does anyone want to be moots on my skz acc on twitter? unfortunately i only repost i don’t tweet anything

today is national brownie day and all i can think about is felix 😭 happy national brownie day!!

hiii good morning

mom told me she’s going to take my phone? bc i didn’t do something she told me to do but i told her i’d do it when i showered.. she said i’m taking too long? so someone else did it did it & i can’t tell her i’m taking so long to shower bc i honestly dread showering i don’t like looking at myself lol

i just woke up i won’t be able to sleep tonight oh my gosh nooo

i’m so sleepy i woke up at 4 am from a headache & being so cold. i think i’ll take a nap

crazy thing is three of the kids’ mom & her bf are here but they aren’t even trying to take care of them and the last kid i honestly didn’t want them here bc it’s way too much for me to take care of on my own rn especially when i don’t want to do it and they keep saying the same things over and over

i’m currently babysitting and i went from three to four and i’m so annoyed rn and why are they ALWAYS hungry 😭

i’m so ready for christmas it’s my favorite holiday

i need to redo this i turned 21 in august

i need to try to be more active here hiiii everyone

got a new phone yesterday and the first thing i did when i got it was download easyfast again. i was 20 hours into a fast i couldn’t lose that unfortunately ig it didn’t matter bc i had to end it when i got home also i didn’t think id be able to get back into my acc bc i forgot my password so.. hi!!

i told her that i didn’t like what she said and she told me that i’m not ugly and i know that im not ugly so why did it hurt my feelings? or ‘why im still stuck on that?’ i never got my apology but i did get a ‘maybe i’m sorry’ which didn’t make me feel better at all.

my mom just called me ugly and when i asked for an apology she said ‘for what?’ lol i guess she meant it jokingly but it hurt a lot to hear

recently she’s calling me spoiled, lazy, and greedy. it upsets me but idk what to say or do about it (i’m on my period maybe that’s why it’s bothering me) but i’m sensitive anyways so it’s whatever

i was telling my mom how my allergy medicine makes me hungry and how i don’t want to take it and she said ‘well you don’t eat everyday anyways’ 😭😭 i didn’t know she was paying THAT much attention to me.. she hasn’t even been home much recently i need to do better tbh

happy easter bffs <3 love u all to the moon n back 💗

i’ve been binging non stop i’ll never get to my goal. i haven’t lost any weight recently. gosh im really pathetic.

i need to find workout videos i actually like so i can do them at home bc there’s no way i can get a gym membership and go as much as i want

my mom currently agreed with me being 90-99 pounds! (though im sure ill go lower than that im happy with just the acceptance)

one day i truly believe that i’ll be underweight

my mom’s birthday is soon i wonder how ill get out of eating this time

happy valentine’s day 🫶🏾💗

wish everyone in my family weren’t a bunch of hotheads

it’s also disappointing cause she’ll call friends and talk about it and yell bc in the moment she’s upset but regrets telling them anything when she realizes she overreacted but she won’t apologize to me

we’re better now but i hate when she’s yelling it’s very upsetting and scary

she just yelled at me again cause i didn’t hear what she said but it’s bc my cousin was breathing loud in my ear while i was holding him & it’s so frustrating bc she wouldn’t repeat it & i know she hates repeating herself but i didn’t hear her

does ozempic cause mood issues like anger? cause she’s on it & i think that’s the problem

my mom is always yelling at me for no reason

i need an ed diary

being hungry is so embarrassing 😭 i hate it

just finishing a plate of food makes me sob (always leave leftovers even if it’s something really small)

my ana isn’t anaing like she should be 😭 i’ve been eating so much i haven’t even been getting steps in and i haven’t been doing anything but being fat and lazy

i haven’t been sleeping the best lately so my sleep schedule is off

i messed up telling my grandma and mom how much i wanted to weigh. my mom told me if i wanted to weigh that much i’d have to pack up my things and move in with my grandma and my grandma told me ‘i don’t want to be at an anorexic weight’ like what’s that supposed to mean? that’s crazy to me

THIS IS AWFUL LIKE WDYM IT CAN GET WORSE?????

ur not gonna believe this but im not 4’10 or 4’9 but 4’8.5 😭

update: i meant to say i did hit 10k i just took a nap and im still sleepy so i might go take another one after having some more water

i’m only at 5k rn & i know i’ll be 100% struggling trying to get to 20k as i’m having a hard time just trying to get 10k a day honestly idk why i put myself in situations like this

i think i’m going to raise my steps to 20k

she’s here 😞

im def going to keep saying 4’10 though cause it makes me feel better

WAIT did i tell u guys i learned that im not even 4’10 im 4’9 🧍🏾‍♀️

i need to get more sleep tonight i’m so sleepy

i hit 5k and i want to do more but idk when my mom’s coming home and if i call again she’ll say im being annoying and yell at me so idk yet

hi im sleepy again but ive gotten no steps in today (all i did was rot in bed) so im gonna try to get at least 5k while no one’s home 😔

i might sleep. i feel like im gonna pass out and my mom is taking forever to get here

i don’t want anyone to think i’m ungrateful 😭 as long as my walking pad works im definitely fine with the sound

i got to 10,008 now i’m gonna play sims and wait for my mom bc she was supposed to be here a long time ago