With Xenosaga Episode 1 now finished on stream, we're taking a jump over to Grandia 2 before we start Xenosaga Episode 2. Grandia 2 comes highly recommended by my best friend, so I'm looking forward to starting it this Friday! I'll be playing through the HD Remaster version, specifically.

With my first ever playthrough of Xenosaga Episode 1 complete, I'm writing the script for a retrospective video, and I'm realising 2 things as I go; 1) I absolutely love this game! 2) The plot of Episode 1 is an absolute fever dream! I cannot wait to play the second game!!

The veggie train I did for the Christmas Dinner starter turned out pretty good!

So happy with my Miorine statue and Lancelot gunpla that my mum got my for Christmas!

Merry Christmas to everyone ❤️

Tonight was the last stream before my Christmas break, and we actually finished Xenosaga Episode 1!!

My Koudelka strategy guide and art book arrived from Japan and OMG it's so beautiful!!

Well, according to the data in my Favourite Games spreadsheet (because yes, I'm that sad...) it is official - my top 5 favourite video games series are: - Shadow Hearts - Final Fantasy - Drake/NieR - Chrono - Lunar

I have made friends with the legend.

Sorry for the lack of stream yesterday and tonight. It's been a weekend...

I now have the Japanese collector's edition of Shadow Hearts 2, one of my favourite games, from my all time favourite series!!!

Been really enjoying revisiting the Pioneer 2 and Ragol in the original Phantasy Star Online recently!

I've been accepted into the Twitch Vtubers Creator Club!

Hoping we can maybe reach the penultimate area in Xenosaga Episode 1 later today!

Yay, it arrived! I now officially own every Dot Hack game!!

What do you mean the guitarist from both a childhood band (RATM) and one of my favourite bands ever (Audioslave) made a song for FFXIV? WHAT DO YOU MEAN???

it's been one year since Club CRT opened its doors, so we're celebrating with a raid train next week!! 5 days straight of Celebrating Retro Together with our club members, kicking off next Tuesday at 10AM EST on our club channel 🚂 🎉 check out the schedule here 🔗 horaro.org/clubcrt/2025...

One thing that I find oddly fun to do is keep my spreadsheet of "Favourite Games" up to do as I play through more games over time. Koudelka remains number 1, but recent additions to the top 20 include Omori and Xenosaga Episode 1, which jumped to position 9 and 15 respectively.

Considering the fact that I've had to cancel numerous streams throughout 2025 due to IRL stuff, I am so overly thankful for the support that everyone has shown. Here's to pushing forward!!

I may have decided to treat myself for Christmas, and order the Collector's Edition of one of my favourite games ever... I cannot wait for this to actually arrive!

I still adore my Rinoa glam in FFXIV

From what I can tell, I've probably only got 3 to 4 more streams of Xenosaga Episode 1 left (unless things go horribly wrong). So... Here are the next 8 games lined up for me to play on stream!

Just wanted to say a huge thank you to everyone who has checked out my streams, clips and vods. Being 25 subscribers away from 1000 on Youtube AND 25 followers away from 3000 on Twitch is crazy!! 🥰

If you see this, QTP with an anime that has an awesome theme song 🎶

I really want to find more mecha-focused turn based RPGs...

Whilst I haven't finished it yet, I can already tell that Xenosaga Episode 1 is going to make me adjust the top 20 portion of my "Top 100 Games" list...

After getting destroyed by a boss fight in Xenosaga Episode 1 last night, we're going back in to try again tonight... Will we make it through? Let's find out!! Live now at www.twitch.tv/ilixxievt

I always bang on about Koudelka/Shadow Hearts... but another JRPG series I highly recommend has to be Wild ARMS

After running BA in FF14 with friends for their first time last night, I was a bit too tired to stream a game, so we built Suletta instead. Therefore, I give you The Witch and The Bride! Tonight, we will be back to playing Xenosaga Episode 1!

After building the Figure Rise Miorine on stream on Saturday, I have now ordered the Figure Rise Suletta because... I mean, I have to make sure they're together, right?

We had a little bit of a different stream today because I was feeling worn out from over stimulation. We built Miorine, and I'm so happy with her!

Look what arrived today!!

Hi there! I'm Alexis, a cybernetic vampire Vtuber who loves to stream RPGs and Mecha games! From retro to modern, join me as I play my way through a tonne of fantastic stories whilst trying not to get distracted by my Au-DHD...

Over the last couple of weeks, I have been accepted into both the Dragon Clan and ClubCRT stream teams and I am so honoured!

I was wondering when I'll "may" to verify my age on Twitch xD

8 things that live rent free in my brain! What about you?

I am intrigued...

How to know I'm successfully presenting as femme online? Today, I got an unsolicited dick pick with the message "do you like what you see?" My reply? "Sorry, I can't see anything there?" xD

Unfortunately, I'm going to have to cancel stream tonight as I'm still under the weather and I don't think me breathing heavily into the mic for 3 hours through a blocked nose would nice for anyone... lol

I do hate how, when you have a cold, simple things become more difficult... I HAVE STUFF TO DO!!! T_T

3 words to describe my experience of Xenosaga Episode 1 so far, that are simultaneously both accurate and inaccurate: Drilling, voyeurism and penetration 🤣

I did not expect to see @chiitan.love like my post! 😮

My streaming journey has been interesting ... > Start as PG streamer 16BitDad streaming Retro > Drop the PG > Change to DadTV streaming FFXIV > Change to IlixxieGames streaming Unreal Engine > Go back to FFXIV > Become a Vtuber & change to IlixxieVT > Switch back to Retro

So... I may have had a few upgrades over the last couple days...

This is a friendly (and definitely not 100% biased) reminder to you all that, if you haven't played Koudelka on PS1, DO IT!!

Mentally, I want to there right now...

In my own time, off stream, I have now started Xenoblade Chronicles on the Switch. I'm only just getting started, but I have to say, I really like the combat system so far, the game is beautiful, and I cannot wait to explore this world more!

I'm still very much learning Warudo, but being able to make different camera angles for the chatting scene on stream is so cool! And I have some amusing ideas for other camera related stuff haha

It's safe to say that I am loving Xenosaga Episode 1 so far!! Here's a brief summary as to why this game has really pulled me in:

Did you know that you can watch my entire #FinalFantasy X No Sphere Grid playthrough on YouTube now? Check out the playlist here: youtube.com/playlist?lis...