At this point I probably have more unfinished art saved than art I've shared with anybody😭

I'm working on 3 edits at the same time. I wonder if a single one of them will ever see the light of day lol

More alive now! Did my weekly grocery run. Weather is still a perfect 13C here with the sun out so I skipped taking the bus there and back this time to enjoy a leisurely walk instead. Gotta do a little bit of tidying today and otherwise I'll try to focus on doing some editing when I can✨

Barely alive

The Falling is now my second favourite danmei (after BAB ofc) so I am choosing to display it up front on one of my shelves💛

Post-book blues

I need time to process what I've read and how I feel. I'm just crying uncontrollably and I don't even fully understand why hahaha. But once I can put some of my emotions into words I'll rant about the books🙏

Are there any danmei readers out there who read The Falling by Yu Cheng? If so, I beg you to talk to me about it. I'm desperate to discuss these books please😭

My head is killing me😭 I can't wait to pass out for the night argh.

CW: blood Towa figure!!! So pretty!!!!! He turned out really nice and I'm so happy that one of my favourite illustrations was made into a figure. An absolute grail for me <3

Guys, I'm cooking up a Till scars edit to match the Ivan one I made

I'm feeling okay about it though cause I've been really productive every single day this week. I don't feel like a useless person just taking today off for myself🙏

Today is a laze around in bed type of day. I've been a little bit sick for the past two days and when I woke up I had a really painful migraine. I'm feeling ever so slightly better right now but it still hurts a lot to walk around🥲

MY TOWA FIGURE IS FINALLY HERE AAAAAA

I love starting the morning with a cup of tea and an hour of reading❤️

All the Scars fanart I'm seeing is hurting me deeply please stop 😭😭😭😭😭

Ivan is alive in Till’s mind, heart & soul 😭😭😭 only Till can see him 🥹 #ivantill #ivti #ALNST

The moment "scars remind me" kicks in, I cry uncontrollably. I genuinely don't think I'll ever be able to listen to this song without sobbing. No, I am not okay. Yes, I need help.

Till's journey to understanding Ivan has allowed him to recognise that he was loved so much. It is what allowed him to survive and overcome everything until now. Now he is able to share that love with others. Ivan will always be an important part of him.

T____T why do this to us

Till I understand you. I also miss Ivan so much...

Sobbing uncontrollably forever guys

🍂 #双子と先生

Ran a few quick errands! The weather is still amazing here. The forecast says tomorrow will be the same so I reckon I'll go to the clinic to get some blood work done and then go walking around town for a little while :)

Proxy order that arrived today! Always a fun way to start the day by getting to open some goodies. I'll take some individual photos of things at a later date!

I've got a chapter and a half left of the final volume for Don't You Like Me so I'm gonna go finish that right now!

Ran out to do groceries for the week! The weather is really lovely today. I hope it'll be nice tomorrow as well when I go run some errands. I'd love to take some photos if I can.

Soba and tempura are the best foods ever and nobody can change my mind ty

My partner and I love to have soba nights every sunday. Decided today that I'd treat us to some tempura shrimp from our favourite local restaurant so I ordered some. Somehow someone made a mistake and we ended up receiving two teriyaki salmon bento boxes along with the shrimp I ordered????

✦⁺₊✧°｡⋆ #3SKMART #ネスフィルム #きたみ描きたみ #かいせ絵

明日の朝がんばれたら印刷します 時間取られて顔しか描けなかった代わりにゴテゴテさせたﾆｮ✌️

グラフィックさんが超超超短納期で間に合わせてくれました...........！！！！！！！会場頒布価格【1000円】となります！！！！画集かよってくらい色綺麗なので許してください

こっちにも置いておきます！弓弦おめでと～～

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I'm trapped (cat on lap)

Ivantill sticker I bought from @tenshi.on.computer!! It's so pretty and they're so perfect ahsdjklghj thank you so so much🥹 Was planning to put it on my laptop but I don't want it to get damaged.. I think I'll hang it up on my pegboard instead so it's protected and I can stare at them all the time❤️

My tumblr post got 30 likes and I feel far too perceived. It's scary to have more than 8 people notice my existence online lol

Showered and painted my nails✨

Went out to get groceries and ended up missing my bus by like 10 seconds on the way back so I walked home. Bags were heavy so I am a little bit tired now😮‍💨

I like never share my edits here so I'm really nervous agsdhjfkgh

/ / p a r a t i s e - i v a n / / ❤️ #ivantill #alienstage

新🔟傑轟出 もふ恋に展示していたイラストです #もふ恋アフター Web再録の方は支部にもう少し公開しておくので、支部からどうぞ

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Edited for almost 5 hours straight omg. I haven't been this focused on it in so so long, like many months lol. I'm pretty happy with how it's coming along but I gotta go get ready to snooze. Will finish the rest tomorrow✨

I'm cooking up an edit that, in my mind, should be pretty nifty. Will I be able to actually finish it??? Who knows!! I'll do my best though lol

*wheezing* junket bank seriously gets some of the nicest merch. I am eating so good <3

もふ恋お疲れ様でした！ 展示したtdizです #もふ恋アフター

I'm late 🖤💚 #ivantill #clarisdrawings

🍰🥦の日おめでとう #10月12日は轟出の日 #10月13日は轟出まんなかバースデー