wow i haven't been here in so long

the way ava has constantly been there to see deborah at her most vulnerable and still able to make her genuinely crack up in all of those times. if that's not love then i don't know what it is 😭

this genre of gays and bathrooms hmm.....

i'm on ep 5 and my babies are still fighting. ugh can they kiss already or sumn?!

THEY'RE KILLING MEEEEEE

HACKS HIVE IM LATE TO THE PARTY BUT IM HERE NOW 😭

haven’t been here for a hot minute sorry this lesbian was trying to get her head out of a limerence 😭

6 days late but thanks for all your lovely greetings 🥺💖

i turned 27 today 🤍

happy birthday to me indeed because i have a nina content today and will be watching “the other place” in 6 days! 🥹🤍

OH SO WE WILL NOT SURVIVE THIS NEW SEASON ALIVE

I don’t care Demi Moore should’ve won

I think I might just start an Oscar hate campaign because wtf are these results?

QUEEN DEMI MOORE ROBBED?!??

not this woman giving me short videos of their train station she’s so cute pls 😭😭😭

not gatekeeping the views from today’s 10k walk

today was my longest walk 🥹

giggling to myself like an idiot remembering how she folded and blushed last night when i told her she’s beautiful 🙃

started walking consistently last week and today i reached my longest walk 6.9km in an hour and 20mins 🥹

We talked for 2 hours and she had such a cute energy today 😭 constantly fixing her hair THEN saying she doesn’t like that she had to keep telling her husband to do house work. Why did I reply, “I can do the cooking and cleaning for you.” and “I will cook for you and you don’t have to ask me.” IJBOL

SHE CALLED ME PERFECT LAST NIGHT SHUT UP *dinosaur noises*

I was on a call w/ this woman again and in the middle of it she was trying to remove an eyelash that got stuck and why did I immediately, without thinking, gestured to the camera as if I’m removing it for her with “lemme do it for you” so smoothly and casually too 🙃 another ep of me being lesbian af

uhm okay it’s a good hair day i guess

this woman has initiated to call twice now despite her being afraid of speaking english because she’s not fluent. and the way she gets flustered makes me 🫠… I made her laugh for like an hour and she says her cheek muscles hurt 😭 I know it’s just platonic but lord give me strength?!

THE SCREAM THAT CAME OUT OF MY BODY OH MY GOD MY LETTER HAS BEEN DELIVERED TO THE AGENCY!!! 😭

I hope older women know that their stretch marks are hot, that their body hair is beautiful, that their scars are sexy, that their natural body is to be adored! Like, there’s an army of baby lesbians who would go feral for you, woman! This manufactured beauty that patriarchy promotes is so bs

not me listening to metallica because this woman listens to them 🙃 down bad who???

the rice fields look so pretty on my walk today 🌾😌

help you gays!!! we're not catching feelings for married middle-aged women in this house 😭 because why does my penpal leave me good morning messages now?!

i have a very unaffectionate cat. it’s a hard life out here.

you know what’s sexy? discovery. you want to know me? unravel me slowly. there is comfort in the fact that we can never truly fully “know” everything about someone makes space for constant intimacy and discovery.

my older woman penpal just used the “🥺” emoji and i’m here fighting the urge not to say BABYGIRL

man i sound so lame talking to middle-aged women why do i always get flustered despite being confident in speaking and carrying myself 😭

@shura.gg OBSESSED and can't stop listening! can't wait for the album release. I feel it in my bones this is def worth the wait 😭 open.spotify.com/track/6jmobi...

had an adorable interaction with a middle-aged woman at the post office today. she said it was her first time encountering a fan mail being sent. told her it was my first time sending a fan mail myself! she was amused and said i didn’t look like my age at all 😅

good morning. just saw an avadeb tiktok edit to hozier’s do i wanna know? 🙃

i might have went a little overboard… but i’m just a girl 🥹 i hope she likes it and not think of me as a total weirdo lol

oh don't mind me i'm just spiraling into another all-consuming pain :D

so tempted to have this hairstyle back...

joint slay babyyy!!!!

who am i without my consuming melancholy and nostalgia? cried for a bit then took a nap. now i’m gonna shower and have a ramen and movie friday night with a friend. i’m slowly learning that both sides of the spectrum can exist.

adrianne lenker can you be my wife 💍🧎‍♀️

mubi’s 2 dollar offer for 3 months is so tempting 🤔

waking up today to lady gaga’s abracadabra. my soul ascended and i feel like i can conquer everything

i think this just confirms that i’m very gay and a very dedicated fan because who handwrites their fan letters like i do?

being inactive here means i’m engaging more with my life or i’m either resting from it all 😅

huge day for gay people (me)

finally started Screw where Nina plays a senior prison officer

KE phenomenon research, part 1