i think i have to go to the store and buy a shitty chewy cut of steak so i can cook it and then rip it apart

like it's one thing having ocs to pair with each other cuz it's like at that point ur just writing/drawing ur own romance novel. having an oc that you yourself want to drill into a wall and is a cc is embarrassing because it's like okay, well, that's my imaginary girlfriend now. walks into ocean

blood in my mouth please pleawe Please ppease please (on my hands and knees and shaking)

the way people talk about fat bodies is so strange sometimes like it's so normalized to just body shame ppl in public as a conversation topic. n then if you're like well honestly i think fat bodies are cute ppl are like oohh you're a fetishist/chaser like hello??

i love my friend who called me on the phone bc i have discord notifs off to tell me his ideal dick measurements for eden and also i need to make his nuts fatter

like to torment him more

i forgot to give damares bush it's fucking over

crawls into bed

peels him

repeatedly drawing ie and not being able to decide whether to give him boobs or a flatter chest with surgery scars so i just like flip a coin every time

whoever said that having sex on ur period makes ur cramps better needs to die because they just got 2749844 times worse im about to throw up

honest to god i'd get top surgery if it wasn't for the fact that i can get insaaaaane cleavage going that makes ppl stupid. like anime girl "wehere the fuck are her nipples" type of shit but mine aren't missing they're just dowsing for dante's circles # hag # saggy

the thing about ie is that i literally dont care about him until im on my period... like i dont think about him at all otherwise?? i literally have ocs to maim and im like mmm noooo i need my Special chew toy

literally stood in front of my closed door for like probably 3 minutes frozen in place cuz i was thinking about drowning ie in a lake like. hello

i really missed my soft brush and also using that brown i used to always use... i keep coming back to that combo no matter what i try in csp. csp is like a wire mother to me and sai is a cloth mother

im an ie rainforest pussy truther

ummm uhhh

silly

me wondering why all i wanna do is rot in bed thinking about giving ie the strap and gaslighting him that he's gonna get strap pregnant vs my period starting the literal second i get off work. everything has an explanation

since moros is bigender i really really really wanna do something with her and damares based on smth that happened to me irl years ago with someone who was bigender where i said "good girl" and he said "sorry about killing the vibes but i'm feeling guyish rn" and i was like "oh, sorry. good boy"

in call at 3 am with a friend cuz we both can't sleep 👍

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!!!!!!!!!

idkkkk

*sniffs* the other part of this that i was too embarrassed to post lol

played elden ring for the first time in a while and when you parry something to death or ground crit and they die on the floor i love the final little shaky reach up before they actually die. moe ass death

ughhh knight pussyyyyyy

i know my period is gonna happen soon cuz every time... every single time... im like yuppp time to be super annoying about wanting to be a butch's velcro plushie

i love eden but i love even more that my friend is so intensely taken with him that it makes him send me things like this

my stupids ....okay? okay

wrong account before but.......... this is what i have to do to everything so tumblr doesn't nuke me into orbit...................................

eden can be anything ur heart desires... to my friend he is just a plain twink, to me he's nonbinary and probably went on estrogen for like 6 months and went "cool, exactly what i wanted." eden is for everyoen

I DONT KNOW HOW TO DRAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONT LOOK AT ME!!!!!!!!!!!

friend cashed in his salmon skin roll tab and asked for a page of eden sketches

half of this thing

ok ....WHATEVER

this is gonna go hard in 7 years

realized after saying i was having a mh crisis i should probably clarify i'm Fine. staying away from bsky rn because of the everything... im like a little fucked in the head (obviously??) so i kinda want to stay away from the current discussion topic so i dont go postal

not nsfw but i cant be fudked to change to my main .anyway im in the middle of a mental health crisis and my friend accidentally sent a picture of guy and iw as like whos that hes such a pretty guy and my friend goes. kris thats tupac. and i burst into tears again

i need to be put down like a rabid animal i'm too embarrassed to post what i just drew. literally slop for me and nobody else on planet earth. i feel like this rn

checking my cycle tracker and it's like "you probably ovulated 2 days ago ☺️💕" I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I'M AWARE

screams cuz i'm in class and i can't pay attention cuz all i can think of is getting my face sat on HEEEELPPP!!!!!!

this shitt is going to take forever cuz i get like 15 mins of drawing time before bed every day i hateeeee college

had an extremely embarrassing dream but i found a tiny bk on the floor and dunked it in water and it grew large zack's alligator style and i got finger blasted so hard my friends tried to break my door down cuz i sounded like i was getting murdered

*taps mic* draw big boobs saggy and with areolas tht aren't tiny and pink. my final message. goodnihgt

my bugs

im pogginh at the stabbed hands really hard

full ver. 😌 #biker #fem!oc