Rush wip I never finished probably never will

This didnt turn out the way I wanted but whateverrr

I think if kai ever got in a relationship he'd be the biggest glazer of his partner ever like he'd hype up even the most mundane things in the world

I want a formling self insert but their animal forms are usually tied to their personality and I kind of have a disorder that completely messes that up for me so like whateverrr

I want to figure out how to draw more gore stuff without it looking really corny

You can tell my parents genuinely think they deserve to live

Rahh

Super beta design BUT let me cook

Lowkey im also considering making a black wolf formling because I do not like tyler that much I really want a better ninjago version of my fursona

Im debating on if im going to make him another self insert because im lowkey too attached to graves now like he missed his shot

Bitches will simp for morro but the second they meet a real npder suddenly its not so fun anymore 😒

Yahooo

I want to draw gore but I don't have the same spirit I had when I was like 12 so this is the best I can think of

What couldve been

Chat how /srs am I allowed to get on here

Maybe when my fursuit gets here ill replace graves or make his animal a tiger or make a new oc or something i love love love formlings but I want to be able to have my own to cosplay as do u get what I mean

I drew my oc actually

Updating my ocs toyhouse profiles with their information and lore but im debating how /srs i want to get with it on rush's

Beach

Doodle from a bit ago

I might do the rest of the ninjas im having fun

Its time to bird up /ref

I was going to do toxic oc yaoi but the poses werent posing so I did this instead

I had a dream I was graves where I was flying around the crossroads after the merge and some lady got scared and hit me with a brick

Id say rush is actually the oc most personal to me its just that I dont draw much angst of him because all his relationships revolve around my friend's ocs and using them to represent people in my life doesnt sit right with me spiritually

Warmup from last night Fun little tangent is that I think alive rush would look relatively similar to graves. Both of them are more literal representations of myself than normal ocs so theyre both designed to look vaguely like me

The letter limit sucks booo

My therapist said using this account for rambling about my thoughts could be useful since I get weird amnesia and have a hard time recalling anything if Im not thinking/feeling it in the moment so I'll probably be posting about stuff like that here

Yall think formlings have ever had issues with rabies outbreaks or like

Giving graves fangs even though he's a bird because I said so