I'm gonna do a new intro soon but #promosky for now :3 I'm Ethan or Jish! He/they, 19 Video games (final fantasy, genshin, hsr, endfield, lis, resident evil, etc) Music (tøp, mcr, crane wives, death cab, kpop - enhypen, txt, skz, idle, TWS) Danmei, art, +more TØP fan acc, sometimes other stuff

Super sleepy... Good night frens 🫶 see you when the sun rises :)

I have been summoned... I'm not gonna tag anyone cause I don't like tagging people... BUT! My response will happen :3 Character I love...decisions decisions... MY GOAT ETHAN WINTERS!!! (which is where I picked my name Ethan from :3)

I SAID NOBODY KNOWS YOU AND NOBODY GIVES A DAMN EITHER WAY ABOUT YOUR BLOOD YOUR BONES YOUR VOICE AND YOUR GHOST BECAUSE NOBODY KNOWS YOU AND NOBODY GIVES A DAMN EITHER WAY YOU KNOW ILL BELIEVE IN ANYTHING /lyr I love I'll Believe in Anything :3 give me your eyes I need sunshine :3

don't give up on me.

I hope Josh Dun is doing awesome today.

ahoy #clikkiesky! remember that definitely-not-fleshed-out idea i had for a fanworks project? i really wanna do it! if you'd like to be a part of it in any way, please fill out this form!! it will be pinned on my profile |-/ #cliqueart #musicskyclique forms.gle/dHe8fyaKGW2d...

but this year, though i'm far from home, in trench i'm not alone.

Side effects of my meds are killing me, but clikkie sky selfie day :3 (mostly cause I haven't shown my hair since I dyed it and I was still blonde last selfie day) Alien :3 featuring my pilots wall behind me #clikkieskyselfieday

it is not pass or fail, but a poisonous progression.

don't let me be gone. don't let me be gone. don't let me be gone. don't let me be gone.

I am feeling so sick rn 😭 idk if I caught something when I was shopping yesterday or if it's from my new meds...(I started two new ones today)

Also pilots necklaces I got from hot topic today :3

Starting new medication tomorrow, kinda nervy :p

i'm tired of tending to this fire.

TAKE MY HANDS OFF YOUR NECK AND HOLD ON TO THE GHOST OF YOUR BODY I KNOW THAT GOOD LIVES MAKE BAD STORIES YOU CAN TEXT ME WHEN PUNCHING MATTRESSES GETS OLD WHAT IF IT'LL ALWAYS BE THIS WAY NOT COMFORTED BY ANYTHING YOU SAY /lyr Sober to Death PLEASE I can't do this today ughhh this song hurtsss

Promise me this, if I lose to myself, you won't mourn a day, and you'll move on to someone else. Neon gravestones try to call. Neon gravestones try to call for my bones. /lyr

Also fun fact about me since I was listening to FOB earlier: whenever I get lightheaded I start singing Sugar, We're Goin Down :3 WE'RE GOING DOWN DOWN IN AN EARLIER ROUND AND SUGAR WE'RE GOING DOWN SWINGING

I want to live where soul meets body and let the sun wrap its arms around me and bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing and feel, feel what it's like to be new :3 I was just listening to transatlanticism and now soul meets body :33

Clique Art is forbidden now

I CHECK THE DOORS CHECK THE WINDOWS AND PULL THE BLINDS I CHECK THE CLOCK WONDERING WHAT HE'LL PULL THIS TIME I HAVE A FEELING THAT NECROMANCER'S OUTSIDE AND I'M JUST TRYING TO STAY QUIET I love the contract it just graced me with it's presence

this is the last time, this is the last time.

Hey guys I love you guys

My friend came over earlier and she mentioned the forest fic... Gulps Then I fell asleep on her shoulder because I was tired 🥰

Cramps are so bad save me

did i disappoint you?

end of my ways as a walking denial, my trial was filed as a crazy suicidal head case.

you will never know what's behind my skull, so won't you say goodnight so i can say goodbye?

I would like to provide this silly doodle page I made for the pilots penguin shirt :D Yes I only do trad art and I like to do silly low quality doodles they make me happy :3

come up with josh dun.

Lazy level of concern edit I made :) I don't feel very good so my motivation is dead, but it's level of concern day, so I had to make an edit :3 Can't believe this song came out six years ago lol

and the wrists of my mind have the bleeding lines that remind me of all the times i have committed dirty, dirty crimes that are perfectly form-fitted to what i've done and what i'm doing.

can't change what you've done, start fresh next semester.

been a good streak, but the pressures overweight.

she had plans to change her name, just not the traditional way.

i will fear the night again.

Ugghghhh I don't feel good Everything I eat makes my stomach hurt but not eating makes it hurt too...ugghgfhh

me when i am boutta make literally everything about 21p

man it's been a long night.

I can feel my saturation leaving me slowly :D /lyr

your bones are held together by your nightmares and your frights.

oo, promises and contracts i used to keep.

tie a noose around your mind, loose enough to breathe fine and tie it to a tree tell it "you belong to me, this ain't a noose, this is a leash and i have news for you, you must obey me."

he's thinking 'there's no way i'm headed there,' always sure footed, educated, and was never scared.

can you die of anxiousness?

and my skin, it will start to break up and fall apart.

i fucking hate tyler /silly

hell fucking yeah

A DRAG PATH ETCHED IN THE SURFACE 😭 CAN YOU FIND ME 😭😭😭

Hands up hands up sway sway sway 🥹