to see me on Tuesday because I'm at my limit. I'm not interested in hearing that what's going on with my eyes is eczema. I have it but this feels and looks different. The same way the thyroid tumor and fatigue wasn't seasonal depression and anxiety.

I look like a panda with how purple and red the skin around my eyes is :')

I ha e an appointment just about every other day the first couple weeks of April :')

Discovered that I'm related to Daniel Boone on my dad's side. There's a connection to Roanoke, because of course. A good chunk of my paternal ancestors come from England, Germany, and France.

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I wish I could feel safe living in Kentucky. I miss it more and more each year. I miss the people and the mountains I grew up around. No metro or big city's pride has ever felt as genuine as those back home.

Sinners was fantastic. Loved it. Wasn't expecting it to hit me in the heart with a weird, aching nostalgia from the jump and have me missing Kentunky.

IT'S FUCKING SNOWING AGAIN