Be time to feed the dog soon and get her out for a pee.

I do want a slush puppy or ice blast but I don't think my stomach could handle one now 😔

I really hope your Tuesday goes well for you.

These viking women singers on utube are so sexy.

I found my eye drops but I dont think I should use them as they may be out of date now.

Pain in the back of my right leg it's like a stabbing pain 😔

I like the viking songs on utube.

It's raining here now 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿🇬🇧

Been watching utube.

4am No sleep for me tonight.

Oh well I'm off to watch the saint hope it's good tonight TTFN 😃 👋🏼

I don't know why but I feel today's date is important. Nothing to do with me tho must just be something from my past memory that I can't recall now.

I hope the ending to tip toe won't be to graffic give idiots ideas.

I wonder 🤔 where in the world my friends son is now. He was in Australia 🦘 working. My neighbours daughter is there too I think.

I wonder what time eve will be here today. She shocked me I thought she was off work from yesterday for a week.

Got my Def leppard t shirt on bought it in Amazon years ago. They have some good clothes on there they last ages fair play.

I remember one summer when I was much younger and not on my meds I used baby oil out in the sun ☀️ I remember I burnt the back of my neck that's all oh and the tip of my nose.

I need some hand cream my hands feel like sand paper. Have you seen how much some women spend on day and night creams and make up it's crazy.

Would you ever deny who you really are if your life depended on it?

Do they have pride all over the world 🌎 in June 🏳️‍🌈?

My friend told me tonight she wants a cardboard coffin so her grandchildren or great grandchildren can draw on it. I didn't know what to say.

The wildness of my garden hasn't started yet. My friends husband did such a good job last year of sorting it out for me but I did get wasps. Hopefully no wild garden this year no wasps.

That bloody moth was here again today and I swear I'm going to end his days as he keeps flying near my face.

Watching Kenny Everett now. I wonder how many series he had on TV cause series 10 I think he said finished Saturday night.

I got to do that bloody washing and at the moment I so don't want to do it.

Oranges 🍊 are not the only fruit. I only found out that the girl in that died and she was in four weddings and a funeral.

I love that song the power of love sung by Frankie goes to Hollywood.

I put money on the gas and electric yesterday £50 each 😱 I can tell the bills have gone up.

My friends friend died in may funeral isn't till 17th June. Crematorium is so busy and the lady wanted a certain casket.

I hope George changes his ways in EastEnders that poor baby. I keep saying I won't watch it anymore it's so bloody miserable but it keeps pulling me back in.

I've forgotten what a good meal tastes like.

So quiet in the street it's like everyone else has gone away and only I'm left here.

Been having cuddles with holly. She has gone back to bed now. Wonder what room she will sleep in tonight.

Not tired yet may watch the saint.

12.02am Well that movie was odd but I enjoyed it.

Night night all Sweet dreams 💤💤💤💤💤

How many young people still commit suicide because they are not accepted for who they are. Love is for everyone ISNT IT?

Can't remember the name of the first gay bar I went to in Cardiff.

Swansea gay nightclub wasn't to my taste only went there once.

The music in gay clubs were very good. I used to enjoy the music.

I am not 100% comfortable with myself only cause I will never see in the mirror 🪞 who I see in my mind as me.

Nearest gay bars to me growing up was in Swansea then I went clubbing in Cardiff.

Quorn food VILE 🤢

I think these clubs now get underage people in them. I'm glad I don't go clubbing anymore I wonder how many men and women think they are sleeping with someone old enough but are not.

I think about my mate who could never tell his parents he was gay. Truth is they would have to be blind not to notice.

Lesbians have it so easy. No one bats a eyelid them walking down the street hand in hand but two men oh that's different. Are gay men in 2026 really free to be themselves I don't know.

So tip toe finishes tomorrow night. I'm glad I'm awake and I didn't miss it tonight.

I need the love of a good woman to change my life around and it would be great if she could cook.

I think I had 20 minutes when I was totally sin free according to the pastors of that cult I was in.

What if there is a heaven and we have all been sinners. I've been told for years I'm going to hell.