When Mom passed, last August, I found myself dreaming of her often. Im a lucid and vivid dreamer but my dreams were always struck with a reality that said "you're gone, you aren't suppose to be here" and it made it hard to just enjoy seeing her. For a time I was able to dream and see her not as a-

Tried the color thingy

I already struggle to get out of bed every day, and then there's my boy nuzzled up against my leg..

My struggle with finishing this pin. I keep fiddling with the face, ESPECIALLY as I started trying to do the tabby patterns (mostly becomes an issue because of symmetry of the stripes on the forehead to the eyes) Kept tweaking the eyes and such.

I started to make a document to list some alternatives for Discord that I’ll keep updating. It’s not necesserily to invite everyone to jump out but it’s good to know that they exist. write.ellipsus.com/edit/5c78554... Keep bothering Discord and inform yourselves.

Havent shared anything in awhile so just sharing an old WIP from winter 2024, which never got completed, of a sheep character drinking a hot beverage.

Haven't had the energy to draw new things so im tempted to take my older sketches and just do some linear of simple coloring idk..

Quote with your horn art! All #Warcraft icons but I love horns 💜

#criticalrole On the subject of Calebs past: I feel kinda pathetic that its isnt until Frumpkin is clawing and meowing in the burning building that I fucking started bawling. I'm so weak to cats and animals dying. Somehow the fiction of the human beings hits me less than the fiction of animals..

Watching Hazbin and I can NOT get over how Alastor uses his friggin LEGS to talk like his arms (listening to those CRACKS)

Im sick and miserable buuut MIGHTY NEIN EPISODES YAAAY!

Dispatch is a GREAT GAME! LOVE the characters and the dialogue and animation! Its all so good!

*Gushing* Omfg S2E6 of Hazbin is so good. So many good songs and part. The Vag/Charlie song so good

Uuuuugh had to replace my phone and that means doing a lot of relogging into apps and doing anything basic data transfer didnt do. My webtoons was logged in through a deactivated X account so I couldn't log in. And support says its lost forever. Its gonna take forever to subscribe to old comics

Been working on this pin for awhile and it was SUPPOSE to be ready for this mid month but I know it wont make it because I raelly struggled with adjusting the face structure with the closed eyes. I had to reteach myself, especially since this one has tabby patterns so the structure is important.

hello bringing over my chibi #commissions over here too, if you guys want me to draw your blorbos then feel free to dm me :D (payment is done through paypal invoice only!)

#hazbinhotelspoilers OMG Pentious human is cute

My new #coffee #cat pin art is done! The Con Pawna I was conflicted about the cup color but I looked at how I decided the others and it always seemed to be about matching colors with the cats eyes or theme. Since I chose amber eyes, I kept the cup a soft reddish brown.

I am attempting to do Gen2 starters for the next charms (then Gen2 Legendaries) but OMG I struggle with Totodile. I've sketched it a few times and I THINK I'm almost there but it feels off. It's hard cause it needs to be chibi style. I think maybe the head is too wide?

Was sketching #theamazingdigitalcircus characters to try and plan some stickers. Not sketched them before so its a bit challenging. #digitalcircus #pomni #jax #ragatha #gangle #zooble #kinger #caine

I have an urge to add #digitalcircus stickers to my artist alley table in mid October..But CAN I DO IT IN TIME? hmmm

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This show was SO. GOOD. And it breaks my heart that it never continued. I was so upset.

Please be warned about scammers, people. I assume this poor persons account was hacked. I was already wary of it but then I found the EXACT first sentence in someone elses instance of their mutual being hacked so there ya go-

Went back to one of my #WoW headshots that I both finished and DIDN'T finish because I found that something seemed off. Like the skin color was too orange? I tried to color match the WoW model and it always felt off. I tried touching it up as well as modified line color and shading.

I did this YEARS ago (file says 2017 so I guess thats when I did it?) And I can finally share it. It's pretty old now but I always wanted to show it off because it was one of my few complete #WoW arts. It was for a friend of mine. I'd love to revise it some time with a better Mucha inspired BG.

HEADSHOT COMMISIONS OPEN! I wish to save money up for a tattoo dedicated towards me mom, so I am opening #artcommissions for headshots. Typically I do these for #WoW #warcraft characters but anything is fine. It would be 50 to 70 CAD depending (Difficulty like horns add cost). You can DM me here.

It's only been a couple days since Mom died..but I keep breaking down at random times. Everything feels like it's not real and then ALL TOO REAL suddenly. I can't believe she's gone. Over and over. Mom..

I'm conflicted.. There is a part of me that wants to draw something to express the grief over my mothers death-...but I don't know if I can. I've always been slow in my art. I don't know if I have the energy to do it.

My mom has been fighting cancer for 3 years and we are finally at the end of all this... She's at the end of her life. The toxins of her tumor nearly killed her again and now they won't treat her after so many set backs. The treatment is too much on her body. It's time to let her go.. I'm broken.

So...my mom has been fighting cancer for 2.5+ years and unfortunately it's been declared terminal and incurable after radiation, chemo and surgery to remove it. Recently had an infection complication that almost took her from us. Her remaining time is unclear but we're sorting out end of life care

A sketch for the Con Pawna pin. I actually really like it right now but I'm sure I'll find flaws later.. #cat

Having to think about some of these, as I'm in my late 30s and it occurs to me some OCs from middle school/high school cause some of these to fill. I think theres one character from middle school I can classify as a mary sue.

Was able to finish the latest cat pin: The Meowcchiato #cat #coffee

Love when something comes out that all the artists start splurge drawing and it causes an influx of art posts in my feeds from artists I have YET to follow. 💜 Kpop Demon Hunters got all these awesome artists coming up on my feeds here and Instagram

Working on the Meowcciatto cat. Again. I keep redrawing the face because I'm trying to do a proper kitten face. uuuuuuuuuugh idk

Playing "Date Everything" and after playing the Demo I was -READY- to meet Betty again. Cause omg..💜

So sad that I can't find my Deltarune files from when I played Ch 1 and 2 ;_;

Progress on the Meowcchiato pin. I'm still concerned with how the cat isn't kitten enough, which is my goal for both the Macchiato and Conpana themed cats. But I wanted to get a general lineart done at least. I figured I could refine it afterwards, rather than getting stuck on the face forever.

I haven't been able to draw lately. I've lost 3 family members in the first 3 months this year and my mom will likely not make it through the year after fighting her cancer for years. I'm extremely close to her. Never financially been able to move out so we've been together all my life..I love her.

Trying to work on the "Meowcciatto" pin. AS PER USUAL, I am overcomplicating the art now because the original was so cartoony when I came up with the pose. And it needs to match the other pins. Kiiinda struggling cause this needs to be a kitten. I think the head needs to be bigger..

Trying to make a "Meet the Artist" image. I need to add it to my display at Makers (creative dedicated store in Canada. Location recently opened in Kelowna, BC) Thought I'd include my cat Pixel. He's a BIG boy. (I gotta figure out how to draw him..)

I haven't shared this at all but I, sometime last year, offered to make wood pins SPECIFICALLY for our local cat cafe of their resident cats. I already sell my coffee cats there but I thought people might like them. I LOVE these two. They are the sweetest.

Been rough sketching to try and get the art for a #cat earring done

Note to self..

I need yall to remember that Inzoi uses AI in their game. If you don't support AI, do not play this.

A BLATANT reminder that I will NEVER support Al or use it.

I have had this sketch of a pin idea on the backburner. I did a rough digital of it and was going to work on it today but I just-...didn't like it. Still unsure about it as a pin but I think it'd be good like this as a sticker? The first one is my earlier rough and the second is todays work.

"ai makes art accessible" is an argument i hate to my fucking bones. Art is EASILY accessible, I'd argue it's the cheapest most accessible hobby because all you need is a pen and paper. "yeah but not everyone has skills" no everyone has the skill, you just need to put in the work 1/7 🧵

So I've gotta do a restock of my Catte Latte pins (and the Mocha version) and decided to upgrade the art for the new order. The original (2nd image) is too simple compared to the newer cats I've made. I wanted to create more consistency. Here are the 2 newest pins to compare as well.