deliah is in stars hollow ☕️
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4’8 😭 junkorexic // 77kg
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about 1 year ago
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i told her that i didn’t like what she said and she told me that i’m not ugly and i know that im not ugly so why did it hurt my feelings? or ‘why im still stuck on that?’ i never got my apology but i did get a ‘maybe i’m sorry’ which didn’t make me feel better at all.
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6 days ago
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my mom just called me ugly and when i asked for an apology she said ‘for what?’ lol i guess she meant it jokingly but it hurt a lot to hear
10 days ago
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recently she’s calling me spoiled, lazy, and greedy. it upsets me but idk what to say or do about it (i’m on my period maybe that’s why it’s bothering me) but i’m sensitive anyways so it’s whatever
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about 1 month ago
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i was telling my mom how my allergy medicine makes me hungry and how i don’t want to take it and she said ‘well you don’t eat everyday anyways’ 😭😭 i didn’t know she was paying THAT much attention to me.. she hasn’t even been home much recently i need to do better tbh
5 months ago
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happy easter bffs <3 love u all to the moon n back 💗
6 months ago
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i’ve been binging non stop i’ll never get to my goal. i haven’t lost any weight recently. gosh im really pathetic.
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6 months ago
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i need to find workout videos i actually like so i can do them at home bc there’s no way i can get a gym membership and go as much as i want
6 months ago
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my mom currently agreed with me being 90-99 pounds! (though im sure ill go lower than that im happy with just the acceptance)
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7 months ago
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one day i truly believe that i’ll be underweight
7 months ago
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my mom’s birthday is soon i wonder how ill get out of eating this time
7 months ago
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happy valentine’s day 🫶🏾💗
8 months ago
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wish everyone in my family weren’t a bunch of hotheads
8 months ago
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it’s also disappointing cause she’ll call friends and talk about it and yell bc in the moment she’s upset but regrets telling them anything when she realizes she overreacted but she won’t apologize to me
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8 months ago
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we’re better now but i hate when she’s yelling it’s very upsetting and scary
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8 months ago
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she just yelled at me again cause i didn’t hear what she said but it’s bc my cousin was breathing loud in my ear while i was holding him & it’s so frustrating bc she wouldn’t repeat it & i know she hates repeating herself but i didn’t hear her
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9 months ago
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does ozempic cause mood issues like anger? cause she’s on it & i think that’s the problem
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9 months ago
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my mom is always yelling at me for no reason
9 months ago
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i need an ed diary
9 months ago
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deliah is in stars hollow ☕️
being hungry is so embarrassing 😭 i hate it
12 months ago
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just finishing a plate of food makes me sob (always leave leftovers even if it’s something really small)
9 months ago
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my ana isn’t anaing like she should be 😭 i’ve been eating so much i haven’t even been getting steps in and i haven’t been doing anything but being fat and lazy
9 months ago
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i haven’t been sleeping the best lately so my sleep schedule is off
9 months ago
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i messed up telling my grandma and mom how much i wanted to weigh. my mom told me if i wanted to weigh that much i’d have to pack up my things and move in with my grandma and my grandma told me ‘i don’t want to be at an anorexic weight’ like what’s that supposed to mean? that’s crazy to me
9 months ago
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THIS IS AWFUL LIKE WDYM IT CAN GET WORSE?????
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9 months ago
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ur not gonna believe this but im not 4’10 or 4’9 but 4’8.5 😭
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9 months ago
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update: i meant to say i did hit 10k i just took a nap and im still sleepy so i might go take another one after having some more water
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10 months ago
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i’m only at 5k rn & i know i’ll be 100% struggling trying to get to 20k as i’m having a hard time just trying to get 10k a day honestly idk why i put myself in situations like this
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10 months ago
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i think i’m going to raise my steps to 20k
10 months ago
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she’s here 😞
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10 months ago
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im def going to keep saying 4’10 though cause it makes me feel better
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10 months ago
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WAIT did i tell u guys i learned that im not even 4’10 im 4’9 🧍🏾♀️
10 months ago
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i need to get more sleep tonight i’m so sleepy
10 months ago
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i hit 5k and i want to do more but idk when my mom’s coming home and if i call again she’ll say im being annoying and yell at me so idk yet
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10 months ago
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hi im sleepy again but ive gotten no steps in today (all i did was rot in bed) so im gonna try to get at least 5k while no one’s home 😔
10 months ago
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i might sleep. i feel like im gonna pass out and my mom is taking forever to get here
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10 months ago
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i don’t want anyone to think i’m ungrateful 😭 as long as my walking pad works im definitely fine with the sound
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10 months ago
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i got to 10,008 now i’m gonna play sims and wait for my mom bc she was supposed to be here a long time ago
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10 months ago
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my head hurts so bad
10 months ago
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i need 767 more steps to get to 10k which isn’t a lot i’m just sleepy so i’m focusing on that instead of walking which is why this is so hard today
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10 months ago
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im at 9k & i keep stopping bc i cant hear over my walking pad like its so loud so i keep thinking that shes here
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10 months ago
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i’ve been awake since last night i’m so sleepy rn
10 months ago
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8196 is what i’m at now but i think i can get to 10k later
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10 months ago
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i talked to her and i think i can keep going until maybe 8000 but that’s really pushing it
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10 months ago
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i got to 6007 & i want to push myself to do more but my mom’s not answering the phone so i can ask where she is
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10 months ago
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took a break when i hit 4k to wash dishes now im gonna try to get to at least 6k cause getting to 10k before my mom comes back seems unrealistic but that’s the goal
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10 months ago
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pacing except i’m so sleepy but i feel like i need to do it because being sleepy is not an excuse to be lazy
10 months ago
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don’t worry i won’t leave you in suspense i did binge
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10 months ago
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i’m having binge urges lol
10 months ago
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