Tate dropping the signed purple vinyl half an hour early was such a sad move for Aussies setting alarms in the middle of the night for it 😭

There is nothing more humbling than sitting in the cape at the hairdressers with dye on your head, hair slicked back, looking like an egg

I’ve been MIA from everything for months but I’m going to try and come back here

On repeat the entire way to Christmas Eve dinner

Turned them all off 😭

Just finished work and am now on leave for weeks and I have never felt so much relief 😭

Nobody should have to work in the teens in December. What do you mean I’ll still be working on Friday? NO 😭

The worst part about Christmas Day is gonna be that I have to drive there and back so I can’t get drunk

Trying to put my grocery order on but I keep getting distracted by notifications and other things and so far I’m 1.5 hours in and still not done

This is where we are at

I went to get drinks and have now been sitting in my car for well over 30 mins in the pitch black garage drinking a canned margarita, I fear I’ve reached a new low

Santa is on a fire truck at 9am throwing twisties at kids, playing Hi-5 Christmas music and blasting the fire truck siren and this is Christmas in Australia HAHAHHAHA

Just worked a 13.5 hour day & finally get home and then proceed to drop my avo toast dinner on the floor as I sit down 🧍‍♀️

I just feel empty tbh, like I have no emotion left

I cannot process anything

Thinking about how much I relied on the eras tour as a distraction to get me through the past 18 months of my life, I genuinely don’t know what I’m gonna do now 😭

Adding - when she sang ‘it was the end of an era, but the start of an age’

Moments that made me cry this weekend - fearless spins - Taylor existing - her wave in midnight rain - a place in this world - hugging Kam - the acoustic set - The final bow - The little crying hugging circle on stage at the end - Taylor leaving the stage through the door with her dancers

Sitting on my couch in silence trying to process that it’s over

There’s no way she’s singing Karma right now, can we please start over 😭

I’ve had the time of my life attending eras tour online with all of you 😭🩷

The last game of chess 😭

I don’t even recognise myself or my life tbh

how am i supposed to be bejeweled rn.

TAYLOR STOP DOING THINGS TO MAKE ME CRY 😭

MERCH STORES STOP RESTOCKING WE ARE BUSY LEAVE ME ALONE

Taylor take a break, I’m not ready for happy songs yet 😭

From the first note of a place in this world I was sobbing, that was way worse than I anticipated 😭

I was in denial about being in denial, I am ruined

I’m not ready for her to sing a debut song, it’s going to be my undoing 😭

I feel like jumping off of very tall somethings AS IF THIS IS THE LAST ACOUSTIC SET 😭

I’m not a tough kid tonight actually

I REFUSE TO BELIEVE WE ARE THIS CLOSE TO SURPRISE SONGS

Is it bad that I’m already thinking about the after party and what she’s gonna wear and what photos we will get 🤡

I’m down bad crying about how fast this is going 😭

IT IS GOING SO FAST 😭😭

Well that was my last time screaming SANCTIMONIOUSLY PERFORMING SOLILOQUIES ILL NEVER SEE with Taylor in my living room 😭

All these shows later and I still get anxious hearing bad blood

I was way more emotional watching yesterday, I think I’m in denial today 😭

Maybe after eras is over I’ll finally be able to rewatch all of my eras videos that I still haven’t been able to watch 😭

Taylor’s goal with surprise songs this weekend was solely to make everyone as emotional as much as possible

SOBBING RIGHT NOW I AM NOT OKAY

C R Y I N G

I’m gonna miss those fearless spins 😭

I love her SO MUCH 😭

That was the last time I’ll get to see the eras opening bc I’m working tomorrow 😭

One of the biggest issues that plagues me as an adult is finding the perfect pillow and bedding, I fear that I will be on this quest for the rest of my life 😭

Oh they’ve taken it off the UK store completely 🤡

I’m also not stressed about it lol I’m sure they’ll restock it at some point

As if it sold out as I was processing payment lol