taking hiatus from here for a while idk if or when ill be back

i need to stop drinking energy drinks im pretty sure its causing my mood to fall off a cliff

this album is so fucking good 95/100 for me genuinely

i can surround myself with friends and still feel lonely :( ugh

thinking about the dreams i had last night doesnt happen often i have any dreams let alone 2

starting to think i was happier when i tried to fully accept myself for this instead of hiding myself from ppl who dont understand brutal realization

escapism

so its like they restocked but idk i got this far why not see how far i can go? can always fall back toit eventually? idk i oughta stop beating myself up over something that doesnt affect anyone else i feel like ive been conditioned by society to hate myself for this ohwell nobody needa know

hello diaper community

she satis on my factory until i ficsit

wish i lived in the mountains

i need to stop thinking about it and making myself sick

Pooltoy poolday! + photoey version #babyfur

well epic fail on the moving in with someone thing idk what to do now

sorry :(

i miss her so god damn much the fact that she indulged me in my interests and diapers and everything i miss it so much :( so much i didnt know what i had until it was gone please come back you wont and youre not the same person anymore but please :( id do so much to have that feeling back again

yearn

need to find a way to keep diapers in my life im gna cry when i move out :,(

i havent posted anything diaper in a while :/ finally trying to move out but at the cost of not being able to wear diapers when i do finally move is really really stressing me out

this year is going to be a horrible transitionary period for me

ive been critically thinking about diapers alot lately trying to truly rationalize it in my head why i like it why its good why its bad where my guilt comes from all of it as many questions i can ask myself

been thinking about my childhood alot.. i think i might be everything thats ever happened to me and everything ive ever experienced

hhhhhh im being sooo negative on the TL sorry

i miss her 🙁

slightly wet baby powder smell

diapers are so extremely integral to my littlespace that i dont think i can cope without them 🙁 im cooked either way

one thousand diapers

the more and more i think about it the more i think i might actually want a caregiver and not a romantic relationship because i feel borderline useless when it comes to certain tasks and everything takes so many spoons for me :( help :/ idk what i want or what i need

oh good you dont need diapers anymore well itd be a shame if they went to waste we cant just throw away the last 30 diapers

i wish i could tell the person im moving in with about this side of me but id rather not be harassed and berated online and have my life ruined id like to think i could maybe convince them but i know theyre unwilling to change their opinion and educate themselves

starting to regret

i feel like im two people that hate eachother

reminder to self its okay to want to be loved its okay to love

so… i can see the infrared light when my phones front camera is on its extremely dim but i CAN see it

im actually really scared for when i have to stop wearing diapers :(

oh what am i going to do with myself without diapers 😥

abdl diaper gang how tight should diaper be or how tight do you like em just gathering data 😭😭😭

ok my crashout is done all i had to do was give them an approximate location which they already know since they give me targeted ads non precise location i still think its stupid tho that they didnt know atleast the country im in and also the whole needing your private data 😭 anyway dms back on

ok no more being angry on the TL

i wont delete this account i guess if you need to contact me find my old twitter i still havent deleted that one apparently even though i meant to multiple times

theres literally a canadian flag in my bio this shit is crazy 🤩

i cant even look at images that “contain adult images” like what do i even do at this point do i delete this shit?? im so angry at the world

sorry if youve been lirking on my account i would have loved to talk to u but now i wont be 😭😂

this shit is happening at a time where im trying to get out of diapers anyway so i guess all is not lost but like

yeah no not happening sorry also credit card is fucking diabolical dude keep me out of your fucking database please

wish i could hit them with the “could i edit my sentence” after saying something and then 30 minutes later i realize that sentence was wrong and nonfactual and or not worded properly

started wearing diapers 6 years ago wtf it feels soo much longer than that

gang this might be my year actually i might get out of this place town mental state uhm all this im sorry if i leave you guys in 4-6 months from now but i need this this is so important to me i cant keep dwelling on the past this is my shot forward thx for understanding

yall dont use the potty every time i do it brings upon me a hex that numbs my legs and then sharp pain like pins and needles dont reccomend

YEAR OF THE GIRLDFRIEND PLEASE OR ANYTHING PLLLEEEAASSAEEEW WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGGHHH